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seven of nine ([info]borg) wrote in [info]marinanova,
@ 2014-01-13 10:31:00

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Entry tags:data, deanna troi, duo maxwell (au), helen magnus, jean-luc picard, kitty pryde (aoa), korra, mathieu carver, number one, seven of nine, spencer reid, spike, tieria erde, ton phanan, will riker

DAY 254 ✯ OPEN VIDEO.
[ you. what are you doing here? ]

Hiding, like you. [ except— wait. no. this isn't right. this was familiar, almost tangible as if it were a collection of memory engrams locked away behind a series of unbreakable, undetectable algorithms that had begun to break free of their restraints. she knew this place, but it wasn't right. this— was not right at all. she didn't belong here. it wasn't her fault. that which she stood accused of wasn't her fault. an individual should not have to answer for the collective's wrongdoings.

she went away, like some do — she understood that much. or maybe she was still on the equinox. perhaps she was hallucinating. firm, unwavering in her stance, she'd been willing to perish instead of becoming what ransom and his crew had become. she wanted no part in any of it. she resisted. but he was trying to force her hand, made the doctor—

standing up, only dimly aware of the headset, of the feed, seven draws her hand across her temple and the metallic, ocular implant that's a stark contrast against pale skin and loose, bright blonde hair. she's intact, and an awkward, uncharacteristic clearing of her throat tells her that her auditory processor is operating under normal parameters. her voice is her own, controlled by her own will and not that of a hologram devoid of ethical subroutines.

only then, when she's certain that speaking will produce words and not song, does she address the dome directly. ]


My designation is Seven of Nine, Tertiary Adjunct of Unimatrix 01. I will not comply.



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[info]borg
2014-01-14 03:46 pm UTC (link)
[ seven turns, the feed swiveling along with her. trees, sculptures, both elaborate and not — she knows this place, knows exactly where she is. she can't say how or why, for the fog in her head has yet to clear. ]

Sector 4. Quatro Park.

[ she's dangerous; stronger, faster, smarter with enhanced senses and a circulatory system full of nanoprobes. dangerous, but not a threat. not right now. the starfleet officers in command red she would do harm to don't include commander riker. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 04:08 pm UTC (link)
[ Her confidence struck him as unusual, but it wasn't beyond the realms of possibility, was it, that she'd absorbed that information from the Collective as much as she had his name. He began to move; he'd begun to understand the order of the sectors, all he'd have to do was find the park once he got there. ]

I'm in Sector 3; I'll be with you shortly.

[ He couldn't move as quickly as she could, but he kept his word, backing through the sculptures to find the ones that had appeared in her video before he turned and spotted her. She was taller than he'd expected, but there was that Borg rigidness about her posture that made her instantly recognizable despite the orange jumpsuit. He experienced a brief rush of fearful anticipation, missing his phaser already, took a deep breath, and stepped out to meet her. ]

Seven of Nine? It's Commander Riker. [ Way to be redundant, Will. ]

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 05:19 pm UTC (link)
[ from this angle, she appears deceptively human, unbound blonde locks obscuring the implant that rests just below her ear. but when she turns towards him and moves out from behind the hedge that rested between them, the inhuman qualities come into view. the implant above an eye that's not really an eye at all, the exoskeletal plating encasing one hand, disappearing up into her sleeve. her body was riddled with various other visible implantations, most of which were usually covered by the skintight sheath she wore that both nourished and protected her skin. it was less of a necessity than it had been in her early days of liberation, but something she felt most comfortable in aboard voyager.

in contrast, this jumper itches and is already irritating her sensitive skin. she can feel it rubbing unpleasantly against the areas where implants disappear beneath green and grey, distorted skin. ]


Commander.

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-14 05:44 pm UTC (link)
[ If the simple addition of mechanical implants to a human body shook him, he wouldn't get along very well in 24th century life. Borg tech, on the other hand, had a certain unmistakeable configuration, a structure that he knew was borne out of mechanical perfection, not constructed by any mortal hand. He didn't falter, though he could feel every inch of the familiar prickle of discomfort in his nerves. They'd never met, but he recognised the arrangement on her face now, as though it were lifted from a picture he'd looked over only once; a memory tucked away among too many others. If only he'd paid more attention.

He'd be fine. He'd expected her to be Borg; he hadn't expected her to be so human, and his acceptance of those qualities came next. She'd served on Voyager, she'd been a drone before that. He could ask direct questions.
]

Update?

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[info]borg
2014-01-14 06:44 pm UTC (link)
[ when looked at through federation-tinted glasses, especially those who wear the enterprise variety, it's easy to see seven as something fearful, even when a good portion of her outward appearance is startlingly human. (her insides are another story.) those who gazed upon her with apprehension would likely find it hard to believe she was the same young woman who played kadis-kot with naomi wildman, who accompanied the young child on adventures through flotter's holographic forest, that samantha wildman left her daughter in the drone's care, that naomi knows she can run to seven for protection if something goes wrong on the ship (or with the crew). ]

I appear to have gained a series of memory engrams that are overlapping previously existing ones. I am experiencing difficulty deciphering them.

