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Doors Verse ([info]doorsverse) wrote in [info]doorslogs,
@ 2013-10-18 21:51:00

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Entry tags:plot: halloween

Who: Everyone!
What: The Halloween plot
Where: Passages → The RMS Mauretania
Notes: This is a group log, so anything goes as far as adult content. Please provide locations and warnings, whenever appropriate, in subject lines. Characters may only be in one place at a time, not in multiple threads simultaneously, and you must post using the “doorsween” anon account. This post is anonymous; no names, accents, or defining fonts, please. Lastly, comment with "dibs" on threads you intend to hit, and feel free to exit your characters from threads at any time.



The Mauritania is a ghost ship.

Launched in 1938, it's been decades since she sailed the oceans, and yet the doors of Passages open onto the night-darkened deck of a ship that is barely afloat. She tilts, she lurches, and she is cobweb-lined from her deserted bridge to her silent deck. There is no land to be sighted from any railing, and no light save that from the stars overhead. The promenade winds around the upper level in ominous silence, and haunting music can be heard beyond the doors that lead into the ship's interior.

Promenade; Elevator: It's a curious thing, this ghost ship's elevator. Opulent and splendid, it takes up the entire center of the grand entrance, and it is meant to carry passengers down into the belly of the ship. But it doesn't work just right. Sometimes, the elevator drops impossible lengths. Sometimes, the elevator stops altogether for hours at a time. Yet somehow it's always empty and awaiting new passengers.

First Class; Baths: The upper-level, with its height and distance from the ocean, feels safe and bright. Classical music can be heard in these halls, though there is no orchestra and the ballroom is ominously dark. Laughter leads passengers to the one mostly-lit area in first class, where a swimming bath leads to smaller, more private Turkish bath. The lights here are quiet, flickering and barely there, and shadows dance elusively in the depths of the pool, while ghostly laughter can be heard in the private bath stalls.

Second Class; Theater: Down a level, the second-class floor is louder than the elite first-class floor. Here the air is thick with cigar smoke, and glasses can be heard clinking from the open doors to the smoking room. But it's the theater that draws passengers on this floor. It is cramped and entirely dark, save for the monochrome film on the screen, hauntingly devoid of sound, where a collection of terrifying collages and darkly sexual imagery fill the screen.

Third Class; Dining: Claustrophobic stairs lead down to the narrow passages of the cramped third-class rooms, where the air is heavy and thick, and where the lights flicker and cast the hall into windowless darkness. Here, the ghostly gears of the engine room can be heard sputtering dangerously, and the sensation of the ship's tilting is most pronounced. At the end of the hall, the dining area gives the illusion of windows where none exist. Chairs are pushed aside to allow for dancing to soulful and intimate music, while ocean water teases shoes and heels.



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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-19 11:07 pm UTC (link)
She was too close, far too close, but he was too afraid to move lest the hole become something more, something that he would not recover from. He could feel her breath upon his face, the stink that he could not escape, and the angel made another noise, swallowing it down with a choked gasp.

He writhed as the finger pulled downwards so slowly, achingly slow, his fingers biting harder into her wrist, short nails pressing through skin, wetness beneath his fingertips where the angel spilled blood. The prayers faltered, sputtered, no matter how he tried to keep them up against the reality of what it was she was doing to him.

Then the question came, and with it, a ray of hope that maybe she would stop if he told her, if he explained it to her. "He gave them to me," he stumbled out, the words so quiet, so afraid. "They were his gift to me. If you destroy them..." The angel trailed off, tipping his head back as tears continued to slide down his cheeks. "If you destroy them, you will destroy me." He might not die in the strictest sense, but he had seen what became of those who lost their wings. Empty-eyed things that didn't live, only existed, and he didn't want to be like that. He didn't want to drift through life so empty and broken, because that would be what would happen. She would break him, break what he was.

