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🌸 Miracle Country Mods 🌸 ([info]miraclemods) wrote in [info]miraclecountry,
@ 2018-08-28 15:02:00

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Entry tags:! event, ; blackout event, ; flood event, ; secrets in the dark event, akiho shinomoto, chise hatori, chloe decker, chloe price, ciel phantomhive, cisco ramon, eliot waugh, harrison 'harry' wells, kady orloff-diaz, keith (voltron), lucifer morningstar, maxine 'max' caulfield, quentin coldwater, sakura kinomoto, sebastian michaelis, takashi 'shiro' shirogane, william 'penny' adiyodi, yuna d. kaito

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[It’s been days since there’s been any sign of the creatures that attacked, days since the rain stopped. And you can tell that the water is receding. It drains away until it’s easy enough to come down from the trees. Once you leave the treehouses, they seem to be swallowed up into the forest, as if they were never there at all.

Night falls and it’s almost peaceful, almost a sigh of relief— the end is in sight, isn’t it?

The water drains away and you might even be able to return to your homes— although waterlogged and water-damaged. Once morning comes, it should be fine. You’ll be able to rest. You’ll be able to take care of those still recovering from the attacks.

Except, the sun doesn’t come back again.



At first, perhaps you can tell yourself it’s a long night only because you’re waiting for it to end. Perhaps you wake up in the morning and assume it’s still the middle of the night because of the darkness. But the hours tick away and still the sun does not rise. And slowly, all other sources of light go out. The fire you’ve built to keep warm still burns, but produces no light. Fire magic illuminates for a brief time until it, too, starts to fade. Any new sources of light you try to create, even large ones, glow very faintly, dimly. Like they're struggling to stay there at all. And there’s no moon in the sky. Slowly, even the stars blink away.

You are not completely without light, of course. Miracle Country doesn’t expect you all to stumble into the dark never to be found again.

The light is unpredictable but illuminates the spaces around it. They’re made up of phrases and words— across walls, on the tree trunks, across the ground, anywhere you look. They glow brighter than fire, shining for a while before slowly fading.

They’re confessions. Yours, perhaps, or someone near you. Or maybe not related to you at all—and opportunity for misunderstanding. But they seem to follow you, guide you, goad you or comfort you. Perhaps they’re words you’ve never said aloud before, words you wanted to tell someone, something you’ve been swallowing down and know you have to say it. Perhaps the magic here is trying to help you. Perhaps the magic here is trying to taunt you.

Regardless, the words can’t be made to disappear and they can’t be predicted. But they’re what keep you all from being plunged into the darkness.

Can you find your way home again? The endless darkness will remain for several days, so make the best of this— who knows what might be lurking in the dark?]


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[Secrets in the Dark event starts; go here for a list of secrets (or make up your own as you go, of course) or for any questions/concerns.]


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[info]finds
2018-09-04 08:24 am UTC (link)
Can't be much better than whatever it was I tried to tell you, as if I didn't want it to me you'd...

[They're both stupid. He lets go of another sigh, breathing out a huff of a laugh too regardless, until Shiro's hand rests over him again and Keith is sure he must feel how his heartbeat picks up, from the touch and from all of this at once, really. He takes in the next words almost wanting to, again, turn it back on him - thinking Shiro could actually feel this way about him too seems far luckier than Keith thought he could ever be. But more than that, he wants to tell him something more.]

You know. It's never mattered how much time goes by, how much changes, or anything else. Maybe a lot has been difficult all this time, but just, to me... [His tone drops a little, softer, helpless as he shifts his shoulders in an almost shrug.] It's you, Shiro. Loving you... has always been the easy part.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 08:39 am UTC (link)
Oh--

[Whatever he thought Keith was going to say, that wasn't it and it-- it leaves him breathless for a moment, lips parting as if to say something and instead just looking taken aback. A moment later, his expression softens into something gentle again, disbelieving but-- wanting to believe him. He trusts Keith, of course. He trusts his feelings. He knows that saying something like this, that being this open with him, this vulnerable, is a precious thing, knows it isn't Keith's default. Has always said that anyone who earns Keith's loyalty and feelings should treat that gently. It's a big deal that Keith can say something like this to him-- and it leaves him utterly breathless, bowled over by the veracity of his own love for Keith, in turn. He might doubt his own worth, might doubt that he could be worth it to Keith, in the end, but... well, he's never been without his own selfish wants, and being loved by Keith is what he wants.]

