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seven of nine ([info]borg) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2014-01-13 10:31:00

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Entry tags:data, deanna troi, duo maxwell (au), helen magnus, jean-luc picard, kitty pryde (aoa), korra, mathieu carver, number one, seven of nine, spencer reid, spike, tieria erde, ton phanan, will riker

DAY 254 ✯ OPEN VIDEO.
[ you. what are you doing here? ]

Hiding, like you. [ except— wait. no. this isn't right. this was familiar, almost tangible as if it were a collection of memory engrams locked away behind a series of unbreakable, undetectable algorithms that had begun to break free of their restraints. she knew this place, but it wasn't right. this— was not right at all. she didn't belong here. it wasn't her fault. that which she stood accused of wasn't her fault. an individual should not have to answer for the collective's wrongdoings.

she went away, like some do — she understood that much. or maybe she was still on the equinox. perhaps she was hallucinating. firm, unwavering in her stance, she'd been willing to perish instead of becoming what ransom and his crew had become. she wanted no part in any of it. she resisted. but he was trying to force her hand, made the doctor—

standing up, only dimly aware of the headset, of the feed, seven draws her hand across her temple and the metallic, ocular implant that's a stark contrast against pale skin and loose, bright blonde hair. she's intact, and an awkward, uncharacteristic clearing of her throat tells her that her auditory processor is operating under normal parameters. her voice is her own, controlled by her own will and not that of a hologram devoid of ethical subroutines.

only then, when she's certain that speaking will produce words and not song, does she address the dome directly. ]


My designation is Seven of Nine, Tertiary Adjunct of Unimatrix 01. I will not comply.



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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 02:59 am UTC (link)
That's one thing you learned. And never to try to predict how many rules a Captain of the Enterprise will break to stop you.

[ First Contact. His own rescue of Picard. Predictable humans acting unpredictably. Riker only followed the tactical rulebook when following it was a tactic in his own right. She has some clarity; he guides her back to a personal question. ]

What would be the function of Unimatrix Zero-One?

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 03:07 am UTC (link)
Never underestimate the number of rules my captain will uphold in the process of accomplishing the same.

[ kneejerk, as if snapping back at the borg queen for speaking ill of her ship, her captain. where picard was unpredictable, janeway was lethal. a clear distinction between unique and threat. ]

Your question is irrelevant.

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 03:23 am UTC (link)
[ My captain. My captain. Searching transforms into understanding, and he breaks into a grin simply because the realisation surprises him. She's the Borg from all those reports, and her captain - the one who would never break the Prime Directive if her life depended on it (especially if her life depended on it) - was one Admiral Kathryn Janeway. Will Riker knew that name; he knew the names of every Commander that had made Admiral before he accepted his own promotion, and she was one of them; Shelby was another.

His smile focuses back in on itself, lips pressing into a line before he speaks again. His eyes still shine, taking the edge of his hard lines and defiance.
]

You remember your Captain. Do you remember your ship?

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 03:31 am UTC (link)
Yes. [ to both. her captain and the ships, both voyager and — she sings, her voice crisp, clear, and bright as a bell; perfectly in tune, just as a borg-tuned auditory processor ought to be. ]

The maid was in the garden, hanging out the clothes when down came a blackbird and nipped off her nose. [ the next line she speaks, images of the doctor looming over her, cheerfully attempting to extract the information ransom required from her. ] They sent for the king's doctor, who sewed it on again. He sewed it on so neatly, the seam was never seen.

[ again she reaches up to touch her metal-tipped fingers to her ocular implant as if suddenly wanting to be twice as sure she wasn't torn apart at the seams, her inner components bare for all to see. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 03:39 am UTC (link)
[ Unhelpful. But he had a better idea now of what he was dealing with. ]

You have a beautiful singing voice. Has anyone ever told you that?

[ Probably not. He presses straight on. ]

Voyager. Is that where you were? Where they took you from?

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 04:32 am UTC (link)
[ a slow, sharp nod is all he receives by way of an answer. the doctor told her all the time, but the doctor... ]

No. I was on the Equinox. [ it's coming back to her like a flood, and at least recent memory of there is getting clearer. as for her memories of here, those are still clouded, lost the fog. ] They were trying to hurt them, the entities. I took the ship's relays offline, encrypted them. They couldn't break the through sequence, and I refused to surrender it. He was attempting to extract it.

[ he being the doctor, because he'd been violated in much the same way ransom was forcing him to violate her. seven's felt moments of what's as close to hatred as she's capable of getting for the borg and for her parents and their foolishness, but now she feels it for this other captain. this corrupt man who harvested innocent beings for selfish gain, who went against everything her captain and crew stood for. she could almost pity him for what he'd become — almost. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 04:47 am UTC (link)
Tell me more about the Equinox. The very last thing you remember. About him. Anything that comes to you.

