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chaos_vincent ([info]chaos_vincent) wrote in [info]mirage_rpg,
@ 2008-08-23 15:30:00

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Entry tags:complete, day 12, katara, vincent valentine

A Gargoyle in the Night...
Who: Vincent and Katara
What: A Fateful Meeting under a full moon.
When: Day 12 late evening
Where: Near the Barn
Rating: PG
Status: Complete


Vincent Valentine was not there, the following night when Katara came looking for him. The Water bender would see his place rather empty, and perhaps be disturbed to note that it looked almost like the laboratory scene had been. Slightly different of course, as it was a training ground of some kind, but, the same general feel. The walls were steel, the air felt sterile, lifeless. Not like the Forest of the Ancients had been, filled with light and a seeming life, whether it be in the air around them or in the ground. There had been something about that place that had seemed right for Vincent, whereas this was merely... devoid. Of anything. Alas, if the water bender could have known his mood, she would have realized that it reflected it perfectly.

He had left the previous night, and not bothered to return. Now that the next evening had come and gone, Vincent was well aware of the fatigue in his muscles. However he was also aware that there was not nearly what there should have been. The training session he'd had with himself during the midst of the day time had taught him that. Whatever Hojo had done to implant the monsters in his body had also changed this form as well, making it stronger, tougher... but more importantly faster and more agile. Vincent could move now like a master gymnast, and leap as if he were still the galian beast.

And it seemed as strange as these powers were, they were natural talents. They seemed to improve the more he used them, though what help they would be on a planet where Vincent didn't have to worry about killing anyone, he wasn't entirely certain. But if he managed to find a way back to Katara's world, or to his own, they would definately come in handy, as one thing had become clear in Vincent's mind. He had a score to settle with Hojo. Even thinking about it now, made the beast stir slightly inside of himself, but he forced it down.

It was all he had left to look forward to, really, a revenge against the one who had done this to him, the one who had taken everything from him. Vincent still believed that all of this had been deserved by his inaction for helping Lucrecia. But as he thought on it more he realized that if he was going to hell, Hojo deserved to come with him. At one time Vincent hadn't wanted to believe in evil in the world, but now he was somewhat convinced that sometimes... sometimes the Lifestream came together in someone wrong... maybe it was a rare congretation of evil pieces of several people, or maybe it was just something about them that made them twisted... Vincent could only hope for the latter, as killing Hojo might redistribute that back into the Lifestream to go into another...

Feeling the hour was near midnight, Vincent turned in the direction of where his room had been, or was, depending on how one looked at it. Katara still had the key to get in, but Vincent didn't really care. He didn't imagine that he'd be back there unless there were dire circumstances for it. He perhaps should have left a note for the water bender, something to say goodbye. But there would be time enough for that when he found the way back to her own home world, to where she could be with the one she wanted to be.

A dull ache filled Vincent as he thought about it, and his black gloved hand raised up to clech at the fabric of his dark shirt which covered his chest, and was in turn covered itself by the long mantle that he wore. Thinking about Katara still, hurt. Badly.

With a soft growl he leapt up on top of the building that he was walking past, flying through the air as if he were almost weightless, his feet coming down to land on the slanted tiles of the Barn as if he were a mountain goat, for there was no wobble in his balance as he planted, only a cold glance around to make sure he was the only one on up so high. Not that he really expected there would be someone stalking him, but he'd learned to be cautious over the years, and the last time he'd forgotten to be, Hojo had shot him.

Walking numbly towards the top of the roof he perched at the peak of it, near the edge of the building, staring out into the darkness, his eyes scanning desperately for some type of a portal, some way back. The sooner he did that, the sooner he could find Katara's portal and forget about her, drown himself in his own revenge and let it consume him like an angry blaze gone out of control.

As the soft wind brushed past his cheek he bowed his head into the folds of his mantle. The way it tickled his skin reminded him of the gentle way Katara had touched his face, how her fingers had entwined in his long raven hair. The smell of her skin so close to him... the feeling of her soft lips pressed against his own. It was all in his head, but he felt a warmth there, a soft glow of rememberance of what had been, of what might be, if things had turned out differently. But to go down that path was madness, to let himself fall into a land of fantasies about a girl he could never have.

The cool night air kicked up then and Vincent's cloak swept around the back of him, flying in the breeze. He leaned over the edge of the roof, his left hand, covered in the golden claw that he wore, gripping it tightly, his body crouched over the edge of it like a gargoyle looking out into the night.



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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-23 09:06 pm UTC (link)
Physically, Katara had exerted herself quite a bit that day, so her muscles were a bit tired. Mentally, the waterbender was overjoyed. This day had been amazing. The first day of sunshine in three days, and she’d spent it well. First, a tiring training session with Xena, Gabrielle, Toph, and a girl she’d seen at the party- Faith. It had been tiring and quite fun. It was nice that the young woman could enjoy herself in good company for once while she was here.

After that she’d met a new person. He wasn’t a new arrival, but he was new when she thought about those she’d met through the days. She thought Sub-Zero ((an incredibly strange name, in her opinion)) had been a waterbender at first, but soon discovered he wasn’t from her world. He could manipulate ice skillfully, though, and Katara had had a good time teaching and showing him some of her moves while he showed her his.

As it grew later, though, her giddy feelings of joy turned to the sinking feeling of nervousness. A thousand thoughts drifted through her mind at an alarming rate, confusing her and knotting her belly so tightly she would have doubled over if it had been more than just her emotions running around screaming at her. Would he allow her to see him? He hadn’t said yes or no when she’d asked before, after all. Would he yell at her or ignore her if she showed up? Would he even want to go through another healing session?

Thoughts of the dreams she’d had the night before didn’t help to soothe her nerves. In fact, thinking about them made her even more nervous than before. She thought she might be sick if she became any more nervous.

Instead of cooking the meal she brought him herself, she simply allowed the golems to take over. They were better cooks anyway, and she was tired. Besides, she worried how he might take her having cooked for him again. The first time had been innocent enough, for Katara had been naïve, but cooking for him again might not be viewed that way. She was far too confused about how she was feeling to allow herself to do anything that could be taken any way at all other than a sign of concern and friendship.

As was usual, Katara enlisted the aid of a golem to carry the tray of roast turtle duck, fire cakes, and an assortment of other foods along with tea. She could have carried it herself, but the golem needed to open Vincent’s door for her, too. When the golem complied, she felt better. Surely if Vincent didn’t want her there the clay man wouldn’t have permitted this.

The closer their footsteps took them to his room, the more nervous she became. What was wrong with her? He was just a friend! A friend who kissed you… Her thoughts rudely reminded her. Katara decided she had walked much too quickly when she wound up in front of his door without having noticed any of the scenery had passed her by on the way.

When Katara took the tray from the golem so he could open the door, the dishes were rattling softly against the wood. Her hands were trembling slightly. A deep breath pushed its way into her lungs, calming the trembling to the point where the clattering had ceased.

All of her nervousness had been in vain, she realized as the door swung open into an empty room. “Vincent?” She called softly as she poked her head inside. Gooseflesh prickled her arms as she stepped inside. The room reminded her of the laboratory in which she’d seen Hojo working on Vincent. It didn’t particularly look like a torture room, but the walls were the same though empty. The atmosphere was the same she’d have imagined Hojo’s lab would be. She could feel the vacancy pressing down on her, and she felt mildly claustrophobic.

Where was Vincent?

After placing the tray upon the floor, Katara found that the golem hadn’t deserted her the way they always did when she went inside Vincent’s room. She shivered, all too aware of the Planet’s seeming ability to read minds. “Could you help me find Vincent?” She asked, despite the fact that the golem would have already known. She just couldn’t get used to that fact. It was too uncomfortable. It nodded without moving another portion of it’s body save it’s head. It began to lead her away from Vincent’s now-closed door.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-23 09:07 pm UTC (link)
Outside, twin full moons stared down at the world like eyes in the sky. Katara had felt her bending abilities growing stronger over the last couple of days, but she’d attributed it to the pouring rains of the hurricane. Now she realized the truth could be attributed to the waxing moons. Their light was evident all over, making shadows shallower than they would have been otherwise. Stars shied away from the beauty of the moons. There must be two Moon Spirits… She thought, wondering if perhaps there were two Ocean Spirits to circle them eternally as well.

The night had cooled down since the sun had set on the pleasantly warm day, and a breeze had picked up in the air, swirling her loose hair around her shoulders. In a shorter amount of time than Katara would have thought possible, the golem had led her through the illuminated darkness to the stables- which no longer looked anything like a stable from the outside.

She saw him right away and froze. She faced his profile- though more behind him than right at his side- as he crouched atop the roof. He was strangely beautiful crouched there, though he could have also been described as threatening looking. The breezed had picked up into a light wind, lifting a tattered looking red cloak to flutter behind him. His raven locks also swam in the air around his pale visage, trapped from overtaking his features only by a headband of the same colour as his cloak. His pale skin almost seemed to glow in light. Only part of her was dimly aware of the golem’s departure. A sudden lightheaded feeling, along with her heart beating rapidly in her ears, made her realize she’d forgotten to breathe, so she inhaled, but it sounded deceptively deafening to herself.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-23 10:08 pm UTC (link)
Vincent could feel it in the air, though he couldn't explain exactly how or why. Perhaps his body, only after a few nights had learned what time she came, or perhaps his daydreams of her had become so vivid that he allowed them to take a piece of his mind and make fantasy into reality. But somehow he knew that she was coming into his room, not finding him there, calling for him. Why was it that he could feel his chest tighten when he thought about that, the dark skinned beauty coming to his room, looking around and wondering. How long would she stay there? What would she do afterwards? He found that the more he thought on it the more the questions arose and slowly picked at his brain until he thought he was going to go insane.

