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Tweak says, "Dinsdale!"

AAUAUOOUUGUUHHHH (painfeels) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2012-05-08 14:34:00

Entry tags:

aerith gainsborough, allen walker, cain, howard link, jade curtiss, karkat vantas, kira yamato, legion, painwheel, prospitian monarch, puck, rose tyler, touma kamijou, tyki mikk, wayward vagabond, yomi isayama, yuri lowell

voice; [REVERSE INTRO!]
[upon her arrival, Painwheel definitely had a little bit of an episode. she tore up that welcome basket and flipped her every shit available to be up-ended, and finally inspected the network a little once she calmed down and all the fear and irrational anger subsided—once she realized she's actually in control and she doesn't have to be such a fucking spaz.

it occurs to her, however, that she hasn't properly socialized in a very long time. she's probably bad at carrying on conversation. she also doesn't want to talk about herself. she doesn't want people to see her face. but she wants to know about the other criminals here. she wants to know people like she used to know people. they can't all be bad, right? ...RIGHT??

and so, she's been inspired to make this post!]

...Hello— [her voice is deep and worn, gravelly in its quality, like her vocal chords have been blown out a little.] My...name is Painwheel.

[she takes an unsteady breath in, and manages to push herself forward, a little.]

There's a lot of people here—people who've committed crimes... So I guess that's our common ground, as people... But that can't be it, right?

So...what do all of you enjoy? Who are you? I'd... like to know, I think.

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	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-09 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Sorta hard to figger. The number changes every week or so. Thank you. S'nice to meet you too. Where you from, Painwheel? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-09 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Really?? How? I'm from Maplecrest in Canopy Kingdom—or was, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-10 01:01 am UTC (link)
	We get new prisoners all the time and we lose some occasionally too. Canopy Kingdom? What planet's that on then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-10 05:19 am UTC (link)
	Oh...how strange. Is repentance just as arbitrarily decided? —And it's on Earth. Do you not have Canopy Kingdom? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-14 10:12 pm UTC (link)
	'm pretty sure they don't have any plans for repentance. S'all punishment and containment. [Nose wrinkling.] Sorry. No. Don't think so anyhow. Might be a different dimension. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-14 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	Is being sent back home not a reward? Yeah, that sounds...insane, but likely from the things I've heard so far. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-15 02:30 am UTC (link)
	Nobody gets sent home here. They get sent to storage. [it was a horrible truth she learned when Sentience took over.] Yeah we've got lotsa different dimensions and the like here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-16 12:58 am UTC (link)
	...Storage. That's interesting... I guess the chances of finding people from your home world are pretty slim... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-16 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Sorta varies? Lotsa people have friends from home here. I've got one, but then there's lotsa people who are on their own too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-16 04:30 am UTC (link)
	[a pause, then, thoughtfully:] I see... That's good to know. It might be for the best I'm on my own, for now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-17 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? Well there's lotsa people here willin' to help if you need anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-17 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	I've noticed...! So many people here are so nice... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-21 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	All stuck in the same situation. Most of us'd rather rely on each other than the AI imprisionin' us here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-24 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	That's understandable. It's so strange when I remind myself that this is a prison... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-24 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	Most days it doesn't seem much like one. I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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painfeels
2012-05-28 10:24 pm UTC (link)

It really doesn't. It's so strange. I guess not a ton of the people here are actually dangerous or truly insane, so maybe that's why they're treated well?

...It's like a different sort of entrapment altogether. I can't understand. I'm happy I'm not in the situation I was in back home, but... B-but I'm sick of being captured and held; I'm no one's belonging and that's sort of how this is starting to feel, the more I think about it.

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	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-29 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Seems like everyone's on their best behavior anyhow. [Rose is quiet, nodding a bit.] I can imagine. Guess that's the worst of it. Not bein' able to choose what happens to us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-29 03:11 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. That's how I feel. Helpless, but it's peaceful, so you can swallow it more easily. It's not the sort of violent, terrifying control that destroys you, so for that much I'm grateful... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; mightbelate 2012-05-29 04:12 am UTC (link)
	Guess we've all got some sorta reason to swallow it more easily. [Hers is the Doctor] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	voice; painfeels 2012-05-29 05:51 am UTC (link)
	Hopefully... (Reply to this) (Parent)

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