Keith...

[His voice is breathless, wrecked, but his smile is gentle as he looks at Keith, his thumb brushing along his cheek, his other hand pressing to his heart, where he can feel the way Keith's heartbeat kicks up.]

I'm-- I'm glad. [It's inadequate and he struggles, for a moment, to put it into words properly.] Love is-- You deserve to be loved hardship. You... you deserve to be happy.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 04:49 pm UTC (link)
You do too. Shiro...

[Probably no surprise that's the first thing out of Keith's mouth, after letting Shiro articulate himself for a moment there, understanding how much it can take to try to put this all into words. But he means it so much - just as he can feel how much Shiro means it as well, when it comes to Keith. They both value each other's happiness so much above anything else.

But Keith isn't without his selfishness either, and if he's honest, now that he's had this taste of what it's like, with Shiro? He's not sure he could let go of it so easily. Something a little more serious settles into his expression as he looks to him, perhaps vulnerable too despite himself as he speaks softly. Resolute.]

We can have that. [Can't they? Maybe it's one thing to touch and kiss out here in the moment as they pour out their emotions like this, light and dark mingling around them. Another thing is to choose how they'll continue from here on. There's still so much to say. His own brazen want almost mimics confidence.] If you want this too, if we're both...

This - [He's squeezing the hand Shiro rests over his heart again.] This is the happiness I want. That I know I can give you.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 05:05 pm UTC (link)
[*WITHOUT hardship but whatever. Tagging while sleepy.] [It really shouldn't surprise him that this is Keith's response, and he's not surprised that he'd say it, but more what an impact it has on him. He's trained himself to deny the possibility, told himself over and over that it can't happen. And now it can? It is? It makes him think back to that day Keith asked him what he'd do if there was something he wanted. And this...

He's nodding, just slightly, even before Keith's finished expressing the thought. Yes, yes, he wants that, too. There's still that lingering fear inside him, that surety that he'll never be deserving of Keith. That Keith, more importantly, deserves so much better. His voice is soft, vulnerable, but no less resolute in response to Keith's, looking at him and refusing to look away.]

I want that, too. I want-- I already said it, didn't I? I want to be by your side. [For as long as you'll have him.] I want... [his smile turns shy again, small and almost there.] I want to travel the universe with you, remember?

[It's strange to say it so clearly, even if it's all something he's said before in one way or another. He's used to setting aside his own wants, used to leaving them unvoiced. Especially when it comes to his feelings for Keith, always disguising them (however poorly) as only friendship. Strange that, despite all this, despite how he can't deny how Keith feels for him anymore, there's still the smallest thread of disbelief still in his voice, as if he's still expecting this to be taken away from him somehow:]

If it's what you want, too, I... Me too.

I want to be with you, Keith. [He only wishes he could be someone better for you.]

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 05:28 pm UTC (link)
[Looking at each other as intently as they are, you can almost see the exact moment those words threaten to overcome Keith. His eyes are shimmery again - not just to be loved and wanted, but to hear it from Shiro and know he can believe these words is... In the back of his mind he thinks it's a wonder he hasn't just messed it up somehow in the face of something so good. He can't quite keep his voice from choking up a little.]

I remember. Of course I... [I want to travel the universe with you. God. Even that, he'd somehow managed to convince himself was still a fleeting dream in the face of whether Shiro would want something different down the line. He was prepared not to stake everything on it as it is. To think he said this wanting, truly wanting to him...]

Shiro-- [He's definitely trembling again.] Me too. Me too.

