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Tweak says, "Someday . . ."

Lacus Clyne (fields_of_hope) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-09-02 15:42:00

Entry tags:

lacus clyne, lyle dylandy, miranda lotto, sougo okita

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[Lacus is no stranger to cabin fever, given that space travel can be rather claustrophobic. Being forced to bed by injuries, however, could not be more different. She still has limited energy, and so she permits herself only a few essential errands. A blue winter scarf, Sougo's Christmas gift, is loosely around her neck to cover the healing wounds where Spike bit her several days ago.]

[Errands done and Lacus carrying her bag of groceries and other assorted things, she finds herself wandering. When she's not at peace internally she finds herself seeking places that she finds calming: the koi pond, the beach, the butterfly pavilion, random pathways in between which she walks in no particular hurry. She wouldn't mind company...]

[As if sensing so, her pink haro bounds ahead, finding the nearest person and addressing them excitedly as he bounces in place.]

Hello, hello! Friend!

((OOC: Find her at any of the places mentioned or walking with her haro through the sectors! Anyone who can notice by supernatural means that she's been bitten by a vampire is free to do so.))

[Action | closed to Sougo, image link is slightly NSFW-ish]
[She's a little tired having spent a few hours out and still lacking her usual energy, but a promise is a promise. Sougo has been wonderful to her and the least she can do is make him smile. Even if the things he asked her to get confuse her.]

[Her outing was timed well, and she's back and changed before he gets home from patrolling. As soon as he enters their apartment, a smiling Lacus approaches him wearing -- well. What the Plush Rump thinks is a kitty outfit. It's not as though there were a lot of options for costumes when the Wardens aren't planning a holiday, and he said he wanted kitty ears!]

[She does a full turn so Sougo can get a good look at her.] Do you like it?

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	fields_of_hope 2013-09-15 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	I know you would. You're a good person, Lyle. [Despite whatever past he has, she knows this to be true.] I don't want to hurt anyone else by dragging them into matters that are best left to rest. I haven't handled things as well as I might have. Sometimes I wonder if Neil would be disappointed in me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

cbsniper_v2
2013-09-15 10:32 pm UTC (link)

[He gives her a reassuring smile] I understand the feeling of not wanting to drag in others. Some of do tend to go overboard when something happens.

[He means Neil specifically, but he knows there's a chance he might as well given the right situation. He has done it before though he did stop himself]

Given this situation, depending on what it is, everyone has moments they aren't proud of. It happens when you placed in a not so ideal situation. No matter how hard you try.

Believe me, I don't think Neil would be disappointed.

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	fields_of_hope 2013-09-18 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	[She's quiet for a long moment, because she's not certain Lyle is correct. There's no point in arguing the matter, especially when he's only trying to make her feel better.] I don't know whether to wish he returns or not, sometimes. This new dome is much more difficult, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cbsniper_v2 2013-09-18 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	[He bites his lip, pausing for a moment. He wasn't going to tell her about it. He wasn't] In ways it is. Some ways its not as bad. However... things might be completely different if he returns. The stabilizer after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-09-18 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. [She's always known that.] The stabilizer has given me some new memories from home, as well. If Neil did remember me, I am not entirely the same woman he fell in love with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cbsniper_v2 2013-09-18 10:59 pm UTC (link)
	Has it? I didn't know that. [He sighs thinking for a moment] I suppose the only we'd know was if he came back. As much as I miss him... it's probably easier that he doesn't. I don't want to go through the awkward situation again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fields_of_hope 2013-09-19 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	I haven't told very many people. [It never seems the right time to inform others that you're the leader of half of humanity and that being here is all the more horrifying because you know what you've lost.] You're probably right. And the more time I spend in this place, the more I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cbsniper_v2 2013-09-19 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	Is that so? Things not go so well back home? That's true. I wouldn't want anyone to be stuck here as well. Then again, not sure what we can do at this point, either to keep others from coming or to go home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fields_of_hope
2013-09-19 09:18 pm UTC (link)

[She shakes her head, which he can take as he will. She doesn't talk about her life back home in general, but to Lyle in particular it would seem strange since in that other life, she had another love that wasn't Neil.]

I suppose it's time I redoubled by efforts to that end. None of us belong here.

[With that, she stands. She wishes talking to lyle were easier for her, but right now with her feeling vulnerable and sad for other reasons it's just too much.] I should leave you to your work.

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	cbsniper_v2 2013-09-19 09:45 pm UTC (link)
	I have a feeling you aren't the only one who will. There seem to be a lot of people in the library all the time. [Hence why he was here. He looks up as she stands. Really he does understand, but he tries] Alright. Take care of yourself. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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