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Zero Kiryuu (instrumented) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-09-15 23:04:00

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kitty pryde (aoa), mikaela hyakuya, obi, yuuichiro hyakuya, yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

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[The video is short and to the point, but he thought he would alert anyone who might want to know.]

I've recently taken over the maintenance work of the stables. If anyone ever needs something in those regards, just let me know. My name is Zero.

[He pauses before deciding to add in something else- ]

You may have already seen him on the network today, but my son is here. His name is Ren, and looks very similar to me- [ah. maybe he should also mention the more elusive family member ~~who's much less sociable and polite~~] -as well as Ichiru, my twin who's also here. Although it's fairly easy to tell us apart.

shopping;
[As it is, the Kiryuu-Kuran residence - now with its fifth member - consumes a rather lot of food. Meaning, even though Zero stops by both the convenience store and Bull's Eye often enough, there's always a reason to go. Maybe even more so when they have Mika and Yuu over. He doesn't mind it, though; cooking for others is something he's come to like. He looks forward to doing so with both Ai and Ren.

. . .and speaking of the two, they're both with Yuuki at the moment. Of course he would've liked to join them, but he'll take on the task of preparing for the big dinner they'll be having tonight, as suggested by his son.

Feel free to find him among any of the aisles, his cart steadily filling up.]

shooting range;
[It's a bit after he dropped the groceries off at the apartment. No matter how frequent he comes here, he'll never like how the "ammunition" are made of foam, of all things. Granted, he's adapted fairly well to it. So much so that he hits the target more often than not. . . a major difference compared to how flawless he is with real bullets (or arrows, at any given time). Every now and again the trajectory ends up veering off. It's nothing new, but still irksome.

Maybe he could try and add more weight to them somehow. There has to be some kind of way, while still leaving them as harmless as they already are. Regardless, he'll continue.]

ice rink;
[Zero has only more recently come to the rink; within maybe the past week. For whatever the reason he hadn't thought much about it. Opposed to the other sports he engages in, this is more relaxing. He glides around easily. It's been years since he last was able to, yet it seems he's a regular at it, effortless.]

Yuuki;
[At some point he got a call from Yuuki, asking what he was up to. Seemingly Ai had abducted Ren for the rest of the afternoon. Zero continues to skate until she shows up. She's more than welcome to put a pair on to come join him, but it's up to her.]

So they ran off without you, huh?

[Teasing.]

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	[Closed] trappedinresin 2016-09-17 02:18 am UTC (link)
	Well you helped out during my pregnancy all of the-- [A pause, before glancing back up to him and blinking] What do you last remember from home again? [Is he... really from so far back? She has to ask before she can really get into answering him in regards to Aidou.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] instrumented 2016-09-17 02:23 am UTC (link)
	[?] It had been about a month after he had given his heart to the furnace. [Obviously he knows he doesn't need to comment on how he probably shouldn't have told her; at least not so soon. But he couldn't lie. It was a part of her future, too.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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trappedinresin
2016-09-17 08:16 am UTC (link)

[... That's right. It had been so soon after everything. While there's a small frown, the fact that he's been within his ice tomb for so long, now, is certainly something she's had to grow used to. She'll never be comfortable with it all, but while the pain never truly goes away, she can talk of those events when she must.

There's no use pretending what happened never did.]

Oh... so Zero probably doesn't know anything about Aidou and Yori-chan's relationship...

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	[Closed] instrumented 2016-09-17 03:46 pm UTC (link)
	[He'd be glad to hear that that's the way she feels. For her to never fully be at peace with that is only a given. No matter how much Zero wishes he could take away her heartache in its entirety. Right now, though, he seems a little confused.] Their relationship. . .? I don't recall them ever really speaking with or hanging around one another. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] trappedinresin 2016-09-17 03:55 pm UTC (link)
	[With a charmed grin she beams up at him.] Well I'm happy to announce that has certainly changed over time! And that in fact, Aidou finally just proposed to Yori-chan! They're going to get married! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] 1/3 instrumented 2016-09-17 07:55 pm UTC (link)
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	[Closed] 2/3 instrumented 2016-09-17 07:58 pm UTC (link)
	[Wait, what?] Married??? When did they even become friends? When did they start seeing each other like that? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	[Closed] 3/3 instrumented 2016-09-17 08:00 pm UTC (link)
	[While he's clearly baffled, he seems happy all the same. It's incredible to think about.] Although I suppose I can really see Wakaba being able to put up with how- [UM] fussy he can be. Good for them, then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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trappedinresin
2016-09-17 08:22 pm UTC (link)

I'm glad for them too! They deserve to be happy together. Yori-chan had been patiently trying to wait for the day when he would.

