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🌸 Miracle Country Mods 🌸 ([info]miraclemods) wrote in [info]miraclecountry,
@ 2018-08-28 15:02:00

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Entry tags:! event, ; blackout event, ; flood event, ; secrets in the dark event, akiho shinomoto, chise hatori, chloe decker, chloe price, ciel phantomhive, cisco ramon, eliot waugh, harrison 'harry' wells, kady orloff-diaz, keith (voltron), lucifer morningstar, maxine 'max' caulfield, quentin coldwater, sakura kinomoto, sebastian michaelis, takashi 'shiro' shirogane, william 'penny' adiyodi, yuna d. kaito

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[It’s been days since there’s been any sign of the creatures that attacked, days since the rain stopped. And you can tell that the water is receding. It drains away until it’s easy enough to come down from the trees. Once you leave the treehouses, they seem to be swallowed up into the forest, as if they were never there at all.

Night falls and it’s almost peaceful, almost a sigh of relief— the end is in sight, isn’t it?

The water drains away and you might even be able to return to your homes— although waterlogged and water-damaged. Once morning comes, it should be fine. You’ll be able to rest. You’ll be able to take care of those still recovering from the attacks.

Except, the sun doesn’t come back again.



At first, perhaps you can tell yourself it’s a long night only because you’re waiting for it to end. Perhaps you wake up in the morning and assume it’s still the middle of the night because of the darkness. But the hours tick away and still the sun does not rise. And slowly, all other sources of light go out. The fire you’ve built to keep warm still burns, but produces no light. Fire magic illuminates for a brief time until it, too, starts to fade. Any new sources of light you try to create, even large ones, glow very faintly, dimly. Like they're struggling to stay there at all. And there’s no moon in the sky. Slowly, even the stars blink away.

You are not completely without light, of course. Miracle Country doesn’t expect you all to stumble into the dark never to be found again.

The light is unpredictable but illuminates the spaces around it. They’re made up of phrases and words— across walls, on the tree trunks, across the ground, anywhere you look. They glow brighter than fire, shining for a while before slowly fading.

They’re confessions. Yours, perhaps, or someone near you. Or maybe not related to you at all—and opportunity for misunderstanding. But they seem to follow you, guide you, goad you or comfort you. Perhaps they’re words you’ve never said aloud before, words you wanted to tell someone, something you’ve been swallowing down and know you have to say it. Perhaps the magic here is trying to help you. Perhaps the magic here is trying to taunt you.

Regardless, the words can’t be made to disappear and they can’t be predicted. But they’re what keep you all from being plunged into the darkness.

Can you find your way home again? The endless darkness will remain for several days, so make the best of this— who knows what might be lurking in the dark?]


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[Secrets in the Dark event starts; go here for a list of secrets (or make up your own as you go, of course) or for any questions/concerns.]


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[info]finds
2018-09-04 03:26 am UTC (link)
[The shift of his hand has Keith making a low sound into the kiss, not quite pressing too much when it inevitably brings him closer to Shiro, but enough. Definitely more. It's that spark so unique to Keith, and the one between them both that neither could ever really deny, that keeps the kiss going more now.

Maybe he can't quite help that - not necessarily rushing but to encourage somehow, feeling the care with which Shiro approaches this. Wanting him to know it's more than good and wanted, as much as this is all unfamiliar territory, too.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 03:40 am UTC (link)
[That sound Keith makes is encouraging and... well, he could just listen to Keith forever and be happy, just like this. He responds in kind, murmuring his name quietly, encouraging, brushing his fingers through his hair.]

[After a long moment, he does eventually break the kiss. He doens't draw away, though, lingering close, pressing their foreheads together.]

Keith...

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 04:06 am UTC (link)
[Pressing his forehead back against Shiro's, he spends a few moments when the kiss breaks just staying like that, catching his breath, and shivering when Shiro says his name. There's so much running through his mind, and he's sure too that it must be the same for him, like a realization that doesn't quite stop even though they're this close. Even though they've kissed.

When Keith breathes out again, it's perhaps an attempt at dispelling the kind of tension that could settle over them so easily right now, sighing with a laugh, helpless and a little weak.]

