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Kamui (kittenisangry) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2016-05-18 18:10:00

Entry tags:

kamui, suzaku kururugi, yuuki kuran

[action] Day 376 - Open
[ After searching the entire dome for Subaru, signs of Subaru, signs of Seishirou, and signs of Fuuma -- and finding none of them -- Kamui gave up temporarily and found somewhere to live.

Today, he grudgingly ventures out for things which will be useful. He can be found looking for clothes in the Row, since he's still wearing his orange jumpsuit. Or maybe he's in the Pet Cafe, collecting his cat (little grey girl with big green eyes).

Much later, he's lurking near the Defense Force, appearing as though he's looking for someone.

And finally, since there's blood freely available, no one will mind if he takes the Convenience Store's complete supply, right? Right. He has a few nice, big bags. ]

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	kittenisangry 2016-05-19 04:41 pm UTC (link)
	[ ... softer. ] You are different from before. What is it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-05-19 04:47 pm UTC (link)
	I. [ His mouth is so dry. He blinks, and pushes that away. ] I did something horrible before coming here. I don't know - when I was from, before, but. [ He's not good at forgiving, actually forgiving. Especially himself. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kittenisangry 2016-05-19 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	[ Slight head tilt. He really knows nothing about Suzaku's life from before the prison. It had never been important to him. ] What was it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

whiteknightmare
2016-05-19 05:04 pm UTC (link)

[ Suzaku. Tries.

But after a moment, he sighs, shaking his head. ]

I'm sorry, it's too much for me to explain just now. Maybe later?

[ Most of the time, these days, he can give information about that fight. And its consequences. He sounds calm and steady, almost toneless. But right now, thinking about them all, he can't reach that place in his mind which can get the words out.

He made it clear it was his fault, right? Right? He should look up to make sure Kamui remembers that. Okay, he can manage that. (Even if his eyes are haunted.) ]

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	kittenisangry 2016-05-19 07:29 pm UTC (link)
	[ A little fussed the human can't/won't tell him at the moment, but puts it aside. But the "I did something horrible" statement doesn't really seem to affect him. It was before Suzaku came to the prison, it wasn't to anyone he knows, so.... he doesn't see a reason to care too much? ] How long until you go on patrol? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-05-20 04:45 am UTC (link)
	[ Fair enough. Suzaku relaxes a little as the topic shifts, and this time the smile is just a little better. ] Almost an hour? We can go have something to eat, even. [ He wasn't going to, but why not. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kittenisangry 2016-05-20 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	[ Stiffens a little. Of course. ] I am a vampire. [ So his eating might spoil your appetite...? ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-05-30 10:41 am UTC (link)
	[ Oh. Oh? Suzaku's mind skitters for a moment. Banks of blood where food is offered in the stores. He's not actually worked through that part of socializing here. But. By Kamui's reaction, he makes a guess. ] You prefer to... feed in private? We can go for a walk. Or - how did we spend time together, before? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kittenisangry 2016-05-31 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	[ For some reason, that is an even more awkward question. ] We... talked. Sometimes. [ Usually the human had approached him to be ridiculous (trans: nice) at him. But the "walk" idea gives Kamui and idea. ] Come. [ Turns toward the door. ] I mean... come, please. [ Yay, manners. Subaru would be proud of him. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-05-31 07:21 pm UTC (link)
	[ Oh, Suzaku can - and will - be nice. He's just a little uncertain. He almost bites his lip as even that question leads to awkwardness, but then smiles a little as the idea seems to happen. ] Sure, yes. [ And the smile inches a little wider. ] Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kittenisangry 2016-05-31 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	[ Walks out of the headquarters building and keeps surreptitiously checking to make sure Suzaku is still there. He heads in the direction of Sector 4, and the small apartment complex there. ] You've been here a while? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-05-31 07:50 pm UTC (link)
	[ Suzaku's there. He's curios, among other things. It's been a while since he's been just plain curious. ] Several weeks. Don't know if that counts as a while, for you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kittenisangry 2016-05-31 07:57 pm UTC (link)
	[ Nods slowly. ] It does. Any time here feels like too long. You did not know of other worlds before this one? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-05-31 08:19 pm UTC (link)
	No, I didn't. [ Wait. ] Or maybe. Sort of. [ The Sword of Akasha was weird, okay? Suzaku really doesn't think it was in their world. On the other hand... ] Meeting people from other worlds, definitely not, however. [ Or so he thinks... ] Did you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kittenisangry 2016-05-31 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	Before I was brought here, I traveled to many different worlds. [ Hesitates before continuing. ] With my brother. [ Lets them in to an apartment on the top floor. Do you hear the tiny meowing, Suzaku? ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

whiteknightmare
2016-05-31 08:38 pm UTC (link)

Oh! [ Even if aware that the brother might not be there, Suzaku's smile is unfeigned, and yes, he can hear that. The conversation is more interesting for the moment, though. ] That must have been really interesting.

I can see how any time spent here would seem too long.

[ While Suzaku himself doesn't quite see it that way. He does deserve punishment, far worse than this place gives, and not being allowed back home has its benefits. Not to mention that he gets to spend more time with Euphie, which is no small bonus anywhere.

Even if Lelouch is here, now, it's still...

It's better than home. ]

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	kittenisangry 2016-05-31 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	[ The smile flusters Kamui and he looks off to one side. R, ridiculous human. ] I was with Subaru. That's all that mattered. [ Another reflexive mental scan for his twin's presence. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-06-01 04:22 am UTC (link)
	[ That, that he is. He really is. The smile wavers a little, however. That statement makes him think of Lelouch, and Nunally, and taking her away from him, twice now. He swallows. ] Was Subaru here when you were, before? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kittenisangry 2016-06-01 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	He came and disappeared more than once. [ Kamui's temper flares at that. ] The machine can't keep from losing him. [ Hisses, angry and bitter. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whiteknightmare 2016-06-01 08:01 pm UTC (link)
	Oh. [ Suzaku's eyes widen, then he looks down, reaching one hand to squeeze the other boy's shoulder, unfazed by the anger. ] I am sorry, Kamui. I hope if they bring him back again, they won't take him away from you anymore. [ Beat. ] Machine? Do you mean the Wardens and the Dome, or something back at home? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

kittenisangry
2016-06-02 02:31 am UTC (link)

[ T, takes a little comfort from that. Much is different about this Suzaku, but much is also the same, at heart. ]

The wardens. The computers which run this place. Who take the people important to you, as well, and return them altered, or not at all. [ He remembers some of that, though not their names, or really anything about them other than their fluctuations had upset Suzaku. ]

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	whiteknightmare 2016-06-19 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	[ Suzaku's eyes are downcast, but he nods. ] For now, they have returned to me someone lost forever, and I seem to be the one - I suppose altered would be close enough, to somebody else. I think it is easier for me to deal with it, when I have no expectations. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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