"Please stop," he begged her, and his other hand came up to hold onto her wrist, joining the first. "Please stop. He will still forgive you. I will still forget you. Just... just stop. There's still time." He could feel the breeze pass through the hole she had created in his wing, the air that touched him so deeply.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-19 11:30 pm UTC (link)
His writhe forced him against her, and she gasped and groaned at the combination of the sharp sting in her arm, the scent of her own blood in the close space, the press of his body. "Yes," she whispered, rutting forward with her hips angled against his. She gasped again and barely listened to his hopeful explanation, her low laugh stuttering up again.

"I will destroy you?" The repetition was sweet on her tongue, intrigued, her fingers turning, clenching, crumpling the paper in a fist that continued to tighten. "Tell me more. What would you give if I were to stop?" She stopped the tearing, but the paper grew more damaged with the creases she laid into it, fingers pressing grime and filth into the folds.

"You think I want your forgiveness? You think I do this so I can be forgiven?" Her voice went suddenly sharp, her hand jerking at the handful of paper hard enough to yank at where it connected to his back. Her eyes snapped dark and glittered, madness behind them. "You think there is anything in me worth forgiving?" The madness translated into the jagged laughter that spilled out. "Forgiveness."

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-19 11:37 pm UTC (link)
If he had been the sort of creature that responded to the calls of the body, the press of her against him might have been a balm to the pain she was causing. Soft gasps, the whispers against his skin, he could see how it would be enjoyable. But not here. Not now. And not with her.

As she repeated what he had said, he was instantly full of regret in having told her. It was something that could be used again, and she seemed the sort that would do as such. But before he could respond further, her hand crushed the fabric of his wing, dark eyes rolling back in his head for a precious moment as the world all but whited out around him. Her words came to him, drifting sweetly around him, asking for answers he wasn't sure he could give. She was staining him, dirtying him, and even if she did not destroy him, he would not be the same when all of this was over. A stain on his soul, a blemish he could not wipe away. Maybe she was the reason He did not answer, her filth, her stain, too much even for Him.

Before he could answer, her voice turned so dark and pointed, words that tore with their fierceness, and when she yanked near the root of his wings, the angel did howl again with pain. His knees threatened to buckle, and it was only the grip he had upon her arm that kept him upright. "Everyone has something in them that is worth forgiving. Everyone!" The words were high-pitched and strangled, thrust out in desperation. He wasn't sure that she did, but for her sake, for his sake, he had to believe for both of them. "Everyone is worthy! Everyone! He does not turn His back on any of His children. Please! There is still time!" The words poured out, a babbling brook of desperation tinged with fear.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-20 12:19 am UTC (link)
The give of his knees was sudden and she nearly let him drop to the floor, but another shift of her hips had him pinned where he stood, the wall half supporting him so that he wouldn't slide down. The slack expression of his face and roll of his eyes was satisfying in a way little else was, and she hissed out a "yes" against his ear. This was how it was meant to be, his spirit crushing along with those delicate wings.

The scowl didn't leave her face, not after he began speaking about forgiveness, and her laughter didn't stop. It was uncontrollable, manic, continuing even when she pressed her lips together between her teeth. She only stopped long enough to grit out "Not me" before she yanked again on his wing, harder the second time than the first, the paper wing separating half-way from his body. She felt the separation in the way there was more give to it, and she let out a little victorious sound from between her clenched teeth. With it pulling away, she spidered her fingers open and shut again, gathering more of the paper within her grasping fist. "Beg more," she insisted, eyes alight with sadistic satisfaction.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-20 12:31 am UTC (link)
That laughter, background music to a moment he didn't want to remember, didn't want to ever look back upon, was haunting in its darkness. His hands fell away from her wrist finally, fingertips a blood mess where he had broken her skin, drawn blood from her, and where his hand drifted against the leg of his trousers, red was left behind, another stain on an increasingly soiled soul.

And then there was the whispered denial of everything he had to say, and before he could protest, before he could say anything in return, she yanked. The pain lashed through him, white-hot and searing, and had it not been for the press of her hips against him, he surely would have simply slid to the ground with the weakness that crashed over him. Another sound joined her laughter, echoing in the small chamber of the elevator car, and it wasn't until moments later that he realised it was the sound of his screams.

