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Tweak says, "Never leave, i'll find you"

Yuuki Kuran (trappedinresin) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2013-05-17 22:07:00

Entry tags:

bak chang, calliope-caliborn, damon salvatore, dirk strider, hei, hikaru hitachiin, korra, roxy lalonde, yuuki kuran, yuuri shibuya, zero kiryuu

Day 219; Video | Action | Open
[It's good that the devices within the dome can be worn. Anything handheld would not remain still for an instant, if that were the case right now. Because the tiny, vampire girl on the opposite end can't seem to walk straight. Stumbling, she catching her footing and grabs hold of a nearby rail just outside of the bar (she's only just slipped out.) The near fall sets her into a fit of giggles.]

Sorry, Sorry...

[But the apology is broken up between quiet bouts of laughter. Somehow everything tonight is hilarious. Or the opposite. One or the other. Oh, but she can be serious. Taking a breath, she visibly tries to calm herself down. Brows drawing down, she nods.]

Sorry to disrupt everyone's party. It's a good party though-! [Lifting a hand into the air she dances in place for just a second to music that can't be heard. Seconds later, though, that serious expression is back, though her movements are exaggerated and large.] I was thinking all night... [A pause-- before shaking her hands] Wait wait... let me back up. I'm always thinking. But tonight I had a lot on my mind, aaaaannndddd...

[She throws both her hands out]

I have a boyfriend and a fiance!

[What in the world is with that!? This is craziness! Doesn't everyone else think so too!? Lifting a finger into the air, her brows crease in thought for a moment while she pieces her thoughts together.]

Actually, I-- I don't know if we can still be engaged and here at the same time. [Because he's there. Er... at home. Well, not home, home, but home.] But...[She nods and continues on conversationally] even when I forgot about it we were still engaged. [... Or something. This is hard to describe. Shaking her head, she tries again.]

It's fine to love someone else here, isn't it?

[Sighing, she plops her head back into the grass behind her and stares up, past the device and at the mock night sky. After a moment she rolls her eyes.]

Okay, okay, I loved him at home too, but big brother said it was fine if I loved him and someone else. As long as I just ate him. [She can admit to the fact that she made a terrible fiancee. She knows that much at least.] I still don't know how to do that... with two people more important to you than anything. Even if you want to...how do you stop loving someone? I don't know how...

[She's quiet for a time after that statement, genuinely contemplative, before rolling over.]

The same goes for him, too, though. [Kaname, she means. Not that it's clear] If your lover leaves you to commit mass murder, then that is not okay. [She shakes her head] It's sooOooOoo not okay. [Lifting a bottle of alcohol she managed to smuggle out of the bar, she takes a long swig. The burn is kind of what she needs at the moment... even if it makes her choke. Exasperated, she merely laughs. This is all funny, right?] And then you find out that the person who wanted you as a vampire wants to turn you human. I don't want to be human!

[ The comment seems to remind her of something else though, because suddenly she covers her face with a hand and can't help the small giggle that escapes.]

I've got the best news though!

[Crawling up to her knees, she looks excited. Absolutely no one will suspect this...!!]

ZERO KIRYUU LOVES VAMPIRES!!

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notamasochist
2013-05-19 05:32 am UTC (link)

[Can't say he'd completely disagree with you.] It all turned out fine. At least that part of it did. He knew I'd never let anything happen to her.

Actually neither would he. His older brother was a hunter that was bitten by a pureblood on a mission and went missing. We ran into him in training with Master...he'd turned Level E by that time. Kaito forced himself to be the one to take him out. He was fifteen.

[Zero shrugged, knowing there is more to the story about Kaito but it was difficult to explain.]

He's changed since then.

[They all had.]

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	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-19 03:33 pm UTC (link)
	[ . . . Which is sad. Still, she isn't too happy about what he did] It hasn't been that long. [Although she knows what he means. Even if she still doesn't agree with someone putting her best friend into danger. Quietly] I know that... Takamiya-sensei was all right with Big Brother's plans. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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notamasochist
2013-05-20 12:20 am UTC (link)

Most of the Hunter's Association is okay with his plans because the elimination of pureblood vampires also eliminates the occurrence of level E vampires. The overall risk of the job in general goes down.

[He just gives a shrug. Really...it's an easy concept to understand.]

It's no different than you not wanting Wakaba around in order to protect her.

[You can't claim that you're staying away from her for her safety and expect everyone to believe in the concept of co-existence if you can't even make your friendship to a human known. But he can't tell that to her when she's drunk.]

If Wakaba hadn't wanted to see you, she could have said no. She didn't.

