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Hey everyone. Remember me? I've been completely MIA and I really apologize for it. I've felt awful for the fact and just...I don't even have words orz. I was sick, got a new job, my computer went under, and then it felt like I was gone so long that...I became intimidated to come back...which only made the problem even worse on top of real life and a busy schedule.
I love Kiseki. Everyone here has been SO welcoming and just amazing. I've never seen better CLAMP RPers. It makes me nervous half the time, wondering if I'm able to keep up or stay on par with the same talent. ^^;;;; I can't apologize enough though. I realize that my absence has most likely been really difficult on individuals, especially cast mates. And I never really wanted to do that to anyone.
I don't feel it's fair to hold everyone up. Not when everyone deserves someone who can dedicate more time and energy right now. So for that reason... I'm going to drop Kobato. ;o;
No Kobato is better than an inactive one right now, and I haven't been able to keep her very active at the other community I play her at. I think my problem right now is that I'm stretched between trying to do so many different projects, games, and with everything else right now I just can't juggle everything. When Kiseki is such an easy laid-back pace, there's no reason I shouldn't be able to keep up. GAH. Hope I haven't disappointed too many people. DX At the very least, I hope that I can still talk to and be friends with everyone.
In the future if I do find more time, and everyone's willing to give me a second chance (@_@) I know that I'd love to come back to the community and play again, whether with this muse if she's available or someone else all together. I just can't see my activity picking up at this moment in time. I really hope that I can still talk to everyone. And JL? I owe you the biggest apologies of all. I really appreciate what you did in order to let me play at the game with this muse. And I'm sorry that I haven't been able to stick around longer.
I'm going to cut myself off there since I know, in typical kitten fashion, I'm already TL;DR. > <
I'm still going to stalk this community like whoa, and again, I hope that I can still talk, fangirl with, and get to know everyone. I've never been part of a more friendly, welcoming community than this one. It's a real gem. And Iove everyone.
I love Kiseki. Everyone here has been SO welcoming and just amazing. I've never seen better CLAMP RPers. It makes me nervous half the time, wondering if I'm able to keep up or stay on par with the same talent. ^^;;;; I can't apologize enough though. I realize that my absence has most likely been really difficult on individuals, especially cast mates. And I never really wanted to do that to anyone.
I don't feel it's fair to hold everyone up. Not when everyone deserves someone who can dedicate more time and energy right now. So for that reason... I'm going to drop Kobato. ;o;
No Kobato is better than an inactive one right now, and I haven't been able to keep her very active at the other community I play her at. I think my problem right now is that I'm stretched between trying to do so many different projects, games, and with everything else right now I just can't juggle everything. When Kiseki is such an easy laid-back pace, there's no reason I shouldn't be able to keep up. GAH. Hope I haven't disappointed too many people. DX At the very least, I hope that I can still talk to and be friends with everyone.
In the future if I do find more time, and everyone's willing to give me a second chance (@_@) I know that I'd love to come back to the community and play again, whether with this muse if she's available or someone else all together. I just can't see my activity picking up at this moment in time. I really hope that I can still talk to everyone. And JL? I owe you the biggest apologies of all. I really appreciate what you did in order to let me play at the game with this muse. And I'm sorry that I haven't been able to stick around longer.
I'm going to cut myself off there since I know, in typical kitten fashion, I'm already TL;DR. > <
I'm still going to stalk this community like whoa, and again, I hope that I can still talk, fangirl with, and get to know everyone. I've never been part of a more friendly, welcoming community than this one. It's a real gem. And Iove everyone.