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Sougo Okita » King of the Planet of Sadists (sadistfaction) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2014-12-26 22:35:00

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artemis crock, jack harkness, piper halliwell, sougo okita, ton phanan

DAY 303 ☠ VIDEO
[Oh what a weird day of curiosity and... maybe... talking about things? He has a hankering for it, anyway, oddly enough. And hey, why not? He could go to Deanna, especially since she has offered numerous times, but he felt the need to broadcast this.]

Is there anybody who is really good at life stuff? Maybe... I dunno. We don't got any grandmas or grandpas around, I don't think.

[Yes if there were any around he would assume they would know all sorts of life stuff.]

I know you don't wanna hear from an asshole like me, but hear me out. Somebody good at figuring out how to do life stuff, I got some questions.

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wraith_7
2014-12-30 12:57 pm UTC (link)

No. Anyone who says sithspit like that has no idea what they're talking about. In my experience suggestions like that are useless and annoying. I'm not an expert on turning things around because this is all pretty recent for me. [He's feeling unexpectedly forthcoming about all this today.] But being here, being removed from all the stuff in my life that was pulling me down, I think that helped the most. Also now I have an awesome and sexy prison girlfriend and that's a big improvent.

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	sadistfaction 2014-12-30 02:44 pm UTC (link)
	[Sougo listens quietly, then nods.] Glad this place is working out for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wraith_7 2015-01-02 04:21 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, lucky me. Not you though, huh? What's actually going on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2015-01-02 05:15 pm UTC (link)
	Did you know Lacus? She disappeared a while ago but was here a long time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wraith_7 2015-01-04 12:36 pm UTC (link)
	Sorry, no, I didn't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sadistfaction
2015-01-04 05:33 pm UTC (link)

It's okay. Like I said, she was here a long time... She was the best friend I had here. Aidan's my only other best friend here now, but even so...

[He pauses, still feeling super weird that he's even talking about any of this, but it feels natural to continue... which is the weird part.]

I lost my parents when I was little and my sis had to raise me as the little asshole kid that I was, and... still am. She got really sick and even though I paid for all her medical needs, I still lost her. I'm pretty sure the fact that this happened to her at all was my fault, because I was too busy being a selfish whiny asshole kid instead of helping her take care of herself like I should've, and because I left her to go become a cop. She could've done so many other things, made lots of friends, meet someone to marry, live a normal life, but she had to deal with me instead, and then I left her like an asshole to do something I'm not even happy to do. She was the nicest person you'd ever meet and always had a smile on her face no matter what.

Lacus was like that too. She was nice to everyone and always took care of me, comforting me and giving me affection all the time. Even after I was a huge asshole to her when I first got here, she was still always nice to me. And if it wasn't for her, I never would've been able to join the Defense Force. I was originally rejected, you know. She did all kinds of stuff for me, even played along with my whole sadistic bullshit and dressed up in costumes for me to play a hot masochistic bitch.

I miss that. I miss her, I miss my sister. I miss when I was little and had my sister and a best friend before someone else had got into the picture and took their attention away from me because he is better and cooler than a whiny asshole kid like me. Before he showed up, I was actually starting to be okay with life because just having my sister and my first best friend were that great. Just like I was starting to be okay with life here before Lacus was taken away from me.

I guess this is what life will always be like for me. Every time I think I'm getting comfortable and actually somewhat happy something or someone has to fuck it up.

Sorry for my long, boring sob story.

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wraith_7
2015-01-05 12:57 pm UTC (link)

Well let me start off by saying I like to think we are at the very least friends although we could go the mortal enemies route if that sounds more fun. And l don't mind the sob story.

Maybe my advice doesn't count for much because I don't take other people's well but you can't feel guilty about other lives. I've been telling my best friend that for a long time. Blaming yourself doesn't count for much since at the end of the day it's still their life. They made the choices in it. I don't know your sister but if she did all that for you she probably wouldn't think her dying way your fault.

This place is different and I won't pretend losing someone I really care about wouldn't mess me up. I don't have much helpful on that front, since I known how fast I'd fall apart if I lost certain people.

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	sadistfaction 2015-01-05 03:45 pm UTC (link)
	[He nods as he listens quietly, taking one main thing away from all that Phanan has said.] You really think of us as friends? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wraith_7 2015-01-05 04:07 pm UTC (link)
	Well obviously. Very few people here match my level of weirdness. I appreciate that about you. Although like I said the nemesis this is still an option mostly because I think that would be really fun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2015-01-05 05:27 pm UTC (link)
	[There's a little smile.] I like the mortal enemies option myself. It sounds really serious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wraith_7 2015-01-05 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	Plus it sounds like it would really annoy other people. And you have wronged me in the past after all. Very seriously. Or do you not recall the time you absconded with a sandwich meant for me that my girlfriend was bringing over? Wearing nothing but a trench coat, I might add. The girlfriend, not the sandwich. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2015-01-05 07:23 pm UTC (link)
	[Heh! He remembers that and is amused.] Well. You can't have it all. You got the hot girlfriend so it was only fair that I got your sandwich. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wraith_7 2015-01-06 12:22 am UTC (link)
	Yes but I could have had the hot girlfriend and the sandwich if it hadn't been for you. Consider your nemesis status official. I will only be retaliating in ways that disrupt the lives of other people here. You have been warned. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2015-01-06 01:54 am UTC (link)
	I was gonna offer to get you a replacement sandwich until I remembered that not getting you one would be more appropriate as a mortal enemy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wraith_7 2015-01-06 02:59 pm UTC (link)
	I hope you realize this means war. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sadistfaction 2015-01-06 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	Yes! [He makes a fist.] It is so on! (Reply to this) (Parent)

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