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	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-24 03:41 am UTC (link)
	[ THINKING IS HARD. And somehow she feels dissatisfied with the whole conversation suddenly, because thinking up an opposing position is too much work right now. With a tug she pulls her arm from his and stumbles forward a few feet.] Yeah, well I wonder when they are going to try and eliminate me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-24 04:05 am UTC (link)
	[That's because you're drunk. He just gives an irritated sigh as she pulls herself away.] After they kill Kaien Kurosu and myself. [Which...they are the ones in power because no one can defeat them.] Stop running away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-24 04:14 am UTC (link)
	NooOoOooo. No one is going to harm you guys. [They're too strong or something. She wouldn't let them.] Don't worry, Zero. [Comforting. She'll protect him. More importantly-] I'm not running. I'mmm... [Placing one foot after the other, she tries to walk in a straight line.] I'm balancing~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-24 04:23 am UTC (link)
	[A hand to his face, Zero just shakes his head as he hides a smile. Dropping the hand, he then reaches out to Yuuki's and places it atop her head, shoving very gently as to not unbalance her too much.] Not very well. It's supposed to be a straight line. [Pointedly watching your unstable walking.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-24 10:47 pm UTC (link)
	[ !! ] Because Zero pushed me. [The line was completely straight prior to that obviously...!! Beside him, she moves to bump him with her hips and throw him off balance too.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-24 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	No. You were walking funny before that. [His body doesn't move as she tries to bump into him, since he's completely sober and has great balance. Instead her plan backfires and an arm slides firmly around her waist, tugging her against him. He now has more than a hand. Looking down at her, he looks into her eyes clearly before speaking.] Tell me what you want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-24 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	[The touch of his arm and hand upon her waist sprinkles color into her cheeks. Oh. She's... fairly aware of the way he touches her. Not that it feels bad. She blinks a couple of times, tongue flicking out to wet her lips.] What I want . . . ? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-24 11:24 pm UTC (link)
	You seem a little conflicted tonight. [Understatement] What do you want? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-24 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	[A little blank faced she has to think about that for a minute. Lifting a hand up, she holds it up to one of her temples.] I want to turn off my head. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-24 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	[He just examines her face for a few moments before giving a sigh. He releases her and turns to walk away.] Come on, you. We're almost there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-24 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	[She pauses, surprised by the lack of support, for a moment, before moving faster to try and catch up. Where are they going?] So what is it that Zero wants? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-24 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	[What he wants should be obvious by now, right. It's simple, really.] You. [They've already made their way to the beach, Zero finds a nice clear spot away from the water enough that they won't be getting wet. Leaning over, he starts to take his shoes off his feet.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 12:07 am UTC (link)

[Another flush. She's quiet, trying to figure out how to respond, before her feet slightly sink forward.

Oh no, sand.

This is especially difficult to walk in at the moment. Pausing, she stares down at her feet after watching him slip his own off.]

Hold on...! Don't go so fast.

[Not that he's really going fast. Attempting to take one of her sandals off, she loses her balance and falls on her bottom. It doesn't seem to bother her much, though. Instead, she using the opportunity to take her other one off. Meticulously, she lines the shoes up next to each other.]

There...

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	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 12:21 am UTC (link)
	[There is no need to respond. You asked. He answered. It's simple, really. Shaking his head as she falls onto the sand, Zero lines his shoes up neatly right next to hers before sitting down with her. He doesn't say anything, just leans back onto his elbows and watches the water, the moon and stars covering the ceiling of the dome reflected in it.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 01:16 am UTC (link)

[She leans back beside him. But decides leaning back is work, so instead she shifts so that she can rest her head atop him, lying down. Everything stops spinning as badly when she's settled down like this at least.

One hand lifting, she reaches as though attempting to grab one of those fake stars. No matter how real it might look, in the end it genuinely is just fake, isn't it.]

Such a gilded cage.

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 01:32 am UTC (link)

[He debates repositioning just enough to pull her against him, but her words slice that line of thinking before it gets further. Is that really how she views this place? A cage?]

I suppose everyone has their own feelings about it.

[Zero's words are quiet. His chest hurts just thinking about her words--because though they were confined to such a small space he felt anything but trapped here.]

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	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 01:37 am UTC (link)
	[Head tilting back, she looks back at him.] What does Zero feel? I want you to tell me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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notamasochist
2013-05-25 01:58 am UTC (link)

[He's quiet, debating on if he should answer her or not. It's not really a subject to go over when one of them is as intoxicated as she is. But finally he speaks.]

Just because you have the illusion of freedom doesn't mean you aren't trapped in some cage. It's something different to everyone.

If you desire something more or different than no matter how much freedom you are given, it will never be enough. Likewise you can feel free in a single room if the circumstances suit you.

[No, he doesn't give you his answer. But the answer should be easy to conclude if you have the ability to hold more than a thought or two at the moment.]

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trappedinresin
2013-05-25 02:25 am UTC (link)

[Honestly, it's a little deep and she has to take a few moments to piece his words together and really disgust them. She does though. Slowly. For a time she's quiet. After several seconds, she reaches up and cups his cheeks.]

Zero hasn't done anything wrong. For that reason, it's my wish to see Zero smile and be free beneath the real sky, instead of locked away unfairly.

[Eyes closing, her hands gently lower. As for her--]

Of course I would prefer to lie beneath the real sky with Zero.

[Even if she doesn't feel she is as deserving as he is.]

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	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 02:41 am UTC (link)
	[It's a nice wish, but not something that would ever be possible. She herself has removed that option for them.] Yet I've always felt more free here under the fake sky than back home under the real one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] trappedinresin 2013-05-25 02:48 am UTC (link)
	[Pushing up from the ground, she twists, leaning across his chest to stare down at him.] So if given the chance, Zero would prefer to stay here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[action] notamasochist 2013-05-25 02:58 am UTC (link)
	[Is it that surprising?] That's been the case for the majority of time I've spent here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)