You know, I always thought I'd have to lean up a lot more to do that. [Oh, now suddenly he has some self-awareness of his latest growth spurt lol.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 04:14 am UTC (link)
[He laughs, too, and this close it'll be obvious to see that he immediately starts to blush, his laugh embarrassed and not even trying to disguise that. He doesn't draw away from him but he does glance down, blatantly sweeping his eyes over him even though he's well aware of what Keith looks like at this point. It's too dark to really see, but it's the principle of the thing.]

I like it. I like-- [ffff.] [He drops his hand down helplessly from his hair, running it along his shoulder, fingers skimming along his collarbone and resting there half on his shoulder, half against his chest.]

[His smile turns shy a moment later, swallowing back whatever embarrassing thing he was about to say.]

... You thought about kissing me?

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 04:34 am UTC (link)
[It's definitely hard to miss how red he gets, and honestly it isn't the first time he's noticed that about Shiro like this, but now... Yeah. It kind of makes Keith go a little pink in the face too, in context, to think he could have been blushing very much about Keith, and not some nebulous notion of embarrassment. Oh. Shiro likes--?

He nods. The hand on his chest feels nice, and Keith drops his own hand to cover Shiro's there, so his touch won't stray yet.]

I- Yeah. [Erm, only a lot?] Probably too much.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 04:41 am UTC (link)
[He presses his hand there more purposefully in response, no intention of drawing away, his thumb brushing absently at the fabric of his shirt, his smile shy still, but also fond. He somehow manages to blush more but also-- looks happy. Touched. Wow, you're... you're so cute. He wants to know what you consider to be too much thinking about kissing, tbh.]

Well... [Leans in again and kisses him, just a quick, soft peck, smiling into the kiss.] Now you don't have to think about it.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 05:05 am UTC (link)
[It manages to fluster him just enough that alsdkfjd Keith drops his gaze and lets his hair hide his face a little, squeezing Shiro's hand and betrayed only by the pleased little smile that he can't keep from tugging at the corner of his lips, even before that little kiss ended.]

You-- [Dummy. The grumbling he does is very light, purposely not yet touching the actual implication of what Shiro says (HE COULD?? KISS U? ALL THE TIME???) though he doesn't miss it for a second.] Wrong. I'm gonna think about it even more.

[Now he knows what it's like, he's doomed, bye.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 05:13 am UTC (link)
[He very, very, very, very much wants you to be kissing him all the time, yes. Great idea, Keith.] [Makes the stupidest, softest little 'oh' in response, his breath hitching as he watches him-- wow. Wow. You're so--]

Yeah. [He sounds utterly breathless and can't even be embarrassed about it. He laughs out, softly.] Yeah, me too.

[...] [He's quiet for a moment, blushing and smiling to himself, looking down at his hand on Keith's chest, the way Keith covers his hand so readily.]

You're so... handsome, you know?

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 05:37 am UTC (link)
[That's one way to get him to look back up! He startles, as if he somehow expected Shiro might say literally anything else but something like that. No, he doesn't "know", and hearing it from Shiro makes his brain go wonky a little bit.]

Uhh. [Is the intelligent sound that comes out of his mouth. Keith get it together challenge failed.] You- You think that?

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 05:43 am UTC (link)
[The reaction just makes him turn bright red, worried for a moment that maybe he's said the wrong thing somehow. For how confidently he said it, now he just is immediately flustered.]

I know it. [It's not a matter of just thinking it.] Keith, you're beautiful. You-- you have no idea what it was like to see you like this that first day here.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 05:59 am UTC (link)
[Count them both on the flustered train. SDflksdj? "Beautiful" um, is that allowed... His face might not be as red as Shiro's but it's not far off.]

The first day? [He doesn't quite know what to think the specifics of "like this" mean, but - Oh.] I didn't think-- I mean, I guess I figured it was just surprising.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 06:06 am UTC (link)
Yeah... but-- in a good way. I mean. Your, ah-- your shoulders are broader now. And you're taller, um, like you said. And-- I mean, it didn't change, but. Your smile. It's--

[He fumbles a little more, and eventually just gives up and ducks his head, scrubbing his hand over his face with an embarrassed laugh.]

I'm sorry. I'm not good at this. [He isn't saying it the way he wanted to at all.] I just... I like everything about you. I love everything about you.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 06:39 am UTC (link)
I... Shiro--

[This is so much, you're being cute and saying these things about him and. He can't, just- he's going to duck under when Shiro drops his head and absolutely kiss him and it's not a little peck by any means (does Keith know how to do things chill? no), even though it is a quick kiss before he breaks it, cheeks flushed. But... he lingers close like that, smiling up at him a little. This smile, right?]