You, being with you, it's... everything I want.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 05:43 pm UTC (link)
[He takes a little breath, quiet and almost not there, as he watches that change come over Keith's expression. He lifts his hands, cupping his face gently, fingers sliding back into his hair. His own hands are trembling, too, although they steady once he's touching Keith. He gives him a wobbly smile, his own eyes going misty in response to Keith's clear emotional response and what he's saying.

The idea of having this, after spending so long thinking he'd never have it... the idea that Keith, that entire time, was wanting him too... he can't help but have a sense of regret over the wasted time. But there's also that same small happiness growing in his chest at knowing his feelings are returned, no matter how much he might doubt himself, he's-- he's never doubted Keith, or his devotion. There's a sense of security to that, to knowing that when Keith says this, he means it. He can't think he's worth it, but-- he wants to be worth it, wants to make Keith happy, to feel as loved as he deserves.]

You have me, Keith. You have for a long time now. [Whether you knew it or not.]

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 05:57 pm UTC (link)
[It makes Keith smile too, in any case, inevitably kind of wavering too, but no less true. He's out of his depth, completely so, but somehow in the best of ways. He lets out a shaky breath and leans into Shiro's touch.]

I... Yeah? [It's softer, like his smile, maybe a quieter word to soften the intensity of everything he's feeling right now. Maybe it's that sense of wonder, still. He has It's crazy to think, sending a shiver down his spine on the notion alone.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 06:00 pm UTC (link)
Yes. [He says it softly, but easily, and leans forward to press their foreheads together again, looking at him gently.] Me too, you know. Loving you was always easy.

[It'd be impossible not to fall for you, he thinks.]

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 06:11 pm UTC (link)
[Oh. Ow, his entire heart. He can't quite help the way everything in him feels like it wells up just then, closing his eyes when their foreheads touch, trying to control his breathing. Anchoring himself to Shiro without even thinking about it. It'd be almost impossible to believe after years of convincing himself otherwise that anyone could think that way about him, much less Shiro himself -- but because it's Shiro, he knows those are words he can trust completely, too. It comforts him and shakes up everything he thought he knew at once, and for a moment he can't do anything but stay like this, taking everything in.]

Shiro...

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 06:18 pm UTC (link)
[He's quiet for a moment, sensing that he's overwhelmed by that-- and that, too, breaks his heart. He knows how much Keith has struggled in the past with this, and suddenly he's so angry with himself that he didn't say it more, didn't tell Keith every day, just assumed that it was understood and didn't need to be said.]

I love you.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 06:29 pm UTC (link)
[It's a moment where his heartbeat stutter in his chest, skips a beat, and then he's nodding a couple of times, skin and their hair all messily brushing together where their foreheads meet. You love him.]

Me too.

Me too-- I love you. [He says it back without restraint now.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 06:33 pm UTC (link)
[No, he's absolutely not used to hearing it-- he breathes out and closes his eyes, shivering. There's that same tentative smile on his face, though.]

Yeah. [Wow...]

[He brushes his nose against his, briefly, as he leans in and kisses him, again something short and quick, more an excuse to linger close.]

I'll say it a thousand times to make up for all the times I should have told you before.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 06:50 pm UTC (link)
[The kiss draws a small sound out of him, and as he returns it as quickly as it passes, before Keith opens his eyes again. And maybe it's the proximity, seeing the conviction in his eyes this close to him, the weight of Shiro's words-- maybe it's just everything at once, but god, he's not sure he could have ever been prepared.]

[Just as tentatively, he smiles back, breathes out the shakiness he feels all over himself. It's not quite a laugh but maybe it tried to be.]

That could take a while. [A whole thousand times, huh. He's definitely not prepared.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 06:55 pm UTC (link)
[He manages a small, breathless laugh, his expression softening at the words. He brushes his thumb along his cheek, humming out thoughtfully.]

Yeah. Hope you're up for it. You'll get tired of me.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 07:49 pm UTC (link)
Never.

[This answer comes in a much easier breath, soft but certain while he shakes his head and just... smiles even more at him. C'mon now.] Just means you'll be hearing it from me about as much.

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 07:55 pm UTC (link)
[... Oops, and now hearts are flying out of him. (Recognize that look? But anyway.) He laughs again, still soft and breathless.]

