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Day 219; Video | Action | Open
[It's good that the devices within the dome can be worn. Anything handheld would not remain still for an instant, if that were the case right now. Because the tiny, vampire girl on the opposite end can't seem to walk straight. Stumbling, she catching her footing and grabs hold of a nearby rail just outside of the bar (she's only just slipped out.) The near fall sets her into a fit of giggles.]

Sorry, Sorry...

[But the apology is broken up between quiet bouts of laughter. Somehow everything tonight is hilarious. Or the opposite. One or the other. Oh, but she can be serious. Taking a breath, she visibly tries to calm herself down. Brows drawing down, she nods.]

Sorry to disrupt everyone's party. It's a good party though-! [Lifting a hand into the air she dances in place for just a second to music that can't be heard. Seconds later, though, that serious expression is back, though her movements are exaggerated and large.] I was thinking all night... [A pause-- before shaking her hands] Wait wait... let me back up. I'm always thinking. But tonight I had a lot on my mind, aaaaannndddd...

[She throws both her hands out]

I have a boyfriend and a fiance!

[What in the world is with that!? This is craziness! Doesn't everyone else think so too!? Lifting a finger into the air, her brows crease in thought for a moment while she pieces her thoughts together.]

Actually, I-- I don't know if we can still be engaged and here at the same time. [Because he's there. Er... at home. Well, not home, home, but home.] But...[She nods and continues on conversationally] even when I forgot about it we were still engaged. [... Or something. This is hard to describe. Shaking her head, she tries again.]

It's fine to love someone else here, isn't it?

[Sighing, she plops her head back into the grass behind her and stares up, past the device and at the mock night sky. After a moment she rolls her eyes.]

Okay, okay, I loved him at home too, but big brother said it was fine if I loved him and someone else. As long as I just ate him. [She can admit to the fact that she made a terrible fiancee. She knows that much at least.] I still don't know how to do that... with two people more important to you than anything. Even if you want to...how do you stop loving someone? I don't know how...

[She's quiet for a time after that statement, genuinely contemplative, before rolling over.]

The same goes for him, too, though. [Kaname, she means. Not that it's clear] If your lover leaves you to commit mass murder, then that is not okay. [She shakes her head] It's sooOooOoo not okay. [Lifting a bottle of alcohol she managed to smuggle out of the bar, she takes a long swig. The burn is kind of what she needs at the moment... even if it makes her choke. Exasperated, she merely laughs. This is all funny, right?] And then you find out that the person who wanted you as a vampire wants to turn you human. I don't want to be human!

[ The comment seems to remind her of something else though, because suddenly she covers her face with a hand and can't help the small giggle that escapes.]

I've got the best news though!

[Crawling up to her knees, she looks excited. Absolutely no one will suspect this...!!]

ZERO KIRYUU LOVES VAMPIRES!!