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Allelujah/Hallelujah Haptism (differentside) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2012-01-10 01:57:00

Entry tags:

:action, akito/agito/lind wanijima, allelujah haptism, buffy summers, cloud strife (ff7), ibram gaunt, katherine pierce, michael trinity, tieria erde

[Action]
[It's been a while since he went all out on a practice like this, but it's about time.]

[Allelujah's in the dojo, throwing a flurry of punches and kicks at the training dummies. He's got his knuckles wrapped - it seems those sweatbands on his arms are good for more than one thing - and there's a constant 'thud' of impact as he tries to push away his frustration into the practice.]

[The style's not elegant, but it's simple and effective. He varies it a little bit, switching from punches to kicks on various targets on the dummy, and he moves around it a little, but otherwise he's focused on beating the crap out of whatever he's imagining on the dummy's fabric.]

[He does stop briefly every so often for water, though, which is probably a good time for anyone who's come to investigate the noise to try to talk to him.]

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sky_shark
2012-01-10 08:55 am UTC (link)

It won't help.

[The words are quiet, as if knowing from experience. Lind's stayed out of sight most of the time, just watching Alle, but during one of those breaks he speaks up. If Alle looks around, he'll spot the original resting idly against the wall, almost hidden by the shadows except for his eyes, which stand out in the dark.

Lind can guess what's bothering Allelujah, and since Akito's distracted lately, he may as well check up on the older MPD for him]

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differentside
2012-01-10 11:03 pm UTC (link)

... I know.

[He turns and looks at Lind, wiping some sweat off his forehead. He's tried not to make any sort of mention of it to the others, but of course they knew. He just didn't want to say it.]

It's just... unfair. The whole thing... both here and there.

[He had hoped, in this small and limited space, he could make a good world for her - a world without fighting or hate or pain. But back there... there's so many things. He can't protect her from all of them.]

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sky_shark
2012-01-11 12:29 am UTC (link)

Life isn't fair, whether you're fighting or running. [It's not curt, just a simple statement of fact.

He watches Alle carefully, wondering] But perhaps one day it will be better. You have a better chance of that than others. [Himself, specifically. Lind's almost envious of what Alle had, but he's wise enough to not let it show. But he wonders if Alle believes that things will be better in his world]

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	differentside 2012-01-11 06:10 am UTC (link)
	I know that, too. [He sighs, and nods at that statement. That's the whole reason he joined Celestial Being.] It will. Even if it's not the perfect world for us, we can make it a better world for people in the future. No one should be used like we were. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sky_shark 2012-01-11 06:14 am UTC (link)
	[He nods understanding at that. It's a good cause] So long as you have hope. Depression doesn't do anyone any good. [Oh how hypocritical he is, but it's true still. Now if he could just make himself believe that] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	differentside 2012-01-11 06:17 am UTC (link)
	[... He folds his arms and smiles slightly at him. Yeah, no, Lind. He's not fooled.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sky_shark 2012-01-11 06:20 am UTC (link)
	[Wasn't expecting him to be. But that's okay] Not all of us can have that. [He's working on it. Akito's kind of wearing him down. But without hope, it's hard] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	differentside 2012-01-12 12:07 am UTC (link)
	I disagree. If I can have it, you can, too. [Come on, little brother. :3] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sky_shark 2012-01-12 01:54 am UTC (link)
	My situation isn't as simple as yours. [He's kind of amused, and maybe a tiny bit interested. He's wondering whether Alle can find some way to change his mind. He doubts it] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	differentside 2012-01-12 06:18 am UTC (link)
	It's not, that's true. And I don't know all of it. But I believe in you. All of you. I know you'll find a way to make things work in your world, as well as here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sky_shark 2012-01-12 06:22 am UTC (link)
	[That...his eyes narrow the slightest bit. No. Don't talk to him about making things work here. They never will] Perhaps for the others. But what makes you think I care to try? [He refuses to be hurt again. He's only a shadow of Gazelle. Even if Kaito returns, he will never get what he wants now that she's been here. His world is gone] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	differentside 2012-01-12 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	Because even if you don't, I'll make things work for you. You're as much of a part of this strange little family as your brothers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sky_shark 2012-01-13 12:45 pm UTC (link)
	[He laughs bitterly at that] No one can make it work. Not the way I want it to. [Oh if only...but he's never been one to ask for help] And I don't need- ['don't deserve'] -family. People just bring me down. [They hurt him and tear apart what he has. It's a thought he can't get rid of, not for long] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	differentside 2012-01-14 04:47 pm UTC (link)
	Then I'll do whatever I can to make things as close to it as possible. [... Oh Lind.] Even if you don't need it, we're still here for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sky_shark 2012-01-15 03:09 am UTC (link)
	Good luck with that. [Close doesn't cut it with him. Also when did this become about him? As for that...he can't answer it. He doesn't deserve any fo this, but with what Akito, and even Agito to a degree, have done for him...no, he can't answer. All he can do is look away] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	differentside 2012-01-15 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	Mm. [He considers him for a minute. This is so awkward... but he feels like he should do something.] Hey. Do you want to go get something to eat with me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sky_shark 2012-01-17 01:38 am UTC (link)
	[The topic change surprises him a little, but...well, he won't say no. He probably needs to eat anyway] Sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	differentside 2012-01-17 09:04 pm UTC (link)
	All right. Let's find somewhere to get a bite. [He's a little sore from working out. No energy for making food himself.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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