He should have left her a note. Something to tell her that he was gone, and wasn't going to come back. That he would serve her now in the only way that he could serve her. For what could he do to her now, except decieve her or hurt her? She felt, she felt too much. His father had always accused him of doing that. Vincent could remember the way his father would look at him knowingly, and say that he was too silent, and that he felt too deeply, like his mother. Vincent would only look down, uncertain of how to take it. As a boy, being compared to a woman was a slightly embarassing thing, but as he got older, he found himself reflecting that his father wasn't worried about his masculinity, but rather about the damage it might do to his heart, and to his spirit.

What would he have really said to her in a letter though? 'Don't come looking for me'? The water bender was hard headed enough that she wouldn't take that for an answer. After how hard she'd fought for his spirit, to keep him from falling deeper and deeper into a pit of despair over the creature that he had become, he knew that a note like that would just be a challenge to her, something to cause her to go hunting madly for him rather than to just leave him in peace. Even if it was better for her to do so, she would still come hunting for him.

Perhaps this way she would just think he'd gone missing and then he could... what? Find a portal that she'd not been able to find her entire time here? Was that really a likely outcome of all of this? Perhaps though, the creature inside of him, the Galian beast could sniff out something that the water benders powers could not. She could manipulate water, but he doubted that would help her sense things of a supernatural nature. Then again, he wasn't sure what power governed her abilities, he'd certianly not felt anything when she'd manipulated water...

It was a chance... a shot in the dark. Something that he could work towards. A way he could make her smile.

As the pale moon rose over the crest of the resort, he closed his eyes and let it shine on him. It felt almost as if he could feel it, the pale rays of it, the way that he felt the warmth of the sunlight. Only cooler, purer. And those crimson eyes opened then to stare into the brightness of it, blinking up at it, as he thought of his father a world away, now returned eternally as part of the Lifestream. Could his father feel him even here? Was he aware of his child, the mistakes that had had made, the paths he had chosen? The monster that he had become?

Would Grimoire smile to see his son now, or would Vincent have gotten that look that he had gotten when ever he'd done something bad as a child? A soft tightening of the elder Valentine's face, that said plainly that Vincent wasn't going to be yelled at, but that he had definately done something wrong, and that his father was disappointed in him. Why was it that even now that sort of thing mattered to Vincent. Perhaps it was because Vincent's father hadn't really ever approved of him being a Turk... far too bloody a profession, his Father had said.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-23 10:08 pm UTC (link)
As the moon stretched up higher it cast a shadow over his face and his features on one side, and brightly illuminated them on another, the one that Katara was now witnessing. Had she tracked him down herself, she might have gotten away unnoticed, for Vincent looked down slowly, and bowed his face halfwat into the collar of the crimson mantle that he wore around his shoulders, staring down deep in thought as the wind kicked up and brushed dark strands of face over his features, causing him to turn his head very slightly, where he caught the lumbering movement of a golem.

That was odd, the servant golems didn't usually come out for a reason, he'd managed to observe, having been outside most of the day. He'd only seen a few of them walking back and forth about, and then only when it seemed as if they were delivering something to someone. What would a golem be delivering at this time of the night. It realy could have been anything, a simple late night snack to one of the guests here, but it was enough to pique Vincent's curiousity enough that his crimson eyes traveled downward, until he saw the person below staring at him.

He winced slowly as he turned to face her, though she wouldn't see it. He should have considered this. The golems would give whatever they were asked of. And if they were connected with the planet at all times, then of course they would give up his location in a heartbeat. There was something to be considered there, though. If the Planet could track him, then it ultimately knew where he was, and might close any portals nearby as he searched for them. A fact to be considered... and he managed to tuck a mental note of it away before the sight of Katara took his breath away and made thinking pointless, as she always did.

As the moon rose higher she would see the yellow glint of the guantlet he wore on his left hand, which looked almost as forboding as the claw of the beast that he'd been when she'd seen him last. Now, like this, he looked beautiful and deadly and sad all rolled into one. The wind whipped his hair about his features, as the breeze was stronger with the elevation, and for a long moment the pair of them stared at each other in silence...

And then suddenly he leapt. It was not the sort of thing Katara would be used to, not a human leap to gently hop off the roof, but rather he suddenly shot into the sky like a rocket, his cloak stretching behind him as if struggling to catch up with him, until he was directly above her, a dark spot upon the moon that grew as he descended to the earth. As he fell his cloak fanned out around him like the wings of a bat, making him look demonic and angelic at the same time as he fell with the moon light surrounding him.

It was almost frightening how little sound he made as he landed behind her, and he realized he needed a bit of work on his aim, as he was rather intimately close to her, so much that she would be able to feel the warmth of him against her back and neck. He just hoped that she didn't take a step backwards or she would likely crash into him, though his arms tensed just in case so that he could catch her and hold her against his frame rather than letting her fall.

"You shouldn't have come..." Vincent said softly, though there was no anger in his voice. He figured this moment would come sooner or later when they had to talk about what had happened, he'd just been hoping that she would have given him more time to prepare himself for it.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-24 01:45 am UTC (link)
Katara could hardly manage to avert her gaze from his eyes now that he had spotted her, but the glint of moonlight on metal caught her attention for the flicker of an instant. It reminded her of the claws tipping his large paws when he was in his beastly form, yet somehow she understood now that it was part of him, and it suited him well. If she hadn’t understood that fact, she would have felt as if he were trying to remind himself of the monster he had become, and she would have thought it was a bad thing. Maybe now it helped to remind him, but it helped him to embrace the fact, too. She couldn’t be certain, and the understanding she held was something she never could have fully explained verbally.

Chocolate waves of hair swirled around her shoulders with the wind, a stray strand moving in front of her awe-filled features- the only things that distorted her vision at the sight of him. Her heart beat rapidly in her chest, and she could feel the all-too-familiar twisting of her inner organs. Clips of her dreams inserted themselves deviously into her mind as she gazed at Vincent, but she couldn’t even blush. For the first time in her life, she was frozen to one spot. Azula could have bounded around the corner and shot at her with her crazy blue fire blasts, and the waterbender wouldn’t have realized it until she felt her flesh frying.

When he leaped into the air her jaw dropped open and her brain went haywire. Thoughts flooded her mind. Only airbenders could move so high so quickly- at least in her mind. The only airbender she’d ever officially met had been Aang. She’d never seen anyone- even an airbender- move quite like that, though. His cloak flew behind him as if it were a living essence, part of the man. He was like a spirit in the night. Her head tipped back as he drew up to her, right above her. He was coming down at her at a frighteningly alarming rate, though, and she found herself trying to move out of his way.

The only sound to alert her he was there was the soft rustling of his cloak. However, this was still around the time she was in mid-movement to get out of his way, lest he fall on her. Having him so close behind her, so quickly, while she in motion sent her stumbling uncharacteristically back into him. Vincent was there, his arms around her torso in an instant to recover her balance. She already knew what his arms felt like from when he’d carried her after she witnessed what had been done to him. This felt different. He hadn’t kissed her at that point, she hadn’t had strange dreams before that, and she wasn’t mostly upright with her figure pressed against him like this. This was definitely different as far as the nineteen-year-old could configure.

Then he spoke, and it brought her mind back to reality. He really hadn’t wanted her around after all. The only reason the golem had allowed it seemed to be because the room was empty. Then again, this Planet happened to enjoy its cruel jokes. Her heart rate quickened again; the knots in her belly had never fully released. He didn’t sound angry, though.

Remembering herself, she pulled gently away from him, simultaneously turning to face him. She would have been better off with her back to him. The moonlight from the twin moons suited him much too well. It made his skin appear to glow, the shine from the metal pieces he wore only enhanced the eerily beautiful spirit-like quality to him. After all, in her world, spirits were much different than in most other worlds, though she didn’t know this. Spirits could materialize to become whole- something the living could touch- or they could become invisible or transparent. It all depended on the spirit in question. Katara felt herself trembling ever so slightly, though it wouldn’t have been obvious to any viewers, and she was no longer in Vincent’s arms for him to feel. The wind helped to mask this further by blowing her hair and clothing gently about.

“I had to make sure you were okay.” She’d promised herself she would, and she’d promised him the same.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 02:30 am UTC (link)
As Vincent saw her staring at him, he almost wanted to glance over his shoulder to make sure there was nothing behind him. But no, she was looking at him this time, the real form that he had been born with... of sorts, anyway. His hair had grown wildly, probably due to the same cells in his body which caused him to transform into monsters, though there was no real way of being sure anymore. Vincent couldn't tell where the monster ended and he began... it was now simply...himself. Monster and all. But he bore a fairer face now, pale, which almost shone in the moonlight the way that the trees had glowed in the forest of the Ancients at Katara.

He'd not meant to scare her with his jump. Had he known the awe inspired thoughts that the water bender had when she saw him, he would have perhaps flushed with embarassment at them. It'd just seemed the simplest way to get down to her, and it was something he'd been practicing during the day. Moving his body in ways that he didn't used to be able to, moving at speeds which were inhuman, another monsterous capability of his. There was a strength too, that was beyond what he had been... and the healing. He'd cut himself just to see if the healing properties of the Galian Beast were inside of him in this form, and it had healed moments later. The only thing Vincent found as a downside of what he had become was the beast, and the fact that Hojo would likely be proud of his creation.