I look forward to it, Keith. [Tucks a piece of hair behind his ear, fingertips brushing along his jaw.]

Hey...

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 08:01 pm UTC (link)
[He does very much see it, another look that's shifting into a new light, and now he honestly doesn't know what to do with himself. That's?? Because of him? Wow. Keith lowers his gaze a little for a moment at that touch, like he could watch Shiro's hand where it trails there out of the corner of his eyes, humming a little.]

Mmm?

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 08:05 pm UTC (link)
I know it's not... I mean, I know we're not signing up for the easiest thing in the world. Being together during a war or-- stuck on a weird magical island.

But I mean... [He's starting to blush a little, his smile shy.] When things in this place finally go back to normal, ah-- we could go on a date. If you wanted.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 09:55 pm UTC (link)
[........... He's not sure what he expected but. sldfkjdf. Wow, okay this is really. A thing. They're doing this. When Keith nods in answer, it's awkward, still looking down but the way the smile tugs at the corner of his lips is also pretty telling.]

W-- Yeah. Yes. [YES?? He lifts his eyes again and it's sort of a mix of shy and determined and like he doesn't know what he's doing, but. Look, he's more than ready to sign up for everything that this is, war or magical land or anything else. He doesn't know how curb what feels like almost complete over-enthusiasm, much as he tries to keep it together all the same.] We can. I mean, I'd... like that.

[Welcome to Loser Town, population: 2.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 10:13 pm UTC (link)
Yeah?

[He looks happy, maybe a little relieved-- he didn't actually think he'd say no, but, well, this is hardly the regular approach to dating in general-- and definitely still shy, his cheeks red.]

Yeah, okay, good. I don't know what you'd want to do, but... we can figure something out, I guess. Whatever you want, Keith. I want... you to be happy.

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[info]finds
2018-09-04 10:42 pm UTC (link)
[L- laughs a little, as if trying to let go of some of the nerves that formed in the pit of his stomach somehow.]

I'm really not about to get picky. I... Like I said. It's you. [He's happy just from that, and looks it too, in a way that's impossible to miss.] We can do anything.

[Or everything.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-04 10:50 pm UTC (link)
[He laughs a little, too, his shoulders relaxing a little even as he shakes his head.]

I know. [He knows you're hardly going to be a drama queen if a date isn't the most amazing ever or... anything like that. But still.] I know, I just I want it to be good for you.

[He knows he doesn't have a lot of experience in this department and whatever, Keith deserves all the dumb romantic cliches.]

I mean-- it's the same for me, too. I don't really need anything special, I just... I just want to spend time with you. [Now his smile turns teasing and he laughs again-- more at himself.] You know, since we never do that at all as it is.

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[info]finds
2018-09-05 12:35 am UTC (link)
[This time his laugh in turn is more like the usual little snort he gives, amused at them both with that last line, even if still knowing that his face is for sure warm and red at.. everything else. Well.]

Guess you're not wrong there. [Ha.] Like we were ever really going to do anything else, given the chance.

[Also like, we kinda live together. Er. If they ever actually end up finding the cabin again.]

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[info]yieldsfocus
2018-09-05 01:00 am UTC (link)
It's true. [Heh. They're dumb.] My day would be boring without you in it, anyway.

[Now, see, that he manages to say without blushing. It's just the truth. He runs his hands down over his shoulders and down his arms, his expression turning concerned after a moment.]

Is your leg okay? [You've been on it for longer than he'd like.]

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[info]finds
2018-09-05 01:21 am UTC (link)
[Don't make that face... Keith expected the question eventually, though, sighing out somewhat resigned, with his lips pressing together thinly as he gives his leg a wry glance down. Hurting, probably swollen, but he's just. been ignoring it, the pain not yet past his ridiculous threshold to mind it given the situation. Hanging in there, anyway.]

... It's fine. [He tries to say it gently, not dismissing, knowing Shiro can read him by his expression enough that shrugging it off wouldn't fly.] Not the best it could be, but I'm still okay.

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