You're doing fine. I- [had no clue. But he's really glad, now that the initial flustered feeling passes.] You have to know I'm the same way.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 06:46 am UTC (link)
[He makes a soft sound of surprise when he's kissed but absolutely kisses him back immediately, leaning forward a bit even after Keith draws back, as if chasing him. When he smiles again, it's still shy, but softer, helplessly fond as he looks at him. Wow.]

[Also, clearly you're just saying nonsense. He shakes his head, just barely, his expression softening.] You're perfect.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 06:57 am UTC (link)
[He corners of his eyes and his nose all wrinkle at once, looking up at him with their faces still leaned towards each other like that. But his smile lingers, breathing out a quiet laugh.]

You might be biased about that.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 07:01 am UTC (link)
[He laughs at his expression, utterly charmed, but amused. His laugh trails off into a thoughtful hum, looking at him gently, still lingering close and making no move to pull back from him.]

No way. It's just fact-- you're the most amazing man I know. [And you're perfect. Sorry, he doesn't make the rules.]

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 07:11 am UTC (link)
[Something in Keith's gaze softens a little, watching him, quiet for a moment when he says that.] Shiro...

That's my line too. It's always been one of the truest things I know. [And if there's extra significance in saying it now, like this, with everything about this night, well. The intention is clear.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 07:18 am UTC (link)
[His smile turns just a touch self-deprecating, as it always does when Keith turns it back around on him like this. In this context, now, though-- the significance feels all the heavier. This isn't the first time they've said things like this, but now it's... a whole new meaning, or at least a new understanding of what it means.]

... I can't believe I never realized. [He lifts his hand again, goes back to cupping Keith's jaw, gently, his thumb swiping along his cheek.]

Was it... Was it really that long for you? [He doesn't imagine that the glowing words would actually give into hyperbole, but still.]

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 07:41 am UTC (link)
[Ahh. For a moment, Keith hesitates then, not out of uncertainty for any of these feelings or how long he's felt them, but his tone is quieter again as he nods, leaning into his touch instinctively.]

... Yeah. [Not sure exactly how Shiro might take it, to think back to all those years ago even vaguely, but now that he asks, well. It's another truth he wont' back away from.]

I know that sounds- [He sighs out a little, shaking his head. It's a lot and maybe it's dumb, but he owns it in the way he says it all the same.] I know I've always felt like this.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 07:50 am UTC (link)
[The absolute last thing he thinks is that it's dumb.]

Keith...

Ha, geez, now I feel even stupider for trying to give you any sort of relationship advice before. Turns out I was just talking about myself. [fff. He's an IDIOT. Wow.]

[But in seriousness... His free hand settles against his chest again, his touch gentle, resting over his heart.]

[The confirmation is a lot. Again, it feels like so much even in its familiarity, even when everything makes sense in hindsight. But also, thinking about everything they've been through-- understanding Keith's feelings in those moments-- it's a lot. There's that feeling of guilt again, of course, despite himself. He hurt Keith, whether intentionally or not. He understands, too, why Keith wouldn't have said anything over the years, if he was sure his feelings weren't returned. Still, there's something like regret there, or a certain kind of understanding.]

Keith... That you feel this way about me-- that you've always felt this way about me... [He breathes out, voice quiet, almost shaky.] I'm... so much luckier than I ever realized.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 08:24 am UTC (link)
Can't be much better than whatever it was I tried to tell you, as if I didn't want it to me you'd...

[They're both stupid. He lets go of another sigh, breathing out a huff of a laugh too regardless, until Shiro's hand rests over him again and Keith is sure he must feel how his heartbeat picks up, from the touch and from all of this at once, really. He takes in the next words almost wanting to, again, turn it back on him - thinking Shiro could actually feel this way about him too seems far luckier than Keith thought he could ever be. But more than that, he wants to tell him something more.]