When he landed he realized instantly he'd landed too close to her, and that it'd been too sudden of a movement. The Water bender's head was tilted back and she stumbled into him, only to be caught in those powerful arms. She smelled lightly of sea salt and the sand, and were she not who she was, Vincent might have truly noticed and been slightly put off by the smell. But when you were attracted to someone the little details tended to melt away when presented with the bigger picture. And in this case, the bigger picture was obvious.

She was in his arms, again.

But it was different this time. Before she'd been sobbing, upset, hurt, and he'd felt guilty. He still felt guilty in a way, for taking pleasure in this simple act, though he didn't say a word about it to her. It was hard enough to admit it to himself. She might notice though, that his hand was actually pressed flat against her stomach in a way that was perhaps more driven by subconscious desire rather than a need to steady the girl in his arms. But he didn't notice it, didn't think about the way his touch might have effected her, because she herself was effecting him.

Her back turned to him, his head instinctively went down slightly, and inhaled too softly for her to hear. Beneath the smell of the salt and the ocean she smelled like he remembered, a natural scent that was alluring yet impossible to describe. It was simply the scent of Katara, and that was that. A smell all unto her own. He felt his eyes draw closed at that, and the desire to bury his face into the back of her hair, to hold her tight against himself became almost unbearable at that moment... but this... this was wrong.

As she processed the words that he spoke to her, he felt her stiffen and pull away slightly the way that he knew she would. Perhaps that was one of the reasons why he had leapt so far, to show her that he was a different creature now, that he was okay without her help... that she had... fixed him. But had she, really? In a way he could have done none of this without her and yet in a way he was more broken than he had been before he met her. He heard her turn around to face him, seeing him there still with his eyes closed.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 02:30 am UTC (link)
And as he opened them, the look of the spirit was completed. The glow of his face contrasted the darkness of his eyes, and they looked almost black were it not for a soft luminescence about them, which might have been a smoldering glow, or perhaps the simple reflection of the moon in his eyes. Whichever it was, they looked sad, those eyes, and they only met hers for a moment before looking away. Happiness had existed in them once, for a brief moment before he'd kissed her, when he'd thought for once that acceptance and love might be something attainable for a creature like himself. Now there was only the dead darkness of misery that reflected inside of them. She'd healed the outside, but if she looked too deeply in those eyes she would see the inside was far more torn up than she had imagined.

"No, you didn't. I'm... fine..." Vincent said the words, but they soudned hollow and empty as he said them, and his dark eyes looked away, unable to meet her own as he lied to her. Gently, he lightly placed a hand on her arm. It was the hardest thing he could have done then, and it took will to do it. But she'd done it as a comforting move to him time and time again, and he assumed that it would comfort her in this moment, if nothing else.

But he felt her tremble instead.

Slowly he reached up, tugging lightly at his mantle, undoing the clasps of it, so that she could see his face, his lips more clearly as he took a step towards her. "Katara..." he said quietly, as he finished undoing the last clasp, and he took a step towards her, getting almost uncomfortably close. Then slowly one of his arms reached up over her shoulder, as if to pull her in close to him for another kiss. Before she could protest, his other hand slid around her other shoulder...

Taking his mantle with it. He'd seen the way the wind was blowing, she probably just had a chill. As the mantle got behind her back his hands came around to her front to slide it over her shoulders. The cape trailed lightly against the ground, but it was tattered anyway, and Vincent didn't seem to care. It smelled like him though, the human scent he had, the scent of his skin that she'd inhaled when his lips had been pressed against her own.

"You should get back inside... it's cold out here, and I don't want you to get sick..." he said quietly, as he took a step back from her. He looked strange without his mantle on, wearing a black tunic beneath that matched his trousers. Were it not for his eyes and the paleness of his features he might almost look... normal. But even without the clothing there was still that aura about him that seemed both mysterious and alluring at the same time.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-24 07:02 am UTC (link)
When Katara had stood there, her back leaning against his front, while his arms held her securely against him, her heart fluttered, but she felt… safe. She knew he wouldn’t let anything hurt her at that moment, and she was partially relaxed against him. Then again, on this Planet, there wasn’t really anything that ever could hurt her- or so she thought.

Relaxed and safe feelings disappeared as she remembered everything that had pulled at her before, giving her the guiltiest thoughts of betrayal. What was she going to do? Memories of her dreams of the previous night plagued her just as much as her feelings now. She hardly even knew him! Then again, she’d hardly known Jet, either. She’d been fourteen at that time, though! Now she was nineteen, an adult, so why did she still feel these confusing, conflicting feelings inside herself?

As Katara gazed at his face, his eyes opened and her breath caught in her throat. He was truly beautiful standing there, his eyes alight around the edges- smoldering from some inner fire, she thought. It pained her to see the sadness in those eyes. She wanted to take it away, but she only knew of one way, and she couldn’t bring herself to betray her lover from her own world in such a way. The waterbender averted her gaze.

She knew he was lying as he spoke to her, and she felt the familiar comfort of her anger swelling within her, but it was too slow, and in the next second his hand was on her arm, and a soft blush coloured her cheeks when she realized he would be able to feel her tremble. Katara lowered her head so her thick, chocolate hair could fall forward, hiding her face from view at least a little.

When he spoke her name, the young woman lifted her eyes to his face, realizing he was no longer hidden behind the scarlet cloak. Katara’s heart rate quickened to beat erratically, panicked beneath her breast as he pulled her in closer. Her lips parted as if to speak, but she couldn’t summon any sounds from her throat. Her trembling increased to a slight degree and a wave of lizard-gooseflesh prickled her arms as his other hand- the one with the clawed metal gauntlet over it- moved to her other shoulder, but instead of the moment she expected, she felt the weight of his heavy mantle press down upon her shoulders.

Katara could have burst into hysterical laughter at that point, as all of that built up stress amounted to nothing. A small smile twitched at the corner of her lips momentarily, but she stifled it. Laughter like that would have sounded more maniacal than mirthful, and it would have caused something to explode within her. She might have even started crying. That had never happened to her before, but she could feel it coming if she allowed that laughter to exit her mouth.

The waterbender took a deep breath to calm herself, realizing that the air was indeed cold. The ocean waters must be causing it. It seemed strange to her that she wore an article of clothing that had seemed to be a part of him while he’d been flying through the air. That breath of air had forced his scent into her senses. It wasn’t unpleasant, and it was a masculine scent, but she suddenly felt light headed and wavered a bit, so she refrained from moving for a moment until she regained her balance.

“Yeah. I guess you’re right. I could just heal myself if I got sick, but it’s probably best to avoid it altogether.” Katara’s voice was soft, and her head felt flighty. What was wrong with her? A slender hand appeared beneath the cloak, long fingers moving to push her hair from her face. Her cheeks still felt warm, but at least she could just blame the cold for now, just like the lizard-goose flesh that pebbled her arms even now.

As they walked, she found her head clearing slightly, and she finally found her voice. “You were lying earlier.” She pointed out to him, knowing he would know what she meant, but expecting some sort of resistance to the obvious truth. Then again, he wasn’t quite so predictable as she’d anticipated upon first meeting him. One never really did know.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 01:45 pm UTC (link)
She was acting strangely, and Vincent could pick up on it. Perhaps that wasn't true, perhaps she'd been acting strangely the past few days when she'd been taking care of him. But the way that she acted had been so open and honest then, clearly stating her mind, almost angrily when she thought that she wasn't being taken seriously. She hadn't been one to mince words or pause like this. He caught the pause of her lips from the corner of her mouth, the way that she looked at him now, the look in her eyes before she looked away, silent.

As she did so his crimson eyes returned to her, forgetting his own silent embarassment, and instead staring at her in slight worry. Something was wrong, but he couldn't pinpoint what it was. Alas, with all of the new abilities he'd gained, they didn't include mind reading, so he couldn't tell what was going on inside of her mind. There were tons of things it could be though, a simple cold, just a sniffle or something, her body coming down with something like that. Or something potentially far worse. Vincent could remember his father talking about animals that were taken out of their native environments often getting sick or dying.

Could that be what was happening to Katara? Even if she would be fine living on another world, could one of them be exposing her to some sort of disease her body didn't know how to deal with? Vincent frowned slightly as he paused to think. Materia... could the golems here get him some of that? Would it even help if he used it to cast a cure spell on her? Would her body react the same way as people's did on his planet? There were too many unknowns, too many things that could be, might be, for him to make a decision now.

So he'd done all he could, but even as he put his mantle around her he could see her flush, feel her shiver beneath his touch. His brow knitted slightly as he stared at her for a long moment, examining her eyes with his own. He didn't know a ton about medicine, but he'd picked up some of it from guarding Lucrecia, that peoples eyes got diallated when there was something realy wrong. Hers looked normal, under the moonlight, and so Vincent let it go, for the time being. Right now it was probably best just to walk her home.

As he stepped away though he caught her wobbling, and noticed that she stayed in one place for a moment, his eyes narrowing slowly, muscles tense beneath the baggy clothing that he wore in case he needed to catch her from falling. Now he was, intensely worried, especially given the way that Katara brushed it off almost agreeably. He let her take a few steps, watching her to see if she was going to wobble, or worse, fall. He could hear her words but ignored them for a moment, more content to study the way that her body moved, not out of desire as he had before, but out of fear that something was wrong, more wrong than what she was letting on to him. And why should she? Vincent was a stranger after all.

