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[LORD] Tyki Mikk ([info]noahism) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2015-08-04 21:08:00

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Entry tags::4th wall, kitty pryde (aoa), spike, tyki mikk

[The video feed is very, very dark; the room is dimly lit by candles so old that trails of wax have encrusted them to their holders. But it reminds him of home. It's quiet and lonesome, the sound of tin and glass clinking before Tyki lowers himself into a seat at one end of a dark lacquered table. More like falls into it, with a bruise forming on his jaw and a sallow, nearly waxy complexion hidden behind grown stubble and thick rimmed glasses. Waking up with an integral part of your being forcibly removed and dealing with that sudden loss takes a lot out of a man; especially one who heavily relied on the balance to keep him... sane. The pleasure checkmated the guilt into submission time and time again and now it's just an aggravating mess and a sour taste left in his mouth.

His bar was just a slathering of salt into an open wound, though oddly deserved. He would've admitted that before, perhaps, but it still irks him to see his place taken over. No, no it was Greed's bar. Perhaps that's why it bothers him so much now-- because it was born on a human connection and that's all he has now. A pitiful human existence. He draws a tall bottle of wine close and fills a dented tin cup with it. No glitz, no glamor here. Just aches and pains, a miserable existence and a strangely human presence behind his dark eyes.]


You know who you are and what you did. [He drinks, tipping back his cup.

His voice is raspy and he drops the empty cup onto the table, slouching backward against the wall.]
Congrats. You won.

[And then he reaches forward to shut off the broadcasting feed.]



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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 02:28 am UTC (link)
[There's a long pause, but gloating and reveling is not part of it.]

Are you okay?

[Once upon a time she was an assassin. She'd have a target that needed to be eliminated for the greater good. One life or a handful in hopes of saving countless more. Each life she took, tore a piece of her away too, but she moved on each time. There were no nightmares, little guilt, and while it never felt good she didn't have the time or energy to devote to picking her choices apart. Action had to be taken. She took it. And then she moved on to the next thing. But here there is so much time and instead of taking lives she's cutting out pieces of people. First she shoved Spike's soul back inside him and now she took Tyki's noah. It didn't matter to her that she didn't act alone or that in neither case it was directly by her hand. She owned the weight of the actions and had almost limitless time to think about the repercussions of them. She knew and cared for the individuals she was inflicting pain upon. The fact that she had motivating reasons she still believed in didn't do much to offset the guilt of increasing their burdens.]

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 02:34 am UTC (link)
I told you what this would mean. [Threatened, more like, but it was always a threat laced with fear and venom because how could she not know or understand what it would mean to him? What the impact is that's settling into his bones right now, rubbing edges of his soul raw in ways he never wanted to experience. You should've killed him is all he can think in retort, pouring another cup of wine and fidgeting with a package of cigarettes.]

You went ahead with it. I don't think you deserve any answers to your questions, any absolving you of your guilt. If you have any.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 02:42 am UTC (link)
I did what I had to for the protection of all. [Which is not to say there's no guilt. There is. She never wanted it to come to this. She wanted him to control it on his own. She wanted better for all of them.]

You knew what would happen if you forced my hand too.

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 02:50 am UTC (link)
I thought you understood. [He pauses, sighing and lighting up.]

But again, your forced hand prefers torture to remedy. [Spike, now him, forced to endure the more human aspects of their souls. The guilt that stacks up after years of murder, years of pushing envelopes as far as they'd go. But his voice doesn't raise, it doesn't actually sound anything other than flat and stating facts with an airy, distant tone. He can't argue, he doesn't care enough right now.]

You do what you do.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 02:59 am UTC (link)
What remedy? Death isn't permanent. I don't have a cage that can hold you. Expecting you to live and let live wasn't working. What did you leave me with?

Tell me about this choice I had that I ignored so I could inflict pain, Tyki. Tell me how I'm the sadist here. I could use a laugh. [There won't be any laughter. She's not even really achieving anger here. It's her own mix of hurt, guilt, and frustration.]

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 03:06 am UTC (link)
Don't even, Kitty. You came up with the way to do the impossible, didn't you? Don't tell me you didn't choose this yourself. [Instead of making death permanent. Coming up with a way to hold him, a way just to suppress the limits of his powers. He tsks, clinking around a pair of dice on the tabletop with a dragged out sigh. How many times did he know she was thinking about what he would be like without his Noah, how many times did he threaten her for even implying its removal?]

Like I said, you won. You don't need to try and justify yourself.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 03:11 am UTC (link)
You're right. I don't. [Gritting her teeth a little. Why do all her relationships come to this? The tense, uneasy, strained things? Sucks to be the common denominator.] You probably won't be enduring it long.

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 03:18 am UTC (link)
That's what I hope. [He was here for so long, witnessing people come and go. It's actually quite nice to know the time's ticking down until he potentially vanishes himself.

If he's lucky.]
Any longer than a day and it could be troublesome.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 03:20 am UTC (link)
Troublesome how? [She has to ask even if she doesn't "deserve" the answers as he put it.]

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 03:47 am UTC (link)
The half dozen golems trapped in my chest will eventually grow hungry and want out.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 03:50 am UTC (link)
[...] What are you doing there? Get to the hospital! I'm sure they can do something.

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 03:52 am UTC (link)
I'd rather just get drunk over prodded, poked and cut open. [He won't heal so fast now, you see!]

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 03:55 am UTC (link)
I can't just reach in blindly and try pulling things out. Some of it is important. [But yes, she was thinking about it.] Just get drunk after they fix you.

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 04:00 am UTC (link)
If I'm drunk, they're drunk. Then perhaps they'll eat some of the less important bits for breakfast.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 04:09 am UTC (link)
If you get medical treatment then none of your bits get eaten. Go! [Yes, she's actually worried.]

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 04:29 am UTC (link)
Mmm, not looking forward to the punishment. [Because that's how it works around here still, right? Stupid punishments for daring to be hurt or endangered.]

Can't even feel them anymore, after a couple cups.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 04:33 am UTC (link)
There aren't as many punishments anymore anyway, but if it's that big of a problem then go to the clinic. Alex is a surgeon. I'm sure he'd be happy to cut you open.

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 04:34 am UTC (link)
Sorry, but I don't quite trust an anybody. [But he would've trusted you!]

Really, the drunker I get the more bearable it is. [He just likes screwing with your concern. It's... he likes it.]

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 05:03 am UTC (link)
Tyki, stop it, this is stupid. Are you in real danger here?

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 05:05 am UTC (link)
Like I said, it only really matters if I wake up here tomorrow.

Call me then, I'll update you on the progress.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-05 05:06 am UTC (link)
Fine. And I'm not calling you. You're just getting yourself medical care. [She'll probably call him.]

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[info]noahism
2015-08-05 07:09 pm UTC (link)
This is where you get mad and hang up on me, isn't it. [HOW many times have we been here?]

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-08 02:09 am UTC (link)
[Was it? Well, it's not going to be now.] Is that what you want?

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[info]noahism
2015-08-08 06:20 am UTC (link)
Feel free to imply it is so you can feel justified. But...

[Sigh.] Not particularly.

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[info]kitty_has_claws
2015-08-08 03:44 pm UTC (link)
Well, you haven't heard the click yet. [Do these even really click when you hang up? But she's also not sure what to say.]

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