You know. It's never mattered how much time goes by, how much changes, or anything else. Maybe a lot has been difficult all this time, but just, to me... [His tone drops a little, softer, helpless as he shifts his shoulders in an almost shrug.] It's you, Shiro. Loving you... has always been the easy part.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 08:39 am UTC (link)
Oh--

[Whatever he thought Keith was going to say, that wasn't it and it-- it leaves him breathless for a moment, lips parting as if to say something and instead just looking taken aback. A moment later, his expression softens into something gentle again, disbelieving but-- wanting to believe him. He trusts Keith, of course. He trusts his feelings. He knows that saying something like this, that being this open with him, this vulnerable, is a precious thing, knows it isn't Keith's default. Has always said that anyone who earns Keith's loyalty and feelings should treat that gently. It's a big deal that Keith can say something like this to him-- and it leaves him utterly breathless, bowled over by the veracity of his own love for Keith, in turn. He might doubt his own worth, might doubt that he could be worth it to Keith, in the end, but... well, he's never been without his own selfish wants, and being loved by Keith is what he wants.]

Keith...

[His voice is breathless, wrecked, but his smile is gentle as he looks at Keith, his thumb brushing along his cheek, his other hand pressing to his heart, where he can feel the way Keith's heartbeat kicks up.]

I'm-- I'm glad. [It's inadequate and he struggles, for a moment, to put it into words properly.] Love is-- You deserve to be loved hardship. You... you deserve to be happy.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 04:49 pm UTC (link)
You do too. Shiro...

[Probably no surprise that's the first thing out of Keith's mouth, after letting Shiro articulate himself for a moment there, understanding how much it can take to try to put this all into words. But he means it so much - just as he can feel how much Shiro means it as well, when it comes to Keith. They both value each other's happiness so much above anything else.

But Keith isn't without his selfishness either, and if he's honest, now that he's had this taste of what it's like, with Shiro? He's not sure he could let go of it so easily. Something a little more serious settles into his expression as he looks to him, perhaps vulnerable too despite himself as he speaks softly. Resolute.]

We can have that. [Can't they? Maybe it's one thing to touch and kiss out here in the moment as they pour out their emotions like this, light and dark mingling around them. Another thing is to choose how they'll continue from here on. There's still so much to say. His own brazen want almost mimics confidence.] If you want this too, if we're both...

This - [He's squeezing the hand Shiro rests over his heart again.] This is the happiness I want. That I know I can give you.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 05:05 pm UTC (link)
[*WITHOUT hardship but whatever. Tagging while sleepy.] [It really shouldn't surprise him that this is Keith's response, and he's not surprised that he'd say it, but more what an impact it has on him. He's trained himself to deny the possibility, told himself over and over that it can't happen. And now it can? It is? It makes him think back to that day Keith asked him what he'd do if there was something he wanted. And this...

He's nodding, just slightly, even before Keith's finished expressing the thought. Yes, yes, he wants that, too. There's still that lingering fear inside him, that surety that he'll never be deserving of Keith. That Keith, more importantly, deserves so much better. His voice is soft, vulnerable, but no less resolute in response to Keith's, looking at him and refusing to look away.]

I want that, too. I want-- I already said it, didn't I? I want to be by your side. [For as long as you'll have him.] I want... [his smile turns shy again, small and almost there.] I want to travel the universe with you, remember?

[It's strange to say it so clearly, even if it's all something he's said before in one way or another. He's used to setting aside his own wants, used to leaving them unvoiced. Especially when it comes to his feelings for Keith, always disguising them (however poorly) as only friendship. Strange that, despite all this, despite how he can't deny how Keith feels for him anymore, there's still the smallest thread of disbelief still in his voice, as if he's still expecting this to be taken away from him somehow:]

If it's what you want, too, I... Me too.

I want to be with you, Keith. [He only wishes he could be someone better for you.]

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 05:28 pm UTC (link)
[Looking at each other as intently as they are, you can almost see the exact moment those words threaten to overcome Keith. His eyes are shimmery again - not just to be loved and wanted, but to hear it from Shiro and know he can believe these words is... In the back of his mind he thinks it's a wonder he hasn't just messed it up somehow in the face of something so good. He can't quite keep his voice from choking up a little.]

I remember. Of course I... [I want to travel the universe with you. God. Even that, he'd somehow managed to convince himself was still a fleeting dream in the face of whether Shiro would want something different down the line. He was prepared not to stake everything on it as it is. To think he said this wanting, truly wanting to him...]

Shiro-- [He's definitely trembling again.] Me too. Me too.

You, being with you, it's... everything I want.

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