astro black (blackro) wrote in flippedrpg, @ 2012-09-23 22:58:00 |
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Entry tags: | ch: squib: astro black, ch: squib: eris lupin, p: emmy, p: kit |
Who: Astro & Erisbaby
What: Astro is taking lessons from the pensieve experiences and wants to be a Gryffindor in regards to Eris.
When: Sunday evening
Where: their unit
Warnings: idk yet
The past two days had solidified two very important things in Astro's mind. She remembered feeling as though it were unfair that her world was the only one where magic was becoming extinct. This was only present for a short amount of time in her mind as it became clear that there were things that were far worse. The view into the other worlds that was now occurring on a compound wide scale, just glimpses, had ensured that she no longer felt her world was terribly bad. It had a horrible situation but they had all adapted and they had decent lives because of it. They had friends, families, and loved ones. Many worlds had families ripped apart. Orphans were common. Wars, betrayal, death. Her world was not bad and she was certain of it now.
She was also certain that she never wanted to truly visit the world with the cure. She did not want to be emotionless. She wanted to be able to express herself and her feelings and proclaim all the love that she had for those in her life. Secondly, she did not want to be alone. She had felt nothing but solitude as she relived her alternate father's memories of prison. Loneliness and cold.
She did not want that in her life.
No, she had a very firm idea of what she did want. She wanted love and companionship. And she knew precisely who she wanted it from. She had been so afraid of how words could change things but now she understood. She had nothing to fear because she was in love with her best friend. And if she and those who told her it wasn't just her were wrong, she knew her best friend was not going to suddenly run from her side. She was always going to have Eris in some way.
She stepped into her room and shut the door behind her, eyes scanning about, looking for the girl.