[It's so cute and she's truly elated, and it's clear.]

Yori-chan set to helping Aidou-senpai sort through Kaname's old records and notes. [She hums...] Our personal records and library is rather extensive, as well as whatever he's gone through outside of it. [It's a lot to explain] Kaname had a number of theories, formulas and research on a cure for vampirsim. But the problem is that much of it is incomplete, and requires technology that we don't yet have developed functionally at home.

[Her thoughts on some of it all are mixed, but she's only needing to give the facts right now.]

Anyhow, they spent a bunch of time together there, and while she's busy and working, much of it all goes to helping aid him still, as well.

[Yuuki's just glad that she's been able to see her more in the past, although perhaps that will have to slow down for a while now, too.]

You should see her. She's become so beautiful and mature. It's no wonder that Aidou is so love-struck.

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instrumented
2016-09-17 08:43 pm UTC (link)

Why was she waiting? [Was he not ready, or too nervous, or—? Sorry, he has to ask you, Yuuki.]

A cure. . . That makes it sound like they're making being a vampire out to be some kind of disease. If that happens, I wonder if the individual would lose their memories.

[Although he isn't positive on how he feels about it. Maybe just in a general sense. If the comment about it states that there's little that the present science capabilities, then it has to be something that is quite different than the only other way of purebloods being able to turn a vampire human at the cost of their own life.

That begs the question, though, again in regards to Aidou and Yori: ]

On the opposite side, though. . . is she looking to become a vampire?

[He can kind of see both sides, but also is unsure.]

He sounds very dedicated. Although we all know how devoted he was towards Kuran. Being able to continue with his work is something that sounds very like Aidou.

[All of that aside, though, to see Yuuki smiling in such a way is something he's been longing for, for some time now.]

I'm sure she is. And it's great to hear, too. They deserve to be happy.

[a beat] How about the others? Anything new with them?

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trappedinresin
2016-09-17 08:58 pm UTC (link)

[There's so much to respond to, and she fumbles for a moment with where to start first. After some hesitation, she decides to simply pick a point and plow forward.]

I dislike that it's being treated as somewhat of a disease. Actually- [Funny he should say that] The existence of vampires is commonly known now. But most vampires still do not reveal who and what they are to humans for obvious reasons. The media and government of course is treating what we are as though we have an illness that needs curing, as well.

[While she's glad that it's not entirely a secret anymore, she's not really satisfied with where things are at for the moment.]

As for Aidou, well, he--

[She glances away, feeling a little uncomfortable finally. It's not exactly easy to talk about.]

For some reason, due to the fact that he takes pride in... serving beneath me, as he puts it, he didn't... want to get married before me, or some such nonsense...

[But well-- she can't force herself to marry simply so that he can, either. Her voice has certainly fallen to a murmur. Ahem-- ]

Yori-chan hasn't asked me any such thing though. Apparently, although I only heard such from you, Aidou has been asking her the same thing. [Gaze shifting forward again, her blows knit.] Of course I'm... tossed. I would like to spend all of my years with Yori-chan and the people I most love. If she asked me and it was her wish, I would certainly change her.

[She doesn't want to lose her.]

But only time will tell. As for the others, they seem happy as well. Everyone is busy in their own way. I tend to see Ruka-san perhaps more than anyone else, and she's always happy to visit with both myself and Ai.

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instrumented
2016-09-17 09:14 pm UTC (link)

It's publicly known already? [He seems surprised] That feels very fast, even though I know it was bound to happen at some point. Although for vampires to keep quiet based on personal choice is understandable. The disease part does sound a little ridiculous. Are they going to take what the vampires feel about it in consideration?

[He can't really see it. Even he has stated that, given the option, he wouldn't choose to become a human again. That's just the way he feels; he's come to accept himself.]

I see. I guess that's something that can still come with time. Still, it's comforting to know that both of you are well taken care of.

[Even if in comparison Yori's lifespan is far more precious.

He watches her for several moments in silence as she continues. Once again is she so easy to read.

He stalls. Wait a minute—] Before you. . .?

[There's something more to that at the tip of his tongue. Is it too soon to ask?

. . .Maybe a little bit more. After they reach their apartment.]

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trappedinresin
2016-09-17 10:17 pm UTC (link)

Does the government ever take into consideration how vampire society feels?

[In a way, she feels that's half the problem. Certainly they have their own issues and pride to work through. But she doesn't pretend to think that treating them as though they are diseased, or some highly parasitic being helps tensions. It only makes it more tense, which causes more problems for all of them.