No. Katara was someone he'd sworn, inside, to protect. She could hide whatever she wanted from him, but he wasn't going to let her wander about out in the cold night air pretending that nothing was wrong, not when she needed to get back to someplace warm. Vincent slowed down a couple of paces then, and lightly put his left hand upon her shoulder to stop her, knowing that he could grip a little tighter even though he wore the claw, for it wouldn't go through the thick fabric of his mantle. He squeezed her shoulder lightly as he stepped closer to her, and then without a word scooped her up into his arms.

It felt different this time, than it had the last. The power was still there, but his arms felt more lithe than they had before, not the brute muscles that the galian beast had. And there was no fur, but she could still feel the heat of his body through his clothing that covered almost all of him. He looked down at her then and he could feel his emotions betray himself in his dark crimson eyes, knowing that if she looked there she would see all that he felt for her, no matter how hard he tried to deny it. It was hard to hold her in his arms and not feel that way, not feel his own heartbeat quicken at the idea of it.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 01:46 pm UTC (link)
So instead he focused on what he was doing. She would feel herself drop slightly, but his arms would be under her the whole time as he crouched down... and then leapt. Air would woosh past her face as they suddenly flew into the sky, leaping up a good 30 feet or so onto the top of a building as if it were as simple as hopping up 2. Vincent landed with the elegance of a cat, and she would feel barely a jostle when he landed, his powerful legs seeming to have absorbed all the shock of it.

Without warning he leapt again then, carrying her through the night across the rooftops, his feet never faltering as they hit an odd angle or a narrow stepping place, but rather leaping in great bounds from rooftop to rooftop across the resort. Finally as they got close to the rooms where 'guests' stayed, Vincent landed and paused. He realized he had no idea what room she was in.

"You're right." he said, finally answering her statement about him having lied to her before. "But you knew it, and you knew why." Suddenly those eyes stared straight into hers, filled with sadness, and yet something more, just for her as he stared at her. "Do you really want to hear me say what you already know, even though it would not change anything?" He asked her, honestly.

"You're not being honest with me either." He accused her almost immediately after, staring at her now with that inspective look. "What's wrong?"

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-24 08:13 pm UTC (link)
Katara could feel his inquisitive eyes on her, filled with worry for her. She couldn’t keep herself under enough control to react to everything as she normally would. The waterbender thought maybe he knew it wasn’t just the cold that forced her to shiver or to flush. She only hoped he couldn’t figure out exactly why she was acting so strangely because it would more than likely complicate things quite a bit here.

The young woman lifted her silver optics to Vincent’s crimson gaze when he placed his hand upon her shoulder. With a protesting lurch of her stomach, he had scooped her into his arms. As seemed to be the norm for this evening, Katara’s heart beat rapidly in her chest, threatening to burst from overexertion. The cloak draped over his arm beneath her, dragging on the ground a bit. As he’d done before, Vincent had lifted Katara into his arms as if she weighed no more than a young child or an infant. Truly, in his arms- though he was not an oversized man- she felt as small.

As if some unseen force had pressed at her head so it tipped back, Katara’s silvery eyes- shining in the moonlight- caught sight of his crimson optics, gazing at her in a way she’d become accustomed to since she was fifteen. Though it was not altogether the same- these eyes held more sadness than Aang’s had, but the look, the compassion and desire were there, just the same. The waterbender couldn’t keep her eyes on his when he looked at her like that, and even now, pressed against him, she could feel his heart quicken to a speed similar to that of her own.

Katara probably should have been expecting this, but she hadn’t, and she was completely unprepared as he leaped so fast and high into the air that every muscle in her body seemed to tense, and her hands clutched tightly at his shirt. A gasp left her lips. She couldn’t relax, even though she trusted him not to drop her. She simply wasn’t accustomed to flying like this. Usually, she was on Appa’s back, gliding smoothly through the air. The flying bison flew quickly, and he was huge. The saddle was always secure. It was almost like they weren’t moving at all, except for the wind pressing at their hair and clothing.

Each jump Vincent took didn’t quite jostle her, but it made her nervous. Even an airbender didn’t quite move like this. The only times she and Aang had even practically flown through the air together were with Appa or when he was using his glider. It was nothing like this. If Katara relaxed, it was only a little. Sub consciously, she tried to keep herself as near to him as possible. It wouldn’t have been fun to suddenly fall from a height of thirty feet- especially when there wasn’t a sufficient water source to aid her with such a fall if it was to happen. What if he did lose his footing? It wasn’t happening as far as she could see, but all it would take was one miscalculation and BAM! She could be lying on the ground, broken and bleeding.

Finally, he landed. Katara knew where they were, but she had no idea what his intentions had been when he began leaping along the rooftops. In fact, it was strange because up here it was chillier than where she’d originally been standing on the ground. She enjoyed the cold, but she was thankful for Vincent’s warm cloak to keep her toasty against the chilly wind. The waterbender tucked her head deeper into its folds.

When he spoke, she was glad she’d tucked her head away into the mantle up to her eyes because her cheeks flushed. Katara avoided his gaze, refraining from speaking. What could she really say to that? Things were hard enough. Should she just go and make them worse? She already was making things worse. He was right, she shouldn’t have come, so why did she? The waterbender contemplated this for a moment. Was it just because she thought she should help him? That really was part of it, but at the same time she’d wanted to see him. The knotting in her stomach as she’d stood outside his empty room had more or less been fear that he’d turn her away and refuse to see her.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-24 08:30 pm UTC (link)
Katara’s cheeks turned scarlet as he pointed out that she wasn’t being honest, either. She wished she could just curl up in a ball and disappear. “Nothing.” She responded quickly- too quickly. The inspective look in his eye didn’t change. The waterbender had never been a good liar; it simply wasn’t in her to be a liar. She was too expressive, and her acting skills were over the top and effectively worthless.

Why was he still holding her like this? They weren’t even moving! Katara scrambled to remove herself from his hold, to right herself to standing. At first, Katara’s struggles were met with resistance. He didn’t want to let her go. Simultaneously, two conflicting emotions erupted in her, but she knew she had to stand or she would go insane. “I can stand on my own.” The waterbender snapped. Finally, he released her, and she took a step away from him.

“Look, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” It was only half a lie, but this was far more convincing sounding than her first comment had been. “Ever since last night I’ve just been… confused.” Katara remembered her own reaction to his kiss. She’d never done that before, even the first time Aang kissed her. Only her lips had reacted that time. She hadn’t actually touched him or curled her fingers through his hair- not that he actually had hair at that point. The waterbender felt as if she’d reacted far more intimately with Vincent than she had with Aang when they were together, and she had no idea why. She wished she knew herself better, so she would have an easier time of figuring out her own emotions, her own responses.

Katara looked up at him. Moonlight shone down upon them, making her eyes appear lighter. She wished the spirits could help her, but she wasn’t the Avatar. The only spirit she’d ever had communicate with her was The Painted Lady after she’d helped that village recover in the Fire Nation. The spirits didn’t exist in this world, though. It was only the Planet and the people it had kidnapped. She took another step back, to give herself room to breath, but she’d misjudged the distance from Vincent to the edge of the roof. Her moccasins slipped on the shingles, and she felt herself descending.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 09:32 pm UTC (link)
Vincent frowned as he looked down at the Water bender. He could feel her breathing increase as he took her into his arms, and wondered exactly why she wasn't protesting it. She looked angry, but she didn't say anything, which a day ago she would have, he was sure of it. What had happened so much that one day would make her silent like this? And each time he tried to extract the answer from her eyes the soft silver blue orbs would look away from his own, eager to keep their secrets, but letting on obviously that there was something there to keep from him, something that she wasn't telling him.

He felt her snuggle against his chest and his eyes closed quietly, uncertain of what to do with her pressed to him like this. In a way he sought to be a comfort to her, in an entirely different way he knew that it was wrong, that he would never actually fulfill the role that he desired in the depths of his heart. And... wasn't that for the best? From what she'd said, the person that she cared for sounded... normal, human. Alive but not broken in the way that Vincent was, not shattered into a thousand pieces and put back together in some juxtaposition that vaguely resembled something human.

Katara needn't have worried about him leaping from roof to roof, though it was easy to see why she was. His eyes spent more time gazing at her than where he was going, only flickering up now and again to plan out his route, before they returned to her own. He could see the blaze in her cheeks, and it caused him to frown lightly, though it was almost impossible to tell. Vincent had only had a smile on his face that she'd seen once, when he'd kissed her, in that blind moment of ignorance, before the weight of the world had returned to his shoulders. Even with her in his arms like this he didn't feel free, not as free as he'd felt in that moment of blind faith.

"It's okay... I'm not going to drop you." He said softly, trying to relax her, though from the way that she was gripping his shirt it was clear that she didn't actually believe him. In a way he had been surprised to learn himself how nimble he was, like something inside of him had made a dark pact with gravity so that it would only exert as much force as absolutely necessary upon his body if he desired it. No, there was no chance of him losing his footing, and even if he did, something inside of him knew where the foot holds were, at a glance he could tell where and how he was going to step to the next point, and the next. It was eerie, but he'd played with it enough during the day to trust it.

