fierylioness (fierylioness) wrote in fourteenshades, @ 2014-02-13 19:25:00 |
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Entry tags: | harry potter, x-ginny weasley |
Who: Harry Potter and Ginny Weasley
What: Srs talks
Where: Harry and Ron's
When: Thursday evening
Why: Because Harry needs someone to help him out and Ginny has been trying to do just that for the last 7 years or so.
Rating: Mediumish. Warnings of talk of abuse.
Status: complete
Ginny was aware that she wasn't being entirely fair to Harry. She knew that her anger was misplaced and she felt guilty about it. But her guilt did little to assuage her anger at the situation. She'd just spend a year (back at home before she'd been pulled to the village) trying to get Harry to open up and talk about things and not shut himself up and try to shove everything down. She had finally gotten to the point--she had thought anyway--where he'd talk to her instead of disappearing to brood on whatever it was that was bothering him. She had assumed that since the Harry who was here was married and they had kids together that they'd somehow gotten past all of this and she wouldn't have to try and decode how he was feeling anymore.
The guilty part kept reminding her that she didn't know what it had been like for him with his muggle relatives. She couldn't possibly understand what they'd put him through in the years leading up to Hogwarts--and even during Hogwarts. But then she reminded that guilty part of her that she didn't know because he didn't ever bloody well talk to her about those things because he preferred to let them fester and boil inside of him.
She had tried to get him to open up and he'd snapped at her and demanded his space so she'd obliged (though somewhat reluctantly). Now that he was ready for human interaction again, she was still miffed, but she didn't want to leave him alone to have to handle this. That had been her whole bloody point in the first place. So, swallowing a bit of pride, she packed up some left over chicken and pasta and headed over to his and Ron's house. She used the short walk to take some deep breaths and calm down.
She took one last deep breath before she knocked on the door.