[ It had been lost. The stories had all come back, one line reports on relevant things, they all passed under his nose, and he relayed anything useful among them where they were needed. That was his job. He didn't remember the details because he didn't look into them, and as fascinating as Janeway's logs probably were, he neither had the time, nor - for some of them - the clearance. He was much more concerned with the Romulans.

But that wasn't what he was asking. He could see that the conversation was unwinding some parts of her confusion, and naturally he was attempting to help.
]

They were hurting you. [ He'd been there himself. They'd tried to rip the thoughts straight out of his mind. This had become almost personal. ]

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 05:16 am UTC (link)
Yes. [ she didn't blame the doctor. it wasn't his fault. just like the things she did as a mindless drone weren't her fault, either. ] My cranial infrastructure is complex. A futile attempt. They did not succeed.

[ or had they? perhaps this was a result of that, vivid hallucinations of the enterprise crew and a prison born of guilt. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 02:26 pm UTC (link)
[ He wonders if she can feel entirely sure of that himself. When they'd been trying to extract sensitive information from his own mind, the illusion that had been created was the most complex he'd ever known. But even that had been broken by moments of such extreme disorientation he didn't know what was real any more. If she felt anything like he had, she'd have to ask if this was real at all--he already had no less than half a dozen times. And if she did, he might lose her. ]

Where are you? Local features? Buildings, gardens?

[ This was a terrible idea, but he reassured himself that if he was unarmed then so was she. ]

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 03:46 pm UTC (link)
[ seven turns, the feed swiveling along with her. trees, sculptures, both elaborate and not — she knows this place, knows exactly where she is. she can't say how or why, for the fog in her head has yet to clear. ]

Sector 4. Quatro Park.

[ she's dangerous; stronger, faster, smarter with enhanced senses and a circulatory system full of nanoprobes. dangerous, but not a threat. not right now. the starfleet officers in command red she would do harm to don't include commander riker. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 04:08 pm UTC (link)
[ Her confidence struck him as unusual, but it wasn't beyond the realms of possibility, was it, that she'd absorbed that information from the Collective as much as she had his name. He began to move; he'd begun to understand the order of the sectors, all he'd have to do was find the park once he got there. ]

I'm in Sector 3; I'll be with you shortly.

[ He couldn't move as quickly as she could, but he kept his word, backing through the sculptures to find the ones that had appeared in her video before he turned and spotted her. She was taller than he'd expected, but there was that Borg rigidness about her posture that made her instantly recognizable despite the orange jumpsuit. He experienced a brief rush of fearful anticipation, missing his phaser already, took a deep breath, and stepped out to meet her. ]

Seven of Nine? It's Commander Riker. [ Way to be redundant, Will. ]

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 05:19 pm UTC (link)
[ from this angle, she appears deceptively human, unbound blonde locks obscuring the implant that rests just below her ear. but when she turns towards him and moves out from behind the hedge that rested between them, the inhuman qualities come into view. the implant above an eye that's not really an eye at all, the exoskeletal plating encasing one hand, disappearing up into her sleeve. her body was riddled with various other visible implantations, most of which were usually covered by the skintight sheath she wore that both nourished and protected her skin. it was less of a necessity than it had been in her early days of liberation, but something she felt most comfortable in aboard voyager.

in contrast, this jumper itches and is already irritating her sensitive skin. she can feel it rubbing unpleasantly against the areas where implants disappear beneath green and grey, distorted skin. ]


Commander.

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 05:44 pm UTC (link)
[ If the simple addition of mechanical implants to a human body shook him, he wouldn't get along very well in 24th century life. Borg tech, on the other hand, had a certain unmistakeable configuration, a structure that he knew was borne out of mechanical perfection, not constructed by any mortal hand. He didn't falter, though he could feel every inch of the familiar prickle of discomfort in his nerves. They'd never met, but he recognised the arrangement on her face now, as though it were lifted from a picture he'd looked over only once; a memory tucked away among too many others. If only he'd paid more attention.

He'd be fine. He'd expected her to be Borg; he hadn't expected her to be so human, and his acceptance of those qualities came next. She'd served on Voyager, she'd been a drone before that. He could ask direct questions.
]

Update?

