InsaneJournal

WHO: Roxie and Tau
WHERE: Tau's office
WHEN: Tuesday evening
WHAT: Roxie has a request
WARNINGS: sads and possible language

Closing her journal and setting it on her bed, Roxie sighed and wiped at her face. Since she'd made her decision, she'd been crying on and off constantly. She knew it was the right thing to do, it was what she needed to do, even if she didn't want to. But it didn't stop her fear. Anything could happen when she came back younger. She wouldn't have her memories, no one did when they came back younger, and honestly, she didn't want them. She didn't want to remember her constant pain of Lorcan not loving her the way she wanted, or her parents lack of interest. She just needed a break.

Roxie stood up off the bed, and felt something furry numb into her leg. Looking down, she saw River rubbing against her legs. She grinned and shook her head before picking the kitten up and starting towards the door. She wasn't surprised when Tiberius was waiting for her at the door. "Alright you, let's go." The two animals hadn't stopped following her around since she'd returned from Neverland. Of everything she was going to leave behind, they were what she was going to miss the most. She just hoped Tau would let her keep them, or let them stay with James. She couldn't bear the thought of them going off somewhere else.

Arriving at Tau's office door, Roxie stood there for a few minutes, staring at the handle without moving. Once she knocked on the door, it would be real. She could talk about it with James and Lorcan all she wanted, but nothing was real until she went into that room. With a deep breath, she moved her hand away from where she had been scratching River behind the ear and knocked on the door. There. First step done.