video; | extremely late + will p. be turtle tagged after the weekend.
You're right; it's not going to be okay, and probably never will. But it will be better, as long as you don't let it all get to you. I know it's hard not to, but at the end of the day, you're left with a choice: Spend eternity dwelling on things you can't change or taking the time that you've been given to do something worthwhile.