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 06:44 pm UTC (link)
[ when looked at through federation-tinted glasses, especially those who wear the enterprise variety, it's easy to see seven as something fearful, even when a good portion of her outward appearance is startlingly human. (her insides are another story.) those who gazed upon her with apprehension would likely find it hard to believe she was the same young woman who played kadis-kot with naomi wildman, who accompanied the young child on adventures through flotter's holographic forest, that samantha wildman left her daughter in the drone's care, that naomi knows she can run to seven for protection if something goes wrong on the ship (or with the crew). ]

I appear to have gained a series of memory engrams that are overlapping previously existing ones. I am experiencing difficulty deciphering them.

[ hence the confusion, hence the solid borg recollections being more reliable than her own memory. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-15 02:28 am UTC (link)
[ He thinks briefly of B-4 sitting in Engineering on board the Enterprise. A series of memory engrams overlapping pre-existing ones; his immediate comparison to a machine, not a human. He wants to treat her that way, truly--as a machine, but he's William T. Riker. He manages human resources, and that's not something he can break away from no matter his prejudice. ]

Try focusing on a single memory, or a feeling. You have plenty of time. Do you remember this place?

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[info]borg
2014-01-15 02:43 am UTC (link)
[ plenty of time. months. she'd rather spend them in the brig. if not for the doctor, seven would've been able to waltz through the failing shields in that broken ship's like they were nothing. but that ship wasn't this place, and this place wasn't one of the synaptic stimulator's limited interfaces. ]

Yes. [ borg confidence, but then, a scrunching of her brow and distinct uncertainty... ] No. I don't know.

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-15 06:04 pm UTC (link)
[ He inclined his head, uncertain. Yes, no, maybe. Well thank god for that, a straight answer at last. He couldn't stay frustrated--not when the uncertainty seemed to be making her so uncomfortable. For a Borg, it was probably devastating. He wondered if the conflicting memories were from the Collective or in fact her own.

No, her memories were gone, they were just confused. Overlapping. Perhaps she meant literally?
]

Could the overlapping memories be a duplicate timeline?

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[info]borg
2014-01-16 03:17 am UTC (link)
[ excuse you, her memories are her own and very much there. she remembers everything, from her youth on the tendara colony to the three years she spent on the raven, her assimilation, her time as a drone, her liberation, her time on voyager... everything. it's not all pleasant, it's not all welcomed, but it's there. along with everything the collective ever deemed important. there's a lot going on in that pretty blonde head of hers. ]

Quite possibly, yes. [ time shenanigans: a very easy concept for an ex-drone to grasp. ]

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> action I have no idea how I wrote 'were' and not 'weren't' just then
[info]1stofficer
2014-01-16 03:24 am UTC (link)
[ He'll run with the time shenanigans idea for now, because he isn't a counselor, and as much as she probably needs someone with the expertise - and he needs answers - he's loathe to take her back to his wife. Endangering himself is one thing. After the day she's had he intends to decipher this curiosity himself, even if it does turn out to be an illusion...or a test. ]

If that's true, then the duplicate and the original would still be linear to the other memories in the same sequence. One of those sequences is everything that happened on board the Equinox, correct? And the other--?

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> action | quite alright! no worries.
[info]borg
2014-01-16 02:58 pm UTC (link)
This place. I remember it, as if part of a dream... [ which is considerably odd, considering seven doesn't dream in the conventional sense since she doesn't sleep. she regenerates. ]

It's possible I was removed from my timeline only to be reintegrated with my current self. [ it wouldn't be the first time such a thing has happened, but notthing she can voice to the commander. she's under orders that superceed his: the temporal prime directive. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-17 09:26 pm UTC (link)
[ He keeps up with that, more or less. It's an unsettling idea, if he's following it right. If that's true, though, there is a pragmatic way to approach the situation. ]

If you've truly been here before, then your broadcast will draw the attention of people who know you. Captain Picard would know.

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[info]borg
2014-01-18 09:27 pm UTC (link)
[ even more unsettling were she to confirm (as much as the temporal prime directive allows her to) that such a thing is indeed possible. ]

The Captain has already responded.

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-18 11:46 pm UTC (link)
[ That's almost comforting. He'd doubted whether or not Picard was really himself, but this is a good start on building his own confidence. He has to speak to the Captain himself, but only when he's gotten a thorough lay of the land--Deanna has seen him already, it's enough. ]

Did he recognize you?

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[info]borg
2014-01-19 12:16 am UTC (link)
Yes.

[ somehow, trusting picard's word over that of the other inmates who have offered to help makes the most sense to her. if only because someone who used to be borg ought to know better than to feed one who was one for longer than he incorrect information she'd easily be able to decipher. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-19 01:18 am UTC (link)
Then I believe you probably were.

[ He trusts Picard's word too. Picard would know. Picard had been Borg, had fought against them, and he wouldn't let her appearance go without comment any more than Riker could. He considers her for a moment longer. ]

Do you believe him?

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