The Forbidden Game Communications

I'm finally back in my own body, thank God. Now I just have to keep my boyfriend from breaking up with me.

If you're going to insist on using your magic on me, can't it be something in my favor? Maybe turning me back into a girl?

It seems that Keith is gone. I haven't seen him around for the past week or so anyway.

Private to Adrian

How are things? With your mom? With us?

Pre-dated: Saturday.

And suddenly, I remember everything. I don't think I've ever felt this conflicted before.

I don't think I have ever felt the relief I feel now.

I suppose I should have expected this after playing house with Coreen..

Vicki, Coreen? Are you here?
Maybe Celluci?

Anyone who wants to be nice and explain more than Mr. Shadowman?

Private to any vampires

Is there any place to get blood around here?

No! This can't be happening. This is the worst thing Julian has done to me yet.

Filtered to Vampire Academy people

I need extra protection.

Stanton is dead. I know that I didn't like her much, but she was a person I knew. A person I grew up knowing and some man is bragging about killing her... for a twisted birthday present!

Filtered from Adrian and Stanton

I have a problem.

I had to say some really hurtful things to Stanton about Adrian to keep her from finding out about us. I know he understands, but I still think he's upset with me and I don't know how to make it up to him.

Filtered to Adrian

How are you feeling?

Filtered to Rose, Dimitri, Jill, Sydney and Lissa

I need one of you.

Filtered to Adrian

So Dimitri and I were talking and he thought maybe it would be better if we said that I am Rose's roommate and that he is yours. I would still sleep in the same room, but Stanton would never have to know.

Filtered to Adrian

We have a problem.

What is this? I am needed at my post.

Send me back now, I have no time for games.

Sydney? Jared?
Maybe even Zoe?

Filtered to Adrian

We need to talk.

Filtered to Carly

I... might have a problem.

That was um... I'm just glad to be back to myself.

There is nothing wrong with me.

I don't even care if a Strigoi army comes- as long as they don't wake me up... Or take this very comfy chair away.

This has been an interesting morning. I'm not a virgin anymore and even though it hurts, I want more. This isn't normal.

This place is just too weird. I'm still trying to figure all of this out. I'm not just gonna sit idly by though, that's for sure.

Happy Valentines day, Sage.

[Private to Rose]
How are you feeling with your Mother being back?
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[Private to Sydney & Adrian]
How are you?
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Zoya.. You've gotten so big. I never expected to be 25 and have an 18 year old niece.

Ivan, I will be up in a couple of minutes.

Why the hell are there still murders?

Apparently whatever the hell the punishments are for these people are aren't working.

Seriously? I have a major test, a research paper and a speech to prepare for. Is this someone’s idea of a joke? OK, so not funny. I didn’t pledge any sororities, so this isn’t some weird kind of rush thing…so what’s with the dollhouse game?

First I’m dragged off to court and then I’m dragged off to boarding school. Now where have they taken me? If this is to protect me, I think this is going a bit far. What. The. Hell. Sydney?! Adrian?

What the bloody hell?

Yuuki? Kaname? Aidou? Akataski? Anyone?

Please make it stop.

To the scary Russian guy who keeps destroying our doors, uh.. Can you please stop it?

I think my room mate tried to commit suicide, that's how fucked up this place is- it drives people to try and kill themselves. This place is worse than the St. Mungos psych ward.

Filtered from Zoe

My sister is back!? I... want to talk to her, but I don't know how. After everything that happened when she was here before and well... her opinions don't change anything.

I want my sister back, but not at that cost. I care too much to let him go.

Alright... I'm having a serious problem with this place. I've been here a few days and people are dying left and right. If someone has a clue or two, how about sharing the wealth so I can get down to business?? I can't find anything to figure out the research in this god forsaken place so I need information on a major scale.

My sister is dead. Some insane maniac killed my fifteen-year-old baby sister.

My sister was all I had here, and now I don't even have her anymore. Why did she have to choose him over me?

Things have gotten far too eventful here. Are we supposed to be constantly fearing for our lives now? It was bad enough with just the magic.

Private to self

I have so many bad feelings about this place.