Besides, he was far more worried about getting Katara to someplace nice and warm, rather than having her linger in the cool air. Which was why he hadn't minded that the air was cooler up top. It would only be for a few moments, he assured himself, and then he could take her to her room and leave her by a glowing fire... or something along those lines. Thinking on it now though, he had no idea what her room looked like, what it was like there. There was so much he didn't know about her, so much that he wanted to know that he would never discover. It only made the ache in his chest grow.

He'd stopped to answer her question so he didn't have to yell into the wind, but it quickly grew into something Vincent would see a mistake. He almost took off again when he saw her blush, saw the color rise in her cheeks, which caused his brow to knit in concern as he stared down at her. Something wasn't wrong, and she was refusing to tell him. It was frustrating, because he would have done whatever she had needed of him to make her happy, but she wasn't telling him a damned thing! Vincent almost let the beast out without thinking about it, he was so suddenly filled with frustration at that.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 09:32 pm UTC (link)
The fact that she chose that moment to start to struggle only made things worse then. They were on a rooftop, and she'd been wobbly before. Vincent didn't trust her on top of the shingles of the roof, even though they seemed to have dried with the morning sun. It was a dangerous place, and if Katara would have given him a moment he would have set her down on the ground instead, but the water bender seemed insistant upon forcing her way out of his arms that instant, so reluctantly he set her down, his crimson eyes carefully watching her.

"Be careful." Vincent intoned in reply to her snapping at her, and he looked away. She seemed angrier at him now, and suddenly it all seemed to make sense to him. Maybe he was the problem after all. He'd assumed that she'd come here because she'd been worried about him, but maybe that was a thin veil for how she really was feeling about him right now...

Maybe... she hated him.

Visions of Katara coming to tell him off danced through his head, and Vincent realized numbly that it all added up, in a way. He'd had no right to kiss her, and he had anyway, even though they barely knew each other. But then she told him that she didn't know what was wrong with him, and that he'd made her confused, and a wave of confusion washed over Vincent, who had too little confidence in himself to imagine he might be causing the heart of a girl to feel doubt about her position. He'd never considered himself one who could steal someone away from someone else... and why would he want to be?

"Katara, I... I shouldn't have..." Vincent began, turning his head away. How could he put into words what he felt? "If I had known it would hurt you, I wouldn't have... done..." but as he tried to explain, he heard a gasp come from her as fabric slid along the rough tile of the roof, and she began to lose her balance. "Katara! Be careful..." he said, moving towards her, but she'd strayed to far, was too close to the edge of it, and tumbled of.

"KATARA!" Vincent screamed, and his body was suddenly in motion. There wasn't a moment of hesitation as he dashed to the edge in what seemed like a blur and then dove off, straight over the edge towards her. She was falling but the cape gave some wind resistance to her action, whereas Vincent was sleek and shot downward like an arrow returning to the earth, his black hair whipping behind him as his eyes widened.

She would feel him connect somewhat roughly in air, his body connecting with hers as he grabbed her and held her tight to his chest, his other arm wrapping around her as he sought to shield her body from the fall. But now having connected the pair of them were twisting in air, spiralling out of control. But beneath the fabric of his outfit she would feel his muscles twist, each time they spiralled he pulled her above him, until finally he connected with the ground.

Had it been himself he might have been able to catch his fall with one of his hands, but holding her he connected, cushioned her fall and then fell backwards roughly, still holding her to him to make sure that she felt none of the impact as he fell on his back. She would hear a dull thud as this happened though, and if she dared to look up she would see his head resting against a jagged rock. Blood began to trickle down the side of it slowly, and it seemed like an eternity before he opened his eyes to her...

But open they did, those crimson orbs staring at her quietly. Vincent leaned up slightly with a wince, but didn't even reach back to check on his head wound. "Are you alright?" He said, concern for her the only thing going through his head.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-24 10:44 pm UTC (link)
If Vincent had admitted he thought Katara might hate him, she would have laughed at him. No, she wouldn’t have been that cold. It would have been a far cry from what she was feeling at the moment, though. Hatred was the last thing on her mind. She wouldn’t have exactly gone to visit him the past couple of nights if she was even capable of hating him.

It was almost amusing. Katara had been so worried that Vincent would drop her that she’d clutched him tightly, just in case. However, he hadn’t dropped her, yet she was falling- falling because of her own miscalculations, her own fault. Was this what they meant by poetic justice? She should have trusted him more. She should have heeded his wise advice that she be careful. Her footwear should have better gripping abilities.

Katara wasn’t much of a screamer. Even when she was younger, screaming hadn’t been a huge thing with her. Gasping from shock was usually her forte. Then again, her screams weren’t even the high pitched, ear piercing sort of sounds that most women emitted. It was more like a yell, but it didn’t really matter because she didn’t use it. Instead, her heart felt as if it were exploding in her chest with fear. If she died on this Planet, what would happen to her?

Everything happened so fast in the next couple seconds that she really wasn’t sure what to think. One instant, she was falling with Vincent’s cape flapping around her, and the next a dark shadow fell over her, enveloping her in strong arms that pulled her around until he was beneath her. The fall really hadn’t lasted as long as it seemed before she heard a grunt and felt the impact.

It was considerably softened so it didn’t hurt her at all, but she was afraid to move for what felt like an eternity. However, she soon realized the body beneath her wasn’t exactly moving either, so she lifted her head and unclamped her hands from his shirt, leaving behind wrinkles from how firmly she’d grasped it. His grip on her was still firm, though, which was a good sign. His eyes were closed, though, and his head was bleeding.

She felt around for her water skin, but lying like this with him would make it more difficult to heal him. When she tried to ease herself out of his hold, his lids peeled back from his eyes and he looked at her. The wince was also a good sign as far as Katara could see. “Yes, but you’re not. Hold still.” She replied, moving his arms so she could get herself into a kneeling position beside him.

She uncorked her water skin, streaming water from it so it surrounded her hand. A soft blue aura of light shone from it as she placed it against the head wound. Her other hand was on his shoulder, to keep him steady. The wound began to heal quite quickly- much quicker than a normal human’s wounds would heal. His qi lines weren’t exactly normal, though, and that probably aided the healing process. Maybe he was a natural healer.

Once the wound had healed, the water dripped away, leaving only the beams of the moon to shine down on them. “Are you all right now?” She asked softly, looking down into his face.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 11:28 pm UTC (link)
What do you think when someone near you is in danger? Vincent hadn't been the most famous Turk, but he'd not been bad at what he'd one, he'd known how to handle a weapon, how to handle himself in a fight, how to clear his mind and not think about what he was doing, just get the job done. But never had his thoughts been clearer than when he'd jumped off the edge of that building, never had his body been more in synch with what he was doing. Every cell in his form had screamed out to save Katara, and even as he landed he wasn't completely certain that he had. Sure, he'd been nimble enough to leap with control, but there was a difference between leaping with control and diving and catching someone when there was only a few storeys with which to actually land.

But as he landed the world went black for a moment. He could feel something moving against him, which caused him to stir, and blink slowly. Of course, she was his primary concern, but the fact that she was moving, and the position that she was in betrayed that he'd managed to do what he set out to do. As she affirmed that she was alright she would hear a sudden gush of air as he sighed out deeply, and feel the tension from those muscles slacken beneath her, his body clearly having spent quite a bit of energy in the last few moments in that burst of adrenaline. It would come back, he knew, but for the moment he felt winded... exhausted, but happy. Happy... what an odd... feeling.

As she told him to hold still he opened his mouth to protest, but decided not to. Katara had taught him well enough that she was as stubborn as nails, and that struggling at this point was only going to get him in trouble with her. Vincent's eyes went around to look at what she was doing, but he remained silent, just watching her. She looked beautiful, even in this, the serious look upon her face, the sudden tightening of muscles as she began to concentrate, to practice her craft. Her patient merely just looked up at her adoringly, watching her blue silver eyes as she attended to him. He didn't even tremble this time when she placed her hand upon his shoulder, as if used to her touch now.

A sharp inhale accompanied her water healing him, the coolness of it a stark contrast to the warmth of his own blood as it had spilled down the back of his head. A part of him wanted to move and she would feel a light press against her hand that kept him still, but little more as he finally closed his eyes and breathed in softly, his heart slowing just a bit, though he could still hear it pounding against his chest, angry that it had been so stressed all at once. He placed his black gloved hand over his chest to feel it for a moment, as if that action could calm it, and then looked up at Katara, leaning over him, those perfect blue silver eyes staring deeply into his own.

Without thinking about it, his hand rose up to the side of her cheek and slowly brushed along the soft skin there looking into her eyes, leaning up a bit and looking at her. "Don't... scare me like that..." he said fiercely, his gloved hand sliding down to her neck lightly, while his guantleted one rested at his side. "If anything were to happen to you I'd.... I'd..." His eyes reflected such sadness then, as if thinking about the possibility caused him so much pain that his heart was going to burst right then and there.

Gently he began to lean up, to close the distance between them...

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-24 11:29 pm UTC (link)
But stopped, halfway, and turned to the side, looking away from her. What was he doing? She had someone, someone that meant the world to her and here he was, nearly making the same mistake he'd made yesterday. His head lowered slightly as he whispered out a single word. "Sorry..." It sounded sheepish and hollow and empty, and he didn't really know what to say other than that. This was why he'd tried to get away from her, why he'd tried to keep his distance from her. Why couldn't she understand that?

"Thank you.." he offered, for the healing, and rolled lightly to the side, standing in a crouch then going to stand... only he stumbled and fell to one knee when he tried to. His head was still swimming a little. His hand raised up to it as he shuddered slightly and shook his head before standing one more time, stubborn enough to try again, the second time seemed to be the charm.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-25 12:37 am UTC (link)
Katara was grateful when he didn’t protest her healing him the way she knew he wanted to do. As she healed his wound, she could see him watching her in her peripheral vision. She didn’t react to it, though. When she felt the light press again her hand, a small movement, she gave his shoulder a gentle squeeze, pressing back so he would know not to move. The wound had healed, but there were still traces of blood in his hair. That was the thing about her healing ability. Blood loss was difficult to restore. Once it left the body it mingled with the components in the air and the traces of dirt in it, so it wasn’t good to put it back into the body anyway. She used her bending to remove the dark, sticky liquid from his hair. This was probably the only form of blood bending of which the waterbender approved.

Her breath caught in her throat when his hand moved to touch her cheek. Sheer force of will allowed her to breath again, taking the scent of leather into her nose. The dark glove was soft, well worked in. Katara’s flesh pebbled as she felt that soft leathered hand caress her throat. As if under a spell, her head inclined forward and down the slightest bit as he leaned up, but he turned away then. Her flesh neck felt cold where the wind touched the places his hand had been seconds earlier.

Vincent’s voice brought her back to the real world, and a deep scarlet blush washed over her cheeks. His movements, dark against the moon lit area, caught her attention. When he attempted to stand, her arm stretched out as if to help him, and she spoke, “Vincent, you probably shouldn’t-” but he was already standing- and stumbling back to his knees. She moved to her feet and was at his side in a heartbeat. “You hit your head pretty hard. I healed the surface wound, but it’s probably best if you take it easy.” The waterbender advised. Ignoring her advice, just as she’d ignored his earlier, he stood again, but this time he managed it far better.

“I guess we’re even now.” Katara said with a small smile as she looked at him. “I saved your life, now you’ve saved mine. I’m sorry I got you hurt saving me, though.” A slender hand moved toward his head, but didn’t actually touch him. It was more a motioning gesture than anything else, though some part of the waterbender did want to reach up to touch his silky, raven locks. Her hand disappeared beneath the cloak, fingers clenching into a fist where Vincent couldn’t see.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-25 01:12 am UTC (link)
Oh, how hard it was to slide his glove away from her, but Vincent didn't have his cloak to hide the fist he wanted to make, so he forced himself not to, instead busying himself with the idea of getting up. He had to stand, get some air, get... something to get her out of his mind. And that lead him to being careless, standing too quickly and nearly falling recklessly. He was glad he caught himself, for he knew that if he fell Katara would have been worried about him, and probably wouldn't have left him by himself this evening. And he desperately needed to be... alone.

How horrible that word sounded when he thought of it. Alone. But it was his destiny, his fate, something unalterable that couldn't be changed, no matter what he seemed to do, it would be the case. He'd thought, briefly, that the water bender would be the exception to the rule, that the new thing that he'd been made into could have a fate that wasn't nearly as star crossed as the person he once was. But it seemed that it would be just as much so, and that Vincent Valentine would not be able to escape the heavy burden laid upon his shoulders.

"I'm fine... I'll... be alright." he insisted, seeing her at his side. It hurt to see her there, to... know that she was so close to him, and yet so very far away from him, beyond what he could reach. His teeth gritted as that thought resound in his head over and over again, making the swimming of it all the more disorienting, and for a moment Vincent thought he was going to fall again, but he managed to keep upright, and finally shook off the dizziness that plagued him for a moment, concentrating on the Water Bender's eyes as she slowly lifted up a hand, and stopped it before it hit his face.

"Yeah..." he said to her apology about him getting hurt, saving her life. "Don't... it was nothing." he stumbled over his words awkwardly. Why did it feel like he was talking to Lucrecia again, unable to really know what to say around her, unable to truly speak what he was feeling? But it wasn't fear this time that stayed his tongue... no, it was compassion. He cared about her, and didn't want to make her feel... the way she'd felt last night. He'd hurt her with that kiss, he could tell by the way that she was acting now... but he had no way to take it back.

"I should have... left you a note..." he said, finally. "After last night, I should have left you a note..."

It was time to have this talk, to say what needed to be said. Yet when it came right down to it there was a lump in Vincent's throat as he tried to form the words out. Would she hate him for this? Would she never smile at him again? Could he live without that smile... live without those silver blue eyes looking at him? He felt like he was drowning and gasping for oxygen only to have his lungs filled with leaden water instead, choking him with each breath that he took.

"I'll... keep looking for a way for you to get home, so you can be with..." Vincent trailed off and looked down. He couldn't even finish that thought. "I'll make sure to stay away, so I don't hurt you anymore..." Vincent finally blurted out, and his eyes dared to look at hers, telling her a tale that his words never could. That it was hard, being this close, being close to her, not being able to... Vincent looked down and then turned towards the barn he'd come from, not really sure what there was to say.

After all, with what Katara had said on the roof, it'd been her thinking about him that had caused her to not be alright, which meant in a way it was his fault that she'd nearly fallen. If Katara didn't stop him, he would simply walk away, and out of her life forever. Next time, he promised himself, he would be sure to watch for golems, so that she wouldn't find him again.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-25 02:25 am UTC (link)
“Yeah, well, if you overexert yourself you won’t be fine. Just take it easy for a while, okay?” Katara insisted right back. She was as good a healer as they came in her world. Her abilities were more effective than many ways of healing that modern day earth even had, though she couldn’t have known this.

Her brows moved up slightly as she saw his jaw clench and he wavered just a bit, but she caught both. Her hand was out immediately and pressing against his upper arm. “I told you. You need to be careful. Head wounds aren’t always a light matter.” Katara reprimanded lightly, mistaking his actions as caused by having hit his head.

She didn’t respond when he tried to shrug it all off as if it were no big deal. If she’d hit her head in that fall, she could have broken her neck or died or both. Physically, he was much stronger than her, and he’d proven it the first night she’d met him when he’d pinned her to the wet sand, and he proved it both times he’d lifted her into her arms as if she were nothing more than a sack of potatoes. It was obvious now that his body could take a lot more damage than hers, too. It left her wondering if that was a trait people from his world carried or if it was from what that slimy mongrel had forced on him. Maybe it was both. He had been awake during the mutilation of his body, but he had survived it despite the obvious agony he’d been through. Katara shuddered to think of the immense pain he had suffered.

The waterbender’s brows creased together in confusion when he mentioned that he should have left her a note. “It’s okay, Vincent. A golem helped me find you.” Even as she spoke the words, she knew she was mistaking his meaning. He hadn’t meant to leave her a note to alert her to where he was going to be, but why else would a note hold any importance?

Then he said it, and she was silent for a moment. “What if…” It was hard to voice the thought that had been running through her head since she arrived, the thought that she had been denying existed all along. “What if there isn’t a way… home?..” Voicing the thought didn’t really elevate her mood. It didn’t take a brick of weight from her chest. It only made it that more real in her mind. She shouldn’t have said it. What if there really wasn’t a way home? What if all of her efforts were… futile? Katara’s jaw clenched, and she fought back tears.

The young woman’s silver gaze flickered to Vincent’s, and suddenly anger filtered through her being to her very core. Her eyes, normally so light and silvery, were suddenly a dark blue. In fact, her entire face seemed to darken despite the full moons and the fact that her hair was out of her face. “Stay away from me so you won’t hurt me?” Her voice was low, containing a hint of scorn. “You are not hurting me.” Katara’s voice was a little louder. She was hurting herself. Her thoughts were a plague in her own mind. It wasn’t Vincent’s fault she couldn’t quite control her own thinking process. Her fury erupted, and the yelling began. “And what do you mean ‘stay away’ from me! Are you joking! I’m the one who keeps seeking you out! It’s not like you’re bloodbending me to stay around you!” Were she a firebender, smoke would have shot from her nostrils upon exhaling. An angry, inarticulate growl of a sound rumbled from her throat. She tore his cloak from her shoulders- with some difficultly due to its weight- and threw into his face. “If you didn’t want me around, you should have just said so instead of pretending you wanted anything to do with me!”

Even with the fury raging through her, overtaking her mind, a knot twisted hard in her belly at the thought that he was just faking everything. A lump caught in her throat, leaving her untrusting of herself to speak again. He had tried telling her, and she’d ignored him. He hadn’t wanted her around at all, and he’d been telling her all along to get lost. How could she be so dense?

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-25 03:06 am UTC (link)
Vincent wasn't usually the type to disobey a doctors orders. For most of his life he'd been the quiet kid who always sat in a corner. Got average grades, lead an average life. His father had enough excitement for the both of htem, and far more than Vincent considered would ever happen to him in his lifetime, so he'd sort of given up early the idea of living an exciting lifestyle. He'd always been obedient, always listened to the teachers in class, more or less always had done what he was supposed to do. He lived by the rules, and lead a generally apathetic lifestyle. If he could stay within the lines that he was supposed to stay inside of, then everything worked out. No one got hurt, no flack came his way.

But he knew, even though he was dizzy, that he would be fine. The beast inside of him would heal, and after a few moments, as expected, he was fine. He felt her hand on his arm though, and looked at it quietly. How long had it been since he'd stopped trembling at that touch? Why was it now it felt like he trembled when it wasn't there, and shivered at the memory of it? But it wasn't what he wanted, and that was the sad truth he had to accept. She was playing nurse to him, wanting to make sure he was physically well... the creature that he was now was more or less always physically well, it was the inside that was... broken.

Vincent could sense that things were going to go bad when she'd expected that he meant he should have left a note to tell her that he was out at the barn. She still didn't... see, did she? And how to make her see, how to open her eyes to everything that he felt... when he kept trying and she would only close her eyes tighter for his effort. It was as if she didn't want to see, didn't want to hear what he was trying to tell her. Did she really not see how he felt, even though he'd pressed his lips to hers, and then... no...

But he wasn't making it clear to her, and when he did, she thoguht a horrible thought. What if there was no going home? Vincent had nothing to lose by staying here, but she did... she had friends and family and a love... that she would be losing by staying here. "What if there's no staying here, and we have to go home eventually?" Vincent countered quietly, his eyes looking to the ground. He didn't want to think about it, didn't want to think about losing Katara, but it was inevitable, to make her happy, wasn't it? All he wanted to do was make her happy, why couldn't she understand that? Why couldn't she see?

Instead she got angry, angrier than Vincent could remember her being, and the raven haired man blinked slowly as she began to lay into him. But his eyes, his red eyes with all of their sadness, never left hers as she accused him, never looked away as she kept stabbing at his heart with her words. She could have been stabbing at him physically and he wouldn't have stopped her, only watched, only looked into those eyes as she took his life away. He didn't move as she tossed his cloak in his face, or move his arms to catch it, so it fell limply at his feet, his eyes still on her own, just staring at her, letting her speak her peace to him. He could see the fury and the anger in her eyes there, but he knew he couldn't quench it, no words could calm that fire there.

"I... never kissed anyone before last night." Vincent said softly. Lucrecia had flirted with him, and he'd been enamored with her from afar, but she'd never touched him as much as Katara touched him, and he'd never once dared to... press his lips to her own. "I just... promised myself that if I could be human again for one moment... I'd do what I wanted to do more than anything." His eyes stared at hers to see her reaction to that, to know that he'd given her what he'd not given another soul before, and never planned to give another soul afterwards.

"But... I'll never be... what's waiting for you back home." Vincent said slowly, bowing his head as he spoke the words, and swallowing lightly. "But you're right, staying away from you is selfish... it keeps me from...", Vincent paused at that moment, uncertain if he should finish, "being close to what I can't have."

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-25 03:09 am UTC (link)
"I'm sorry." he said quietly, and turned. There was nothing he could say anymore, nothing he could do except what was best for her, which was to leave her alone, and hope that she forgot she'd ever met the lonesome Gargoyle that was Vincent Valentine.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-25 05:30 am UTC (link)
Katara’s laughter was hollow, more of a scoff really. What if there was no staying on the Planet? That seemed like a joke. If there was no staying here, she wouldn’t have come here. Going home eventually sounded nice, but it felt so far out of her reach.

When she became angry, raging at him, he didn’t even react. He was a painted statue, a beautiful, still figure, gazing at her with the most heart-wrenching, saddest eyes. She couldn’t stop yelling at him, though, not for a little while at least. Thoughts were buzzing around her head, making it difficult to think. Why couldn’t he just react? Why wouldn’t he move? Why did he allow her throw something at him to fall to the ground? She almost felt as if he was mocking her with his entire being, but reason told her he wasn’t.

Even with the lump in her throat that left her mute and the twisting sadness in her belly, the anger burned brightly in her eyes. In the instant it took him to speak that sentence, Katara’s fury was dispelled. She was too shocked to speak or to feel angry. The angry crease between her brows softened; her narrowed eyes widened, and her lips parted as her mouth dropped open. He’d never kissed anyone? He was older than she was, and he was beautiful, yet he’d never… It was so strange to think about. He wasn’t always like this, but she imagined he was still beautiful before that horrid creature- Hojo- changed him. The waterbender found herself remembering that kiss, and she wondered if he meant what he most wanted to do was to kiss her or just to kiss someone. The look that had been in his eyes indicated that the former was what he’d meant.

His words had also rendered her voice incapacitated and her body frozen. His voice sounded so sad, she wanted to go to him, to comfort him, to make him happy, but her limbs wouldn’t move, and her throat couldn’t utter a sound. Even when he turned from her, she was silent, but once he began to move away from her, panic filled her. What if she never saw him again? Even with the golems’ aid, he was faster than her. He would leave before she even got close enough to spot him.

“I-I had a d-dream about you last night.” It was all she could stutter out at first, and her voice was impossibly soft, almost a whisper, but she knew he could hear her, and his pause affirmed this. Katara’s silvery gaze trained on his back where long raven locks flowed down messily. Her words hung on their for a moment as she attempted to collect her thoughts into something coherent. She hardly understood her dream, how could she tell him about it? Somehow, she knew she needed to do it, and she needed to do it now before she lost her courage.

“I don’t remember all of it clearly enough to say what happened, but I know you were in it, and so was Aang. I was standing there, and you were both on either side of me. There were shadow-people behind each of you. I don’t know what all of your shadows were, but I remember one resembled the form of you met first, and another was swirling like thin smoke all around. I can’t recall any others.

“Behind Aang were shadows of the family and friends I had in my world. The only one missing was Toph, and I think that’s because she’s here on the Planet. As I looked back and forth between you both, Aang and the shadows behind him began to get fuzzy, but you and the shadows behind you were whole and clear. I woke up before Aang and those from my world disappeared completely, but I knew that’s what was happening.” A tear streamed down one of her cheeks, but she didn’t move to wipe it away. This wasn’t everything she’d dreamed about and remembered clearly, but she thought it was best for herself not to talk about how the memory of his kissing her had replayed in her mind as a dream and played out as if she hadn’t pulled away.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-25 05:32 am UTC (link)
“I’ve only been here for eleven days, but the longer I’m here the more I think there really isn’t a way home. I don’t understand everything that happens in dreams, but I do know that, before you, I’d only ever kissed one person before, and my reaction to it was completely different. I’ve never reacted to a kiss like that the way I reacted to yours.” Katara’s heart was hammering away erratically beneath her breast, and she could feel the heat rising in her cheeks as the blood rushed to them, turning them scarlet.

“I believe events happen for a reason, but people can make their own choices about how they walk down a path. I know I was meant to find you when you first arrived here.” Where was she going with this? She couldn’t say for sure. She was just talking, trying to get things that had been eating at her since last night off her chest.

One thing she wouldn’t divulge was a thought that crossed her mind- the thought that maybe the only reason she was with Aang was because he’d been the only guy she consistently saw for almost an entire year aside from her brother. The waterbender remembered what he had said after they’d fallen and a small shiver wound through her, but not of fear or disgust, something else, something she couldn’t fully describe. She hadn’t felt this way about Aang before, not this strongly or this quickly. In fact, when they’d first met, he was just a friend she thought of as a little brother. Her jaw clenched for a moment.

“I know if you walk away from me right now, I’ll never see you again.” Another tear slipped over the brim of her lower eyelid. “It doesn’t matter that we’re on the same Planet, in the same resort. I know you’ll avoid me at all costs, and I don’t want that.” She inhaled a deep breath. Was it selfish of her to have said any of this to him?

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-25 08:47 pm UTC (link)
Vincent wasn't the sort to struggle needlessly. It seemed pointless, when there was nothing that could be done. He'd never been someone who'd been fought against the inevitable just because their might be a chance that things would work out his way. Vincent too often gave up, threw in the towel when the odds were stacked against him, or he thought they were. Only for others did he come through, only when it was someone else's life on the line did he find the strength to do what had to be done. And so because he thought it was for her he did one of the hardest things that he could remember doing.

He took a step away from her.

His chest burned like he was breathing the fire that the Galian Beast usually plumed out, his eyes closed tight, half afraid that she would run in front of him then, put her hand on his chest and lock him there. He wouldn't be able to say no to her if he looked into those silver eyes again. All the strength he'd been given would melt away as if it were nothing beneath her pleading look and he would crumble. For her, he had to keep moving, regardless of what she thought of him, whether or not she hated him, whether he had to claw and cut himself to stand by his decision. He would make that sacrifice, for her sake... for the sake of protecting what she thought was sacred. As long as it meant she would keep smiling, he would do... anything.

Her confession stopped Vincent as surely as if she'd frozen him again in a sheet of ice. He looked down at his feet, wanting them to move, but they wouldn't listen to him. He could hear the desperation in her voice, wanting him to at least hear her out. Vincent had to do at least that, right? He would just... listen, and she would tell him goodbye, and he could find some quiet corner to tear his own heart out and be done with it, be done with all feeling once and for all. Feelings weren't something that a monster needed, anyway. That was something for the human world, those who were normal, those who weren't... him. Just a few minutes, and it would be... over.

He was glad his back remained turned to her, so she wouldn't see him wince when she mentioned Aang. He had nothing against the rival for his affections, Aang was, in all probability a wonderful person. But Vincent didn't want to hear about how wonderful the other man was, didn't want to be compared to the one who had Katara's heart. Mentally he prepared himself for some long description of the other man. But it was surprisingly short, and simple. A decision that was troubling her, something to show that she couldn't decide on her own. Couldn't she see that this was why he was trying to run away from her so fiercely? So that she didn't have to make this decision? So she didn't have to hurt? Why couldn't she just... listen to him?

Vincent opened his mouth to speak as much to her, but her next words caught him off guard. When she told him how his kiss felt to her she would see his head turn towards her, then back again, never facing her, visibly torn by what he should do. His fists clenched tightly against his sides, and it was for the best that Katara couldn't see his face, for there was a look of such agony there it probably would have sent her into tears to witness it. Why was she telling him this when he needed to go? Why was she making it so hard for him to do what was right? He wasn't... worthy of anyone, not like this... She was right, there was a destiny, and his was to be alone, forever, to drown in his own misery so deeply that he never saw the light again, to die... alone.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-25 08:48 pm UTC (link)
He could hear the tears in her voice, hear the pain there. He was hurting her again, causing her agony. He wanted to rip his insides out, and in that moment of sheer hatred... something echoed deeply inside of him. He knew what it was, instinctively, like an animal instinctively can tell where it's born. But there was no name for it, it was just... the one... something so primordial it resonated on a level that Vincent couldn't concieve of. What was it inside of him?

Afraid that it might be another Galian beast, Vincent forced it down inside of himself, and it quieted, unlike the beast, almost immediately. No fighting, no attempt to take control. It was just a dark power that lingered within, silently, as if it knew someday Vincent would be forced to call upon it.

He had to do this. He couldn't say a thing to her, or else she would hear the emotion in his voice, and he would lose his willpower. And so, his head turned back around, away from her, and he slowly took a step away. This was what he had to do, even though it hurt her now. Staying here for the rest of their lives was madness, there had to be a way out, and he could find it for her, he could give her what it was that she really wanted, not just what she thought she wanted right at this moment.

'Are you really going to abandon someone who needs you, again?' Vincent's own thoughts damned him there and then. Lucrecia... he'd taken the easy path then, ran away when she'd chosen Hojo, said nothing when she'd chosen to experiment on herself, gone and hid and done what was easy, instead of what was right. But if he turned around now, if she held him close just to be a friend to her, the pain would be excruciating. To surround yourself with something you could never have... could he really do that to himself?

"What... do you want?" Vincent asked Katara, honestly. "No... it... doesn't matter." He said, bowing his head, and turned towards her, looking at those perfect blue eyes tinged with tears. Slowly he closed the distance between them, his gloved hand coming up to wipe the tears from one side of her face and then the other, looking into her eyes.

And suddenly the words came, the words he'd been struggling to find for so long fell from his lips as simply as if he'd recited them for days.

"I'm... yours."

No declarations of love for it was too soon for that, and love was... something complex, something that blossomed over time. This was something more primitive, simpler. He was hers to command, to use, to tear apart and remake at her leisure, emotionally or physically. He would have knelt before her then, had he thought that she would n't have been upset by it... but truly, he wanted to make her happy, truly happy, and he was willing to do whatever it took to see that it happened.

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-26 01:01 am UTC (link)
Katara watched as he stopped when she spoke her first sentence, and she witnessed how that same tall figure became rigid. Once she started speaking, she couldn’t stop. The waterbender had to lay it all out there for him, and she could feel a weight lifting from her mind and body, though it left another weight behind. She watched as his head inclined forward, though she couldn’t see his face or his eyes to know exactly what it meant.

A surge of hope leapt into her very being when his head turned to the side a bit. He was listening, he wasn’t going to disappear forever. That little spur of hope dimmed when he turned his head away from her once more. Katara noticed that his fists clenched when she, and immediately felt a jab of guilt, but she couldn’t silence herself. She had to make it clear to him, to make sure he knew she didn’t want him to avoid her forever- despite the fact she knew she was hurting him. It wasn’t that she didn’t care about his pain, and she definitely did not want to hurt him in any way at all, but she needed him to know.

Her chin trembled when he took another step away from her. No! He was going to leave anyway, despite everything. Vincent was going to walk away without even bothering to look back. The thought moved through her skull that he might be avoiding her to avoid hurting himself, to keep himself from the agony she saw in his eyes every time he looked at her. Katara was being selfish, but she couldn’t stop the tears that fell at the thought of him avoiding her for the rest of their time on the Planet.

It was only one step, though, with a lingering silence after she’d spoke her piece. When he voiced the question, her lips parted, but no sounds emitted from her throat. What did she want? She couldn’t say for sure, but she knew she couldn’t just allow him to walk away. If he took another step away, she would go after him, selfishly, and try to make him understand. If he walked away from her after that, she would allow him to go, though. It didn’t matter to him, though, he said. When his head bowed, and she saw him move, her muscles tensed even tighter than they already were in preparation to go after him. Vincent surprised Katara, though. Instead of moving farther away, he turned toward her.

If at all possible, her heartbeat increased to an insane degree, threatening to burst through her flesh to beat rapidly upon the ground in front of him. It might as well be that way. It was so loud in her own ears, she couldn’t understand how he couldn’t hear it, or even feel it vibrating the soil. Toph would have known straight away.

Katara couldn’t pull her gaze away from Vincent’s eyes, even with the strongest urge to look away shyly. A tell-tale blush seared her cheeks. The tears pulled back from her eyes, leaving moist trails where others had fallen. She felt the soft leather brush gently across her flesh as he wiped away those remnants. The waterbender was frozen as if someone had stuffed her with ice that she couldn’t bend away. Her breath caught in her throat as Vincent’s deep voice resonated those two words. The ice inside her melted, rendering her able to move, to breath again.

The waterbender didn’t smile nor did she frown. Her face did warm then, though, with a more peaceful expression sliding over her features- relief. Slender arms lifted to slip around his torso, under his own arms, encircling him in an embrace, and even though she felt as if things were moving in slow-motion, she wrapped her arms around him so quickly it wouldn’t have been a surprise if she’d knocked him back a step. Her head turned, resting the side of it against his shoulder with her face toward his neck, unspeaking, for what could she truly say to that?

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[info]k_waterbender
2008-08-26 01:03 am UTC (link)
Katara wasn’t the sort who enjoyed controlling people. After all, her first experience with bloodbending had left her feeling broken and crying. She wouldn’t use him in the ways he might have been thinking. She wouldn’t command his person, or try to force him to do anything. After all, a second failed attempt at keeping him near her would have left her without him, and she would have allowed that without another attempt. The third time was supposed to be the charm, and she knew if he’d truly wanted to leave her to herself, to truly walk away from her that night, he wouldn’t have chosen to stay on the first attempt.

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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-26 01:58 am UTC (link)
There was admittedly a part of him that knew this was a mistake. But there was no showing it in those crimson eyes. He'd decided, and he was confident in that decision. Yes, she could tear him apart, but he wasn't going to let that stop him anymore. He just wanted it all to have some form of meaning... to make her happy, to see her smiling face, there would be meaning in that. That would be worth the sacrifice, worth being broken, worth being left behind. Whatever happened from here on out would be up to her, Vincent wouldn't make a move like he had before...

In a way it seemed like it'd pervert what they had, that this gesture would be tainted by him trying to kiss her. There was nobility in just being by her side, like a knight of old guarding a queen whom he adored, but could never have. What she gave him he would take, even if it was just a smile, or a look of concern. Complete and total sacrifice. He stared down at her as he approached her. The tears only made her eyes more beautiful, and a small hint of a smile tugged lightly at the corners of Vincent's mouth, though too faintly to be noticed. He wasn't used to smiling... it felt... strange to do so.

Her cheeks felt warm beneath his touch as he brushed her tears away, and he found himself getting lost in those silver blue eyes of hers, his own crimson ones staring down at her, refusing to look away even as she did the same. He didn't hear the pounding of her heart, but for a moment as he approached her he was afraid he'd said or done something wrong. She looked rigid, almost scared, and Vincent tilted his head slightly, not sure how to take it. But the words that he had been searching for came upon him in that moment, and he spoke them to her.

And suddenly she was in his arms. She would feel him inhale slowly, and though she would never see with her head buried in his neck, anyone who might have been watching him from a distance would have seen a look of confusion and awe on Vincent's face. He slowly looked down at her form as it pressed to his own, unsure of what to do, what to feel, what to think. He had no idea what this meant to her or her people... to Vincent... well, he'd not been this close to someone, to feel a hug from a girl... that he could remember.

Tenderly, almost too much so, his guantlet'd hand placed itself on her lower back, very lightly, while his gloved hand hovered behind her head, almost afraid to touch her for fear that he would do the wrong thing, or that this would all be a dream and he would awaken in his room, alone. Then softly, ever so softly his hand moved to the back of her head and lightly stroked her dark hair, his head falling ever so lightly against the side of hers, inhaling the scent of her unintentionally again.

His eyes staring into the distance, he got the odd distinct feeling that his father was somehow watching him, and was proud of him. Vincent could recall vividly the way his father's face had scowled at him when he'd told Grimoire that he was going to be a Turk. The older man had pointed to Vincent's side arm, and asked him a single question. 'What are you going to do with that?'

'I'm going to be a Turk!' Vincent had countered, uncertain of what his father had meant. There could have been one of a thousand answers the old man was expecting.

'If you weild a weapon without something to protect, you'll be nothing more than a murderer, Vincent. What are you going to protect?'

The question had been something of an argument between the two of them for a while, a sore point between father and son. Vincent had the distinct impression that in the end, even though his father didn't bring it up, he still disapproved of Vincent's line of work. Only now did Vincent understand what his father was trying to tell him, only now with this perfect angel in his arms did Vincent understand what he was supposed to do.

'I found someone to protect, father...' he thought to the spirits as he closed his eyes, and pulled her a little tighter against himself.

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