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chaos_vincent ([info]chaos_vincent) wrote in [info]mirage_rpg,
@ 2008-08-23 15:30:00

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Entry tags:complete, day 12, katara, vincent valentine

A Gargoyle in the Night...
Who: Vincent and Katara
What: A Fateful Meeting under a full moon.
When: Day 12 late evening
Where: Near the Barn
Rating: PG
Status: Complete


Vincent Valentine was not there, the following night when Katara came looking for him. The Water bender would see his place rather empty, and perhaps be disturbed to note that it looked almost like the laboratory scene had been. Slightly different of course, as it was a training ground of some kind, but, the same general feel. The walls were steel, the air felt sterile, lifeless. Not like the Forest of the Ancients had been, filled with light and a seeming life, whether it be in the air around them or in the ground. There had been something about that place that had seemed right for Vincent, whereas this was merely... devoid. Of anything. Alas, if the water bender could have known his mood, she would have realized that it reflected it perfectly.

He had left the previous night, and not bothered to return. Now that the next evening had come and gone, Vincent was well aware of the fatigue in his muscles. However he was also aware that there was not nearly what there should have been. The training session he'd had with himself during the midst of the day time had taught him that. Whatever Hojo had done to implant the monsters in his body had also changed this form as well, making it stronger, tougher... but more importantly faster and more agile. Vincent could move now like a master gymnast, and leap as if he were still the galian beast.

And it seemed as strange as these powers were, they were natural talents. They seemed to improve the more he used them, though what help they would be on a planet where Vincent didn't have to worry about killing anyone, he wasn't entirely certain. But if he managed to find a way back to Katara's world, or to his own, they would definately come in handy, as one thing had become clear in Vincent's mind. He had a score to settle with Hojo. Even thinking about it now, made the beast stir slightly inside of himself, but he forced it down.

It was all he had left to look forward to, really, a revenge against the one who had done this to him, the one who had taken everything from him. Vincent still believed that all of this had been deserved by his inaction for helping Lucrecia. But as he thought on it more he realized that if he was going to hell, Hojo deserved to come with him. At one time Vincent hadn't wanted to believe in evil in the world, but now he was somewhat convinced that sometimes... sometimes the Lifestream came together in someone wrong... maybe it was a rare congretation of evil pieces of several people, or maybe it was just something about them that made them twisted... Vincent could only hope for the latter, as killing Hojo might redistribute that back into the Lifestream to go into another...

Feeling the hour was near midnight, Vincent turned in the direction of where his room had been, or was, depending on how one looked at it. Katara still had the key to get in, but Vincent didn't really care. He didn't imagine that he'd be back there unless there were dire circumstances for it. He perhaps should have left a note for the water bender, something to say goodbye. But there would be time enough for that when he found the way back to her own home world, to where she could be with the one she wanted to be.

A dull ache filled Vincent as he thought about it, and his black gloved hand raised up to clech at the fabric of his dark shirt which covered his chest, and was in turn covered itself by the long mantle that he wore. Thinking about Katara still, hurt. Badly.

With a soft growl he leapt up on top of the building that he was walking past, flying through the air as if he were almost weightless, his feet coming down to land on the slanted tiles of the Barn as if he were a mountain goat, for there was no wobble in his balance as he planted, only a cold glance around to make sure he was the only one on up so high. Not that he really expected there would be someone stalking him, but he'd learned to be cautious over the years, and the last time he'd forgotten to be, Hojo had shot him.

Walking numbly towards the top of the roof he perched at the peak of it, near the edge of the building, staring out into the darkness, his eyes scanning desperately for some type of a portal, some way back. The sooner he did that, the sooner he could find Katara's portal and forget about her, drown himself in his own revenge and let it consume him like an angry blaze gone out of control.

As the soft wind brushed past his cheek he bowed his head into the folds of his mantle. The way it tickled his skin reminded him of the gentle way Katara had touched his face, how her fingers had entwined in his long raven hair. The smell of her skin so close to him... the feeling of her soft lips pressed against his own. It was all in his head, but he felt a warmth there, a soft glow of rememberance of what had been, of what might be, if things had turned out differently. But to go down that path was madness, to let himself fall into a land of fantasies about a girl he could never have.

The cool night air kicked up then and Vincent's cloak swept around the back of him, flying in the breeze. He leaned over the edge of the roof, his left hand, covered in the golden claw that he wore, gripping it tightly, his body crouched over the edge of it like a gargoyle looking out into the night.



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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-25 08:47 pm UTC (link)
Vincent wasn't the sort to struggle needlessly. It seemed pointless, when there was nothing that could be done. He'd never been someone who'd been fought against the inevitable just because their might be a chance that things would work out his way. Vincent too often gave up, threw in the towel when the odds were stacked against him, or he thought they were. Only for others did he come through, only when it was someone else's life on the line did he find the strength to do what had to be done. And so because he thought it was for her he did one of the hardest things that he could remember doing.

He took a step away from her.

His chest burned like he was breathing the fire that the Galian Beast usually plumed out, his eyes closed tight, half afraid that she would run in front of him then, put her hand on his chest and lock him there. He wouldn't be able to say no to her if he looked into those silver eyes again. All the strength he'd been given would melt away as if it were nothing beneath her pleading look and he would crumble. For her, he had to keep moving, regardless of what she thought of him, whether or not she hated him, whether he had to claw and cut himself to stand by his decision. He would make that sacrifice, for her sake... for the sake of protecting what she thought was sacred. As long as it meant she would keep smiling, he would do... anything.

Her confession stopped Vincent as surely as if she'd frozen him again in a sheet of ice. He looked down at his feet, wanting them to move, but they wouldn't listen to him. He could hear the desperation in her voice, wanting him to at least hear her out. Vincent had to do at least that, right? He would just... listen, and she would tell him goodbye, and he could find some quiet corner to tear his own heart out and be done with it, be done with all feeling once and for all. Feelings weren't something that a monster needed, anyway. That was something for the human world, those who were normal, those who weren't... him. Just a few minutes, and it would be... over.

He was glad his back remained turned to her, so she wouldn't see him wince when she mentioned Aang. He had nothing against the rival for his affections, Aang was, in all probability a wonderful person. But Vincent didn't want to hear about how wonderful the other man was, didn't want to be compared to the one who had Katara's heart. Mentally he prepared himself for some long description of the other man. But it was surprisingly short, and simple. A decision that was troubling her, something to show that she couldn't decide on her own. Couldn't she see that this was why he was trying to run away from her so fiercely? So that she didn't have to make this decision? So she didn't have to hurt? Why couldn't she just... listen to him?

Vincent opened his mouth to speak as much to her, but her next words caught him off guard. When she told him how his kiss felt to her she would see his head turn towards her, then back again, never facing her, visibly torn by what he should do. His fists clenched tightly against his sides, and it was for the best that Katara couldn't see his face, for there was a look of such agony there it probably would have sent her into tears to witness it. Why was she telling him this when he needed to go? Why was she making it so hard for him to do what was right? He wasn't... worthy of anyone, not like this... She was right, there was a destiny, and his was to be alone, forever, to drown in his own misery so deeply that he never saw the light again, to die... alone.

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