I hate it because Adrian has backtracked so far, and maybe even gotten worse than he started. I hate it because of the magic, so many magic users around here and the place itself is magic. I hate it because of all of the death. I'm scared for my life and for Zoe's. And for Adrian's, though I'm afraid he will be his own destruction before anything else can get to him.

I'm finding that I really care about Adrian. I was interested in helping him get better back in Palm Springs, though I'm not entirely sure when I started to like him. It might have been the day in his apartment, or it might have been even earlier. I don't really have experience in these things. And now... I'm pretty sure we're dating. Not like the fake dating we were doing for Julian's benefit but the real thing. That scares me too, but in a different way.

He says he loves me. I'm not in love with him, but maybe I could be one day. If we're here long enough to get to that part. I'm not exactly crazy about the idea of staying here and when we go home we can't stay together. Are we just setting ourselves up for heartbreak later? I know he doesn't want me to think that way, but I can't help it.

The thing on my mind the most, however, is his suicidal tendencies. I want to help him so badly, but I don't know how. He started cutting himself and he says he's willing to stop, but the way he talks about it and the way he looked at the blood when I went to change the bandage yesterday... he's fascinated by it and he liked the pain it caused. It's going to be really hard to help him, if not impossible. I just have to do something. He can be so much more.

( Lyrics inspired by Sage )

I'm sorry Sage.
Rose.
Dimitri.

I'm sorry Lissa.

I'm sorry Jill.

I hate feeling like this. I hate hating her, and him.
I should be grieving over Jill, not my ex.

I can't say I ever liked him, but I didn't care he existed. Now the idea of being in the same house with him makes my skin curl. I've never felt like this about anyone, good or bad.
I'd prefer not to waste my emotions on hate and sorrow but I don't know how to make this go away. I want to go back to how I was - Happy, spunky, and slightly sarcastic. Living life how I wanted and not caring about anyone.
I can't care about Sage. It's not allowed

I want to get over her but she won't agree to the only way I know how. It's tearing me apart, and I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

Very little has changed in the protection of Moroi.

Mason Ashford will till be Guardian of Prince Adrian Ivashkov.
Karolina Belikova will be Guardian of Miss Sydney Sage and Miss Zoe Sage.
Viktoria Belikova will still be Guardian of Prince Andre Dragomir.
Rose Hathaway will still be Guardian of Queen Vasilisa Dragomir.
Alexander Kozlov will be the Guardian of Marie Conta.
Dimitri Belikov will still be the Guardian of Miss Mia Rinaldi and Prince Ivan Zeklos.

Any Questions, complaints or comments?

This is also the second check in to make sure you made it through the second, smaller incident in which people were lost.

Has anyone heard from, or seen Jill Mastrano-Dragomir?

She's tiny, has brown hair, she's 15 but shes tall for her age.

Filtered to Dimitri
I don't care if you're not my favorite person right now.
Have you heard from Jill? Or anything about her?

Vika? Sonya? Dimka? Roza? Alexander? Ashford? Janine?

Roll call; Prince Zeklos, Prince Ozera, Princess Rinaldi, Prince Ivashkov, Miss Sage, Miss Z Sage... Miss Dragomir? Queen Dragomir?

There aren't anymore...are there?

They weren't Strigoi...They were different...

Jill? Sydney?
Hell, Rose?
Are you guys okay? There have been a lot of people dying.

I feel weird. I can usually feel Jill but I don't feel it. It stopped when people star-

Oh my god, Jill. Please tell me you're okay.

It really doesn't get any easier being here. There's so much magic around this place. I can't take it.

Zoe, are you okay?

I'm so damned bored.
I am rooming with some chick named Sutton Mercer?

and the other room is Alecto Carrow, and Fiyero Tiggular.
I don't know these people! Where is Sydney?
Or Ivan?

Apparently I look like some girl named Quinn, but I'm not.
My name is Sarah Hart and I'm from Paradise, Ohio.

I really really hate this place. Can I please go home? At least if I go home, I may have a few years before I have to see another one.

Dad? Is this a test? I'm not even going to be replacing Sydney now, at least let me do the training at home.

Okay. Whoever you are, you had your fun.

No send me back right now.