[ hence the confusion, hence the solid borg recollections being more reliable than her own memory. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-15 02:28 am UTC (link)
[ He thinks briefly of B-4 sitting in Engineering on board the Enterprise. A series of memory engrams overlapping pre-existing ones; his immediate comparison to a machine, not a human. He wants to treat her that way, truly--as a machine, but he's William T. Riker. He manages human resources, and that's not something he can break away from no matter his prejudice. ]

Try focusing on a single memory, or a feeling. You have plenty of time. Do you remember this place?

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[info]borg
2014-01-15 02:43 am UTC (link)
[ plenty of time. months. she'd rather spend them in the brig. if not for the doctor, seven would've been able to waltz through the failing shields in that broken ship's like they were nothing. but that ship wasn't this place, and this place wasn't one of the synaptic stimulator's limited interfaces. ]

Yes. [ borg confidence, but then, a scrunching of her brow and distinct uncertainty... ] No. I don't know.

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-15 06:04 pm UTC (link)
[ He inclined his head, uncertain. Yes, no, maybe. Well thank god for that, a straight answer at last. He couldn't stay frustrated--not when the uncertainty seemed to be making her so uncomfortable. For a Borg, it was probably devastating. He wondered if the conflicting memories were from the Collective or in fact her own.

No, her memories were gone, they were just confused. Overlapping. Perhaps she meant literally?
]

Could the overlapping memories be a duplicate timeline?

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[info]borg
2014-01-16 03:17 am UTC (link)
[ excuse you, her memories are her own and very much there. she remembers everything, from her youth on the tendara colony to the three years she spent on the raven, her assimilation, her time as a drone, her liberation, her time on voyager... everything. it's not all pleasant, it's not all welcomed, but it's there. along with everything the collective ever deemed important. there's a lot going on in that pretty blonde head of hers. ]

Quite possibly, yes. [ time shenanigans: a very easy concept for an ex-drone to grasp. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-16 03:24 am UTC (link)
[ He'll run with the time shenanigans idea for now, because he isn't a counselor, and as much as she probably needs someone with the expertise - and he needs answers - he's loathe to take her back to his wife. Endangering himself is one thing. After the day she's had he intends to decipher this curiosity himself, even if it does turn out to be an illusion...or a test. ]

If that's true, then the duplicate and the original would still be linear to the other memories in the same sequence. One of those sequences is everything that happened on board the Equinox, correct? And the other--?

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[info]borg
2014-01-16 02:58 pm UTC (link)
This place. I remember it, as if part of a dream... [ which is considerably odd, considering seven doesn't dream in the conventional sense since she doesn't sleep. she regenerates. ]

It's possible I was removed from my timeline only to be reintegrated with my current self. [ it wouldn't be the first time such a thing has happened, but notthing she can voice to the commander. she's under orders that superceed his: the temporal prime directive. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-17 09:26 pm UTC (link)
[ He keeps up with that, more or less. It's an unsettling idea, if he's following it right. If that's true, though, there is a pragmatic way to approach the situation. ]

If you've truly been here before, then your broadcast will draw the attention of people who know you. Captain Picard would know.

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[info]borg
2014-01-18 09:27 pm UTC (link)
[ even more unsettling were she to confirm (as much as the temporal prime directive allows her to) that such a thing is indeed possible. ]

The Captain has already responded.

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-18 11:46 pm UTC (link)
[ That's almost comforting. He'd doubted whether or not Picard was really himself, but this is a good start on building his own confidence. He has to speak to the Captain himself, but only when he's gotten a thorough lay of the land--Deanna has seen him already, it's enough. ]

Did he recognize you?

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[info]borg
2014-01-19 12:16 am UTC (link)
Yes.

[ somehow, trusting picard's word over that of the other inmates who have offered to help makes the most sense to her. if only because someone who used to be borg ought to know better than to feed one who was one for longer than he incorrect information she'd easily be able to decipher. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-19 01:18 am UTC (link)
Then I believe you probably were.

[ He trusts Picard's word too. Picard would know. Picard had been Borg, had fought against them, and he wouldn't let her appearance go without comment any more than Riker could. He considers her for a moment longer. ]

Do you believe him?

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[info]borg
2014-01-19 03:36 am UTC (link)
I trust him.

[ and for an ex-drone, trust is important. the borg do not trust. the fact that she is able to trust and has a solid concept of what trust is should speak volumes. ]

He understands. [ what it's like. what being part of the collective is really like. the others on her ship, they try to relate, but none of them will ever come close. they don't understand, they haven't been subjected to it, haven't lived it. picard has. he gets it. he understands how jarring it is to be immersed in perfection and be unable to touch it. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-19 04:13 pm UTC (link)
[ Riker suspects that her recollections of this place might be coming into focus. Somehow, talking about the people she knows seems to be helping.

He takes a moment to consider the conversation, where it's led them to. Trust, and the Borg. After Captain Picard's assimilation, Riker had needed to extend that trust too, in returning the bridge to him. There was much about those few days that had changed him as an officer. The difference was that Jean-Luc was his friend and Captain, and he had earned that faith. He didn't know Seven. But if the Captain trusted her, then he could at least try. It was possible to come back from being Borg, possible to overcome the monster, and if he didn't think so then he wouldn't have relinquished command. He couldn't afford to hold onto his prejudice like this--it was time to relinquish that, too.
]

And you understand him. I'm sure the Captain finds that invaluable.