The start of a question, though, draws her gaze back to him. She has an idea of what he'd like to ask, but... well-- she'll start with something else to begin.]

. . . Things have been complicated recently, Zero.

[She frowns]

Recently tensions have been high. A lot of it is due to those same selfish individuals who claim reverence and yet act out. [She glances up at him] Because people disapprove of the shared bond between us, there have been those who have targeted you out of arrogance.

[It's ridiculous, and it makes her blood boil all over again to think of it. Zero is not the tainted or dirty one. Those idiotic monsters don't know anything.]

Dissidents even went so far as to target Yori, simply out of frustration because their true target is too difficult of an opponent. [And that had been what caused her to nearly lose her composure. That some would go so far simply because she had no interest in finding a pureblood lord.]

. . . After that, we both agreed that for the time being, until tensions cool, that we'll only meet occasionally at one of the benches at Cross Academy. For the sake of each other and for the people we care about, it's the only option at this time if we want to maintain peace.

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instrumented
2016-09-17 10:45 pm UTC (link)

[Ah. That really is all too true.] So everything really has only continued to grow more complex and trying from that day. It's no surprise.

[One of his hands balls into a fist. Is it that much of a commonplace for him to be attacked, then? Or ore like attempted. He hates that Yori is caught up in this.]

I can see plenty of hunters also disagreeing, albeit not trying to stir anything up. [He hopes?] There was already plenty of that when it comes to how there's a vampire among them, and especially with how I'm to be president, even though they can acknowledge why I'm going to be in that position in the first place.

[He absolutely hates the idea of not being able to see her much, even if he understands the reasons. Just as much as he knows he'll abide by that decision between the two of them.

He falls silent when they reach their home. He can't sense anyone else inside at the moment. Again he pauses, his hand upon the door knob. A breath expelled to give him another moment to reconsider.

Which he doesn't need - can't find himself able - to.]

What about me? [He (finally) starts, quiet, however not looking to her just yet.] Have I kept the promise I made to you in this place, regardless of everything that's been happening back home? . . .Have I been able to be there with you, and not leave you?

[Please, please tell him that he has.]

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trappedinresin
2016-09-18 12:02 am UTC (link)

[When his hand touches the knob she expects him to open it immediately. Instead he pauses, and she stumbles to a halt. Her gaze focuses on his hand, before trailing up to his face, hidden beneath the fringe of his bangs.

What he's asking, coupled with the anxiousness in his voice, tugs at her heart. He's truly worried about what part he's played in her life, and the effect it's had upon her.

Studying him for only a moment more, she reaches out to grasp one of his arms.]

Zero...

[With a gentle tug she prompts him to turn around and face her, her opposite hand lifting to settle upon his other arm too. Forcing him to look at her, she smiles.]

What are you talking about?

[What a precious person he is.]

Through no fault of Zero's, I struggle with various emotions at times. I worry... because despite how important you must realize you are to me, there are some weights that still rest upon my shoulders.

[And they will always weight her down. They've certainly lessened, but some are tied to her. But while they are there...]

When I struggle through those low moments, you've always been there, helping to carry and pull me through. Even not all that long ago... in my confusion as to why you still choose to remain at my side, despite all the flaws I carry, I told you something similar to what I said here in the past. If you ever wanted to leave me, I would understand. [Even though it would destroy her heart. She can't afford to be selfish with this person.]

But do you know what you told me...?

[Her smile is faintly amused, but soft as she tugs him down to her, eyes meeting his so that she can rest her forehead against his own.]

You said to me that it was impossible. 'Something like that is out of the question...' You said.

[She shakes her head]

You were coming over so often, even in the face of criticism and all your work, that I was the one who had to tell you that for now, we have to stop such things until things calm down. [She rubs her hands upon his arms, as though to shake some sense into him.]

Don't you see? You haven't once faltered upon that promise. Not even a little.

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instrumented
2016-09-18 12:35 am UTC (link)

[Yet he's been the one to worry just as well. In the past; now; whatever the future may be like. Even if he would push on, were she not a part of his life, he's not sure how he could even cope with it. He's left her before. In the past there was such a great deal of distance between them, which, even though technically it wasn't a great deal of time, it felt like years. He couldn't possibly do such a thing again. He isn't that strong.]

You do have a lot weighing you down. I know that. [There is no judgement within those words.] And how. . . you're not ready for certain things. [Us] I'm positive that you must have heard those words plenty of times in the past few years which you now remember. But you're right. It's impossible. I could never leave you.

