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Lan Wangji | Lan Zhan ([info]wangji) wrote in [info]madisonvalley,
@ 2022-11-03 15:31:00

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Entry tags:!closed, !network, [plot] days of the dead, [plot] truth 2, lan wangji (wangji), lan xichen (calmjade), ~2022 november

Brother
Mother is... her ghost is here. Have you seen her?


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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 09:19 pm UTC (link)
I have seen her, Wangji. Though, she is not the only one I have seen.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 09:20 pm UTC (link)
Nie Mingjue and Jin Guangyao?

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 09:21 pm UTC (link)
Yes.

Though, I am not ready to acknowledge, A-Yao. Not after...

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 09:22 pm UTC (link)
I know, brother. You know I support you.

What does Mingjue say?

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 09:25 pm UTC (link)
I know you do, Wangji. You have always been my biggest supporter.

That he does not blame me for what happened, even if I blame myself.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 09:27 pm UTC (link)
Brother, I always will be.

You should listen to Mingjue. Even when he could be angry he was wise most of the time.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 09:27 pm UTC (link)
That is easier said than done, Wangji. I did not see the signs and I should have.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 09:28 pm UTC (link)
You are not alone in not seeing the signs.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 09:30 pm UTC (link)
You were not close to A-Yao or Sect Leader Nie. How could you have?

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 09:31 pm UTC (link)
I was still supposed to be alert to things in all directions.

Mother says to stop torturing yourself.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 09:39 pm UTC (link)
You could not have been alert to ones that were not your sworn brothers. You did not love them as I did.

I am sure she said the same of you when you lost Master Wei, we just did not hear it at the time.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 09:41 pm UTC (link)
No, I did not, but there were things I could have noticed and helped with if I hadn't been so upset and angry.

Mother says yes, she did.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 09:50 pm UTC (link)
You could not have helped, Wangji.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 10:27 pm UTC (link)
My anger also did not help.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 11:07 pm UTC (link)
You had a right to be angry, Wangji.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 11:12 pm UTC (link)
You felt that. No one else agreed.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 11:31 pm UTC (link)
It did not matter what they agreed to. I am sorry I did not protect you better from the Elders.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 11:33 pm UTC (link)
There was one of you and many of them.

Shufu should have helped us both.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 11:45 pm UTC (link)
Shufu would not have helped either of us.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 11:49 pm UTC (link)
No, I know he would not have. I felt betrayed by him.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-03 11:50 pm UTC (link)
I am surprised you did not feel betrayed by me. I did not stop him.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-03 11:51 pm UTC (link)
I did not feel betrayed by you, Xichen. I just felt that you did not trust in me.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 12:02 am UTC (link)
I did not trust your judgement. I believed that Master Wei had corrupted you.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 12:06 am UTC (link)
He had not. He tried to keep me far out of reach of himself.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 12:13 am UTC (link)
Yet, it was him that you fought beside in battle.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 12:18 am UTC (link)
For righteousness. For justice. For people who had committed no wrongs.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 12:21 am UTC (link)
You still fought beside someone who practiced something that was against our Lan rules.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 12:35 am UTC (link)
What is better, the rules or righteousness?

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 01:33 am UTC (link)
Our Lan rules are in the Book of Righteousness. Something that we had to copy countless times growing up, Wangji.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 01:38 am UTC (link)
Not all of them are right, Xichen. I have experienced that they are not all right.

Our Book of Righteousness has errors. Our wall, has errors because not all of our Elders hold true to the rules.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 01:42 am UTC (link)
You mean Shufu does not hold true to the rules.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 01:47 am UTC (link)
Shufu does not hold true to the rules, Brother.

But he is not the only elder that does not.

I have scars on me that they left that could have made sure I was never the same because they did not hold true to all of our rules. Had you tried harder to help me they would have done the same to you.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 02:07 am UTC (link)
They would not have touched their Sect Leader in the same manner, Wangji. They would not have touched you had you not protected Master Wei.

I am not saying that it was right, as it is not. I could've lost you that day.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 02:18 am UTC (link)
This is not a conversation we should be having like this.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 02:28 am UTC (link)
It is not, no.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 02:49 am UTC (link)
I will bring tea and come to see you. I just have to close up the store.

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[info]calmjade
2022-11-04 02:50 am UTC (link)
I will be home.

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[info]wangji
2022-11-04 02:55 am UTC (link)
I shall not be long.

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