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ℳᴏʀɢαnα. (woken) wrote in kiseki_logs,
@ 2015-02-12 13:10:00

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[ The handwriting is slanted, practiced, fluid and feminine. She does not write much, but she has been taught well. ]

My name is Lady Morgana, ward of King Uther Pendragon of Camelot.

I'm afraid I don't quite understand how I came to be here. The maids who were sent to welcome me were very entertaining, but they seemed unwilling or perhaps unable to answer many of my questions. I fear that something dreadful may have happened - the last thing I remember is going to bed in the palace as normal. Was I taken ill?

The maids could not tell me where Guinevere might be, my own maid; or even Prince Arthur or the King himself. If I am truly able to speak to another by writing in this book, then I hope somebody will answer.

[ Something is written and scratched out, then written again. ]

Is this magic?

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	woken 2015-02-22 02:02 am UTC (link)
	... Of course. [ Still she looks concerned. ] I suppose at least you had each other. [ No quip about how Arthur couldn't manage without his servant. This really must be serious. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:05 am UTC (link)
	[He seems to tense again, for entirely different reasons.] Did he say anything about that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:07 am UTC (link)
	He didn't. Should he have? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:08 am UTC (link)
	[Shakes his head.] It's nothing. [He'll leave Arthur to deal with that.] Did you want to ask about magic? [Why else would you want to talk to him specifically, now.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:12 am UTC (link)
	[ How abrupt. She blinks for a moment, surprised, and looks away nervously. ] Well, yes, I... I suppose I did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:14 am UTC (link)
	What did you want to know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:16 am UTC (link)
	[ Peering up at him through her eyelashes warily. ] How did you know you had it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:18 am UTC (link)
	[Time for his favorite phrase.] I was born with it. Even as a child, I could move objects around, and things like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:22 am UTC (link)
	[ She's silent for a long moment, biting her lips, considering her words carefully. ] I... I have seen things, Merlin. Since I was a child I have had... dreams, as I'm sure you know, but now the more I see the more I am sure... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:24 am UTC (link)
	[He nods, knowing all of this of course.] Yes, it's magic that's giving you those dreams. Magic more powerful than you can even imagine at this time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:26 am UTC (link)
	[ That is certainly not the response she expected. ] ... How can you know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:27 am UTC (link)
	They're visions of the future, what else would they be? It's not just magic, it's rare magic. [And he knows you can use other types of magic, of course.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:39 am UTC (link)
	Yes, I... of course. [ She's frowning, still trying to make sense of all of this. ] In your time, I must already have told you. [ And maybe - maybe - told Arthur. Gwen. Found their love unwavering as she has feared she wouldn't. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:41 am UTC (link)
	[...] I knew before you even told me. [He does manage to sound guilty about that - there's a lot about those times he regrets now.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:45 am UTC (link)
	How? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:46 am UTC (link)
	Because of your dreams. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:51 am UTC (link)
	So... when I spoke with you about them before, in Camelot... [ You lied to me? ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 02:53 am UTC (link)
	[BLATANTLY.] You're Uther's ward. If you knew you had magic, it would've been dangerous for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 02:57 am UTC (link)
	You thought I couldn't handle myself. [ She has worried the same - but that's different. ] You thought you would make my choices for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 03:02 am UTC (link)
	[He won't tell the truth - that he wanted to tell you, he argued against hiding this from you. That Gaius and Kilgharrah told him not to.] I wanted to protect you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 03:12 am UTC (link)
	I don't need--! [ Stops herself there, turning away for a moment to regain her composure. She should be grateful to him. He can't have known that his attempt to help has left her feeling so completely alone. ] ... I'm sorry, Merlin. I suppose I was... frightened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Uther would've executed you if he'd found out. Or you would've hated him for the ban on magic, had you known who you really were. [In fact, that much actually happened.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

woken
2015-02-22 03:26 am UTC (link)

I hated him anyway. For what he's done.

[ A wave of guilt hits her at those words. Hated him enough to betray him. To almost see him killed.

She's angry with him, still. But she is not that person.

A quiet sigh. ]

You may have done what was best. I could hardly stand feeling so alone, not being able to talk to anyone about it. But there's you, now.

[ She smiles for a moment. ]

... Does Arthur know? About... me.

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	partofmycharm 2015-02-22 03:41 am UTC (link)
	[He's not too happy about that comment, doesn't really want to talk to her about it. But who else would know better than him?] He does know now, yes. [Has for a long time.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	woken 2015-02-22 08:49 pm UTC (link)
	[ She assumes she must have told him; doesn't bother asking, because it seems so obvious. For all she has been furious with Uther, her anger with Arthur has only ever been residual - turning on him is the furthest thing from her mind. She looks down at her hands. ] ... I don't know what to do. [ Her voice is quieter than normal; vulnerable. ] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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