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Tweak says, "Mind if I borrow your date?"

Claire Bennet (antideath) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2012-05-20 00:04:00

Entry tags:

angel, claire bennet, doc scratch, duo maxwell, elena gilbert, felicia tayber, flynn rider, gamzee makara, haine rammsteiner, inara serra, legion, painwheel, puck, rebecca crane, ritsuka aoyagi, rogue, yu kanda, yuta takizawa, yuuki kuran

video. accidental voice.
[ Claire is Not Okay. She's been thinking about home lately. A lot. And her thought processes were only spurred on further by a conversation she had with a friend the other day. Her mental state is only slightly masked; most of it is written all over her face. ]

I miss my family.

[ That isn't all she misses. She takes a breath, starting to speak, then stopping, several times before she finally finds the words to articulate the thoughts she wants to get out there. ]

I can't help but wonder if I'll get back home one day and everyone I knew will just be gone. Or too old to remember me. I think it's really starting to sink in that I'm actually stuck here, and that I'm going to outlive-- [ She has to stop. Her eyes start to well with tears, and her voice breaks a little... So she needs a second to get herself together. Suck it up, Bennet. ] - Everyone. Even the friends I make here. And even with my ability slowed down, if I age, it won't be normal. It'll be really, really slow. My dad would tell me it'll be okay, even if it's a lie. Mom would know what to do. I miss having that, even if nothing else in my life is normal anymore.

[ She doesn't really know where she's going with this train of thought anymore. She starts and stops again, then just shakes her head and shuts off the video feed. However, little to her knowledge, she left it going on voice. She doesn't intend for the rest to be heard, but there it is, broadcasting. ]

I don't want to be alone forever.

(( ooc; BACK FROM HIATUS FINALLY YAY ;A; ))

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needmymp3
2012-05-20 05:35 am UTC (link)

Hey, we all miss home. [Softly said. It happens to everyone.]

It kinda helps not to think about the possibilities, but I don't blame you. Thought about that sort of thing myself. Don't hang yourself up on a certain future, alright? There's no saying you're gonna be here forever. I bet most of the dome doesn't plan on it themselves. Myself included. [And fuck the idea of landing in some other-dome storage facility.]

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	video; antideath 2012-05-20 05:52 am UTC (link)
	Even if I'm not here, I'll still -- I'll outlive everyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	video buildconsensus 2012-05-20 06:40 am UTC (link)
	Organics are limited by hardware. Eventual non-functionality is a flaw in this hardware. We do not understand why you would desire this. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	antideath 2012-05-20 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	I can't die. [ ... erm - ] Well, I can? But it's not easy to keep me that way, and I don't age. I heal too fast. Rapid celluar regeneration. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	thehonking 2012-05-20 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	Aww, cheer up, sister. You got all these motherfuckers here with you. (Reply to this) (Thread)