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Tweak says, "All Hail Fed-Ex John"

granт ward (comeuppance) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-04-11 10:05:00

Entry tags:

clint barton / hawkeye (616), gabriel gray / sylar, grant ward (616), grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, lance hunter, lucifer, phil coulson (616), phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that my mind was manipulated. And also with the fact that the situation was such that my friends would have expected betrayal over mind control. Perils of deep cover operations. But I can also acknowledge the manipulation doesn't excuse my actions. My loyalties were altered, but the choices I made in the service of those loyalties were mine. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm sorry for the shit I did, especially trying to murder powered heroes and actually murdering some of them. And for definitely killing your girlfriend, Phil. And for being a dick, well more of one than I usually am, here.

Except the part where I was a dick to other me. He can choke. Also I genuinely think his girlfriend is awful.

jess.

I know you have no reason to like me or help me. But you seem to have your shit together the most out of Phil's family. So...help? I think I've caught feelings.

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	wantedthedevil 2017-04-11 11:58 am UTC (link)
	It's a learning process. I think we're both on about the same level of the curve. We'll catch up with the other stuff eventually. Hey. You've put a lot of work into it. Someone should be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 12:53 pm UTC (link)
	We really are. You know we're total disasters, right? Still. Thanks. It's nice to have someone believe in me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wantedthedevil 2017-04-11 02:54 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, we are total disasters, but in the best possible way. You've got more than just me, from where I'm standing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	Not arguing there. Maybe. We'll see. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wantedthedevil 2017-04-11 03:50 pm UTC (link)
	Careful. You're treading dangerously close to broody town again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 04:32 pm UTC (link)
	Ugh. Don't worry. I'm like...75% fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wantedthedevil 2017-04-11 04:35 pm UTC (link)
	That's still a 25% deficit, not great in the world of percentages. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	Eh. It's an iffy day. Tomorrow will be better. I think Phil wants to spank me. He seems really keen on the idea. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wantedthedevil 2017-04-11 04:51 pm UTC (link)
	Does he now? Well, that's not horribly surprising. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, maybe I'm goading him into it. Whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wantedthedevil 2017-04-12 09:32 am UTC (link)
	Still. If he hasn't shut you down... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-12 04:29 pm UTC (link)
	We'll see how it goes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wantedthedevil 2017-04-12 04:34 pm UTC (link)
	Let me know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-12 06:17 pm UTC (link)
	Want to watch? ;-) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	survives 2017-04-11 03:15 pm UTC (link)
	You realize the whole marriage thing ended while ago, yes? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Your point? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2017-04-11 03:46 pm UTC (link)
	You're still acting pretty... couple-y. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 03:51 pm UTC (link)
	We decided we kind of liked being coupley so we stuck with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2017-04-11 03:57 pm UTC (link)
	Huh. That's... an interesting choice to make. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 04:32 pm UTC (link)
	Because yours is so much better? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2017-04-11 04:34 pm UTC (link)
	You've decided to shack up with the literal devil. I don't think you get to judge my relationship choices. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	The literal devil who encourages me to see my therapist and make healthy life choices and who supports me and encourages and doesn't judge me when I slip up and have bad days? Yeah, that's just terrible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	survives 2017-04-11 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	Is he sure he's the devil? And not just someone who's vaguely delusional and thinks he might be? Because none of that sounds very Satan like. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)