Akito/Agito/Lind Wanijima (sky_shark) wrote in marinasylum, @ 2010-12-14 18:55:00 |
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Entry tags: | :action, akito/agito/lind wanijima, axel, himawari kunogi, sakura kinomoto |
[Action and Voice / Separate posts, both open]
[Action]
[If there's one thing Agito was well known for by anyone who knew him well enough, it was the fact he thought a lot. He had a tendency to zone out completely and think too hard on things he really didn't need to.
So it possibly wasn't too strange that he'd ended up in the park, resting on a bench with one leg drawn up to his chest so he could drape an arm around it and rest his head. At first glance, he appears to be watching Kasumi play in the grass nearby, but a closer look would reveal that his gaze is unfocused. Both eyes are open for once, eyepatch in his hand.
He's worried.
Various reasons contribute towards this, but the main reason is Akito. Agito's entire world pretty much revolves around his other half. Yet seeing Akito by himself is beginning to make him wonder if, just maybe, his other doesn't need him. They're al separate now, there's no threat from Lind, and with no riders or Kaito here, there's little need for him to still protect Akito. He feels...useless, in a way. While it's true there are people here he doesn't mind, he knows he's nowhere near as close to people as Akito is.
He feels like he's...alone. And he hates it. Agito never mentions it, but being apart from Akito still bothers him. The connection isn't as close as it was once, and it bothers him. He'd never admit it but...it scares him. What's he to do with no purpose? Once he would have faded from not being needed, but he didn't want to die, so he fought it. But what would happen now, that he had his own body? That changed things, but how?
The dark almost wishes someone he was able to talk to would come along. The thoughts are frustrating the hell out of him, and being able to vent something would probably do wonders for his system. Any maybe help him figure this out...]
[Voice, filtered from Agito]
[Agito isn't the only one worried about their other half. Akito's also worried about Agito, but he's not sure what he can do. Agito lives so much for him, but Akito doesn't want him to. Agito should be able to live his own life, but in this place there wasn't the world of AT. There weren't other riders. The light had adjusted to it, but...
He wanted to help his other. But how? Maybe someone else could help him...]
What do you do when you're worried about someone and you think you might be the cause of it? I want to help, but it feels like things I used to be able to do to help won't work now...
[Sometimes Akito wonders if that split had been such a good idea after all...]
((OOC: Both sides open, just mention in the titles what you're replying to))