[He draws nearer as well. More quietly. One of his arms moves, anyway, to gently wrap around her, his eyes closing. The only time she has ever really displayed this sort of gesture - here - has been the times where the Wardens were involved. To a degree.]

. . .I love you more that I could ever put into words. [He very faintly smiles.] I'm sorry; I know it's hard for you to hear it aloud, even though you already know so, via my blood. I know you're not ready for me to say it. But I need to. I've wanted to for so long.

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trappedinresin
2016-09-18 12:07 pm UTC (link)

[It's funny how something like an embrace can convey all of one's feelings. No words are actually needed, and neither does she need to see his face to feel the extent of his feelings.

Those three words so readily escape his lips when they're together. She cherishes them, loves them, and feels guilty over them, when, despite how very much she loves him in turn she can't yet commit to a relationship. Not only because of the state of society, but because she loves and cherishes him so much.

In response to the tightening of his embrace, her own arms wrap around him in turn, and she holds him close. This dear person...]

You already show me that, and so much more so than with words. [He doesn't have to say it. She already knows. But she appreciates and cherishes what he does say and do for her. With a widening smile she wraps her arms around his neck and pulls him down, before gently patting his head.]

There, there. You worry too much. It's all right, Zero. [Comforting and gently.] I understand your feelings well, so don't fret. And you should know my own feelings too. [It goes without being said.] Thank you for caring about me so much.

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instrumented
2016-09-18 11:26 pm UTC (link)

[At the least he understands those reasons. Sometimes he finds himself feeling selfish and impatient, but is just as quick to feel guilty afterwards. Because she's right. He does know so very well of how she truly feels. So although she can't speak those exact words to him in turn, to a point, she doesn't need to.

Someday, though. He knows they'll come.]

I just need you to know. Even though you already do, and just how much.

Mm. Always.

[The words are quiet as he allows his head to drop down for a moment to rest his forehead upon her shoulder. The arm he has around her tightens a little as well.

At some point he manages to pull away from her again. Now that they're back inside, he looks to her, having recalled something from earlier.]

Maybe you should rest for a bit.

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trappedinresin
2016-09-18 11:57 pm UTC (link)

I will.

[And in fact as she says so she moves forward to the couch and lowers herself upon one of the cushions, although she indicates for him to take a seat along side her.]

I'm dizzy and it leaves my stomach feeling half-way sick. [Which probably isn't normal for a pureblood. She's sure it has to be the affects of the dimensional stabilizer, though. Regardless, she's happy to sit down.]

How strange. [She peeks back up at him, and despite how she's feeling, amusement clearly dances across her face mischievously.] I've always wanted this sort of thing before, and now we're in the only place where I can get it.

Zero... [Her eyes lift up to his and she looks somehow triumphant.] Considering the gap and difference in our ages now, I think you should call me 'Oneesama'.

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	[Closed] instrumented 2016-09-19 12:04 am UTC (link)
	The bonuses of not being human anymore, right? [Teasing. Mostly. She certainly was ill from time to time back then.] Hopefully it passes soon enough. [He isn't expecting for the invite, but of course joins her. . . .but then blinks to her proclamation. Which then leads to a flat expression.] Well congratulations. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] trappedinresin 2016-09-19 12:07 am UTC (link)
	'Congratulations, Oneesama~!' [He has to say it properly.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] instrumented 2016-09-19 12:15 am UTC (link)
	[nnnnnnn . . .Honestly, he could pull the card of her never calling him 'oniisama', but then again, that was Kuran's place. Even despite, yes, Yuuki also saw him as family.] You're relentless. [FINE] Congratulates, Oneesama. On finally being the old[. . .er] one. Now commit it to memory, because I won't say it again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] trappedinresin 2016-09-19 06:14 am UTC (link)
	[She pokes him in the cheek for the old comment.] Don't spoil the moment. [Because she's going to remember this for sure. But she's not done teasing yet.] EHEE~! But what to do with a younger Zero, I wonder? Don't worry, I can look after you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] instrumented 2016-09-19 06:23 am UTC (link)
	[He swats at her hand for that.] Too bad. The spoiling can't undo itself, imouto. [Whoops, it slipped!] Don't you dare baby me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Closed] trappedinresin 2016-09-19 06:51 am UTC (link)
	[How dare he destroy her new found joy! Reaching out with both hands she grabs his cheeks and pulls.] I'm only looking out for you. Don't be such a difficult child. There's such a huge age difference between us now. Respect your elders. [The age difference is only six or seven years but you know.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)