[ He steps forward, carefully. This isn't a conversational distance, and it's unfair to stand at phaser's length when he's decided she's not the enemy. ]

Deanna and I are running reconnaissance. It's probably best if you stay put until your memories make a little more sense to you, but I'd like to check in with you later. Would that be acceptable?

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[info]borg
2014-01-19 04:31 pm UTC (link)
[ picard and seven have a mutual sort of understanding. when the dust settles and the haze has cleared from her mind, seven will need to speak with him in regards to the borg queen. because you are unique. that would likely haunt her for the rest of her days, the knowledge that she was willfully left behind with the hopes that she would be transformed into an individual that could be used against those who chose to liberate her instead of casting her out the nearest airlock like commander chakotay did to the rest of her unit. the collective hadn't wanted another drone when they blackmailed her into returning of her own free will — they'd wanted an individual. just like picard, just like locutus. ]

I need to regenerate. My confusion is likely to worsen if I do not. [ a pause a she remembers the alcove set within the walls of an apartment, complex borg technology standing out as stark a contrast against the white walls as her implants did on her face. ] I will enlist Commander Data's assistance in helping me locate an alcove. The wardens insisted in their welcome message that one would be accessible.

[ otherwise she would be unable to function in this world. she would become increasingly disoriented and her borg components would shut down, her human physiology failing shortly thereafter. one side of her could not exist without the other. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-19 05:34 pm UTC (link)
[ She needs to regenerate? That was unusual, wasn't it? Or had Starfleet's interactions with the Borg made some difference to their assimilation procedures? Riker would have to ask about it, but for the time being it seemed like their priorities lay in different places. His own was recon, and hers was survival.

The mention of Data draws him up short. They know each other? Of course they do - Collective knowledge - but what was it that made her think that Data would have the answers she needed? Then again she knew Picard. So maybe she had come to know Data, too?
]

Do you and Data know each other?

[ Worth asking. ]

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[info]borg
2014-01-19 08:17 pm UTC (link)
[ yes and no, but mostly seven's just been borg for far too long to function without her borg systems. the doctor tried to remove them all, but there comes a point when someone who has been a drone for nearly two decades, who was assimilated as a small child, cannot be fully liberated. seven's skeleton in and of itself would be a horrifying sight, were someone to boil all the flesh and blood away from it. her brain would resemble a hard drive more than it would anything remotely biological. growing up borg has had devastating consequences on her body. picard was lucky.

seven nods, willing herself not to respond to the rush of images that flood her mind. she tucks an errant strand of blond hair behind one ear, revealing an additional, spider-like implant resting just below the lobe. ]


If these memories are to be trusted, then he and I were acquainted last I was present in this structure. [ more than just acquainted, but that's... not something to be addressed right now. and not by her. should they resume their relationship, it is data's right to inform his friends, his colleagues. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-22 12:53 am UTC (link)
[ It's probably best that Riker doesn't hear it from her, but then he might not believe it no matter whom he hears it from, not because of Seven--in fact, his hang ups would be disbelief in regard to Data. None of his romantic exploits had exactly...worked out. Though he had no doubt that over the years the android had learned from each and every one of them.

He inclines his head.
]

Then I wish you luck finding him. And if there's anything that I can do for you, please don't hesitate to call me. We all owe A--Captain Janeway a great deal. I'm sure she'd prefer to hear that the members of her crew were all treated with as much consideration as our own.

[ What he's trying to say is that he won't let his own prejudices get in the way. Or at least: he'll be trying not to. ]

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[info]borg
2014-01-22 03:44 am UTC (link)
[ a— don't think seven didn't catch that. she did, far more attentive to detail than she's given credit for (which is a remarkable feat, given her nature and former state of being). she could guess at that, poke and prod, but her experiences working with the crew of the relativity have instilled a sense of respect for the linear flow of time that she previously didn't possess, having been borg and understanding time travel and the tweaking of history in the way in which the collective saw it. some things aren't meant to be given more than a passing glances, for there are some things she isn't yet meant to know. ]

Yes, she would. And if there is anything that I can assist with, Commander, I would be... happy to help.

[ don't let the fact that she's borg detour you from the powerful, resourceful asset an ex-drone is. all that assimilated knowledge, the skills she possesses that are beyond the federation's reaches — comes in handy more often than not. ]

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[info]1stofficer
2014-01-22 04:31 am UTC (link)
[ Admiral. It wasn't a particularly difficult guess, but if she chose to know it and go without confirming it then that suited him too. Riker was still shaken from his appearance here or else the slip wouldn't have happened at all, and if not for his confidence when speaking, if not for the fact that he was speaking with an ex-Borg drone, the 'A' would have sounded more like 'Ah', a humming hesitation. It wasn't. Riker didn't falter--not like that, at least.

He nods. He will speak with her again. It's already back on his to-do list. She intrigues him more than she frightens him.
]

I'll check in with you soon.

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