Madoka Kaname (![]() ![]() @ 2012-10-07 22:49:00 |
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Entry tags: | madoka kaname, roxy lalonde |
action | day 187/188 | closed to roxy lalonde
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she wakes up with a strangled yell, crying and panicking and trying to flail herself free from the cloth constricting her before she finally calms down enough to realize where she is. she's... just in her room. the same one she's been sleeping in for four days now. more precisely, she is on the floor, tangled in a sweaty heap of her bedsheets.
the nightmares have been coming since she arrived, of course, but this one's been by far the worst.
she sorts herself out. she makes her bed, sits in it for just long enough to get grossed out by how her pajamas are sticking to her skin, and showers. when she gets out, she's finally able to acknowledge that she's not going back to sleep tonight (as much as she'd like to), and if she's not going to sleep...
she's dressed in a few minutes and out the door of the apartment in another. all sorts of reasons and worries as to why she shouldn't go out fly through her mind, and each are rationalized away. she's strong. she's a magical girl, she can defend herself. homura's right there, within a single thought's reach if she really needs her. (even if she's doing everything she can to push madoka away, madoka still trusts her - one hundred percent.) and right now, she can't be alone in that quiet room.
she walks out into the night. ]