His breathing was labored, vision slightly grayed, sweat beading on his forehead from the torture of it all. Where was He when he needed Him? Why didn't He answer? Why did He make him suffer like this? The angel let out another sob, the words 'please stop' falling from his lips again. He had just wanted to find a place to escape to, to tuck away and let the lull of the boat guide him off to some moment of peace, but those hopes were miles away with the agony that gripped him. Body and soul, he hurt in a way he had never felt before. But there was still something that he did not understand.

"Why?" he asked, the word breaking through the pleas for mercy. "Why do you do this?" The angel met her gaze, brown eyes with pinpricks for pupils, the fear and terror there blatant and unhidden.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-20 12:59 am UTC (link)
The screams were sweet, and she told him so in a voice that was thick with heat that could only be lust. If sound had scent, it would have overpowered the metallic stab of her own blood, so thick it was. She wanted more, always more.

His eyes locking on her shook something deep within, past the madness and the laughter, past even her ability to speak. It closed her throat, and it took a moment of sheer will to force out more words for him. "It's what I am," she growled, following it with a slip back into her other form, wolf returning so that the shreds of humanity wouldn't plague her at all.

Without her pinning weight, he began to slip, and she butted her head against him, knocking him to the ground. From there it was easier to press heavy paws against his back, dig in claws, gather the paper in her fanged mouth and shake her head hard enough to rend the crumpled and abused wing from his back. The shaking and teeth combined to shred it, bits of saliva damp confetti raining back down on him. Her grunts were nasal and feral, an animal set on only destruction.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-20 11:25 am UTC (link)
The moment he hit the floor and the wolf's teeth tore into that one tattered, injured wing, the angel saw it all happen as though from a distance. He could see himself, see the wolf, the carnage that played out. His screams filled the air, born of grief and pain and the loss of something so personal that he would never recover from it. This was destruction in a pure form, nothing more than that, and he wept for the wolf too, for what she was and what she was doing.

But grief could not keep him distant for long.

The world snapped back into place a moment later, the damp confetti of his broken wing raining down against his back, shreds of paper that couldn't be pieced back together again. His head was bowed, hands curled into fists, ragged breaths pulled in through clenched teeth as he tried to breathe through it, to endure. That would be what He would want, wouldn't He? For him to face this, to embrace the pain, to come out stronger on the other side. But the angel didn't think himself strong enough. Already it felt like there were pieces of him missing, a hole that gaped darkly, and he couldn't remember what had filled it in the first place.

"Stop!" he gasped out, and from somewhere, the angel gathered strength together and pulled himself up. Knees towards his chest, back bowed, the uninjured wing trembling against his back, afraid to unfurl. If only he could be left like this, still half of what he was. It was better than losing it completely.

The angel turned towards the wolf, catching sight of her and her wet muzzle, his brown eyes filled with unshed tears. "Please. Stop," he begged. "I'll do anything. Please. Just... stop." It was an offering brought up to this god of destruction that threatened to destroy him completely. The last shreds of hope, fluttering in the wind of his panicked, pained breaths.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-20 02:04 pm UTC (link)
His gasped command barely pierced the frenzy of her destruction, the piece of paper no longer recognizable as the wing it had once been. But the word, the desperate tone, halted her. Bits of the paper stuck to the fur around her jaw, the saliva nearly foamed there from its papery interactions. Her sides heaved with the exertion of rending and tearing, the shaking that shredded something so delicate. Her paws remained heavy on his back until he started moving, and only then did she step back. And only then because she was curious what exactly it was he thought he was doing.

The uninjured wing caught her attention with it's tremble and tremor, and she found it difficult to focus her attention on him instead of that papery temptation. If he reacted as lovely to its destruction as to the first's... She growled at his pleas and offers. Bargains that held no place in her world - she was destruction, and could not be bought. Especially not by one that broke so prettily. She sat back on her haunches and looked at him, the way he turned, begged, the dying hope in his eyes.

Her hands inched forward, human again, as she crawled and slunk across the floor toward him. Her hair dragged on the ground, her body hidden behind it as she moved, her eyes fixed on his, unblinking. "Anything?" she growled as she came to a halt near him. Her hand rested on the side of his neck, horribