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chaos_vincent ([info]chaos_vincent) wrote in [info]mirage_rpg,
@ 2008-08-23 15:30:00

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Entry tags:complete, day 12, katara, vincent valentine

A Gargoyle in the Night...
Who: Vincent and Katara
What: A Fateful Meeting under a full moon.
When: Day 12 late evening
Where: Near the Barn
Rating: PG
Status: Complete


Vincent Valentine was not there, the following night when Katara came looking for him. The Water bender would see his place rather empty, and perhaps be disturbed to note that it looked almost like the laboratory scene had been. Slightly different of course, as it was a training ground of some kind, but, the same general feel. The walls were steel, the air felt sterile, lifeless. Not like the Forest of the Ancients had been, filled with light and a seeming life, whether it be in the air around them or in the ground. There had been something about that place that had seemed right for Vincent, whereas this was merely... devoid. Of anything. Alas, if the water bender could have known his mood, she would have realized that it reflected it perfectly.

He had left the previous night, and not bothered to return. Now that the next evening had come and gone, Vincent was well aware of the fatigue in his muscles. However he was also aware that there was not nearly what there should have been. The training session he'd had with himself during the midst of the day time had taught him that. Whatever Hojo had done to implant the monsters in his body had also changed this form as well, making it stronger, tougher... but more importantly faster and more agile. Vincent could move now like a master gymnast, and leap as if he were still the galian beast.

And it seemed as strange as these powers were, they were natural talents. They seemed to improve the more he used them, though what help they would be on a planet where Vincent didn't have to worry about killing anyone, he wasn't entirely certain. But if he managed to find a way back to Katara's world, or to his own, they would definately come in handy, as one thing had become clear in Vincent's mind. He had a score to settle with Hojo. Even thinking about it now, made the beast stir slightly inside of himself, but he forced it down.

It was all he had left to look forward to, really, a revenge against the one who had done this to him, the one who had taken everything from him. Vincent still believed that all of this had been deserved by his inaction for helping Lucrecia. But as he thought on it more he realized that if he was going to hell, Hojo deserved to come with him. At one time Vincent hadn't wanted to believe in evil in the world, but now he was somewhat convinced that sometimes... sometimes the Lifestream came together in someone wrong... maybe it was a rare congretation of evil pieces of several people, or maybe it was just something about them that made them twisted... Vincent could only hope for the latter, as killing Hojo might redistribute that back into the Lifestream to go into another...

Feeling the hour was near midnight, Vincent turned in the direction of where his room had been, or was, depending on how one looked at it. Katara still had the key to get in, but Vincent didn't really care. He didn't imagine that he'd be back there unless there were dire circumstances for it. He perhaps should have left a note for the water bender, something to say goodbye. But there would be time enough for that when he found the way back to her own home world, to where she could be with the one she wanted to be.

A dull ache filled Vincent as he thought about it, and his black gloved hand raised up to clech at the fabric of his dark shirt which covered his chest, and was in turn covered itself by the long mantle that he wore. Thinking about Katara still, hurt. Badly.

With a soft growl he leapt up on top of the building that he was walking past, flying through the air as if he were almost weightless, his feet coming down to land on the slanted tiles of the Barn as if he were a mountain goat, for there was no wobble in his balance as he planted, only a cold glance around to make sure he was the only one on up so high. Not that he really expected there would be someone stalking him, but he'd learned to be cautious over the years, and the last time he'd forgotten to be, Hojo had shot him.

Walking numbly towards the top of the roof he perched at the peak of it, near the edge of the building, staring out into the darkness, his eyes scanning desperately for some type of a portal, some way back. The sooner he did that, the sooner he could find Katara's portal and forget about her, drown himself in his own revenge and let it consume him like an angry blaze gone out of control.

As the soft wind brushed past his cheek he bowed his head into the folds of his mantle. The way it tickled his skin reminded him of the gentle way Katara had touched his face, how her fingers had entwined in his long raven hair. The smell of her skin so close to him... the feeling of her soft lips pressed against his own. It was all in his head, but he felt a warmth there, a soft glow of rememberance of what had been, of what might be, if things had turned out differently. But to go down that path was madness, to let himself fall into a land of fantasies about a girl he could never have.

The cool night air kicked up then and Vincent's cloak swept around the back of him, flying in the breeze. He leaned over the edge of the roof, his left hand, covered in the golden claw that he wore, gripping it tightly, his body crouched over the edge of it like a gargoyle looking out into the night.



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[info]chaos_vincent
2008-08-25 03:06 am UTC (link)
Vincent wasn't usually the type to disobey a doctors orders. For most of his life he'd been the quiet kid who always sat in a corner. Got average grades, lead an average life. His father had enough excitement for the both of htem, and far more than Vincent considered would ever happen to him in his lifetime, so he'd sort of given up early the idea of living an exciting lifestyle. He'd always been obedient, always listened to the teachers in class, more or less always had done what he was supposed to do. He lived by the rules, and lead a generally apathetic lifestyle. If he could stay within the lines that he was supposed to stay inside of, then everything worked out. No one got hurt, no flack came his way.

But he knew, even though he was dizzy, that he would be fine. The beast inside of him would heal, and after a few moments, as expected, he was fine. He felt her hand on his arm though, and looked at it quietly. How long had it been since he'd stopped trembling at that touch? Why was it now it felt like he trembled when it wasn't there, and shivered at the memory of it? But it wasn't what he wanted, and that was the sad truth he had to accept. She was playing nurse to him, wanting to make sure he was physically well... the creature that he was now was more or less always physically well, it was the inside that was... broken.

Vincent could sense that things were going to go bad when she'd expected that he meant he should have left a note to tell her that he was out at the barn. She still didn't... see, did she? And how to make her see, how to open her eyes to everything that he felt... when he kept trying and she would only close her eyes tighter for his effort. It was as if she didn't want to see, didn't want to hear what he was trying to tell her. Did she really not see how he felt, even though he'd pressed his lips to hers, and then... no...

But he wasn't making it clear to her, and when he did, she thoguht a horrible thought. What if there was no going home? Vincent had nothing to lose by staying here, but she did... she had friends and family and a love... that she would be losing by staying here. "What if there's no staying here, and we have to go home eventually?" Vincent countered quietly, his eyes looking to the ground. He didn't want to think about it, didn't want to think about losing Katara, but it was inevitable, to make her happy, wasn't it? All he wanted to do was make her happy, why couldn't she understand that? Why couldn't she see?

Instead she got angry, angrier than Vincent could remember her being, and the raven haired man blinked slowly as she began to lay into him. But his eyes, his red eyes with all of their sadness, never left hers as she accused him, never looked away as she kept stabbing at his heart with her words. She could have been stabbing at him physically and he wouldn't have stopped her, only watched, only looked into those eyes as she took his life away. He didn't move as she tossed his cloak in his face, or move his arms to catch it, so it fell limply at his feet, his eyes still on her own, just staring at her, letting her speak her peace to him. He could see the fury and the anger in her eyes there, but he knew he couldn't quench it, no words could calm that fire there.

"I... never kissed anyone before last night." Vincent said softly. Lucrecia had flirted with him, and he'd been enamored with her from afar, but she'd never touched him as much as Katara touched him, and he'd never once dared to... press his lips to her own. "I just... promised myself that if I could be human again for one moment... I'd do what I wanted to do more than anything." His eyes stared at hers to see her reaction to that, to know that he'd given her what he'd not given another soul before, and never planned to give another soul afterwards.

"But... I'll never be... what's waiting for you back home." Vincent said slowly, bowing his head as he spoke the words, and swallowing lightly. "But you're right, staying away from you is selfish... it keeps me from...", Vincent paused at that moment, uncertain if he should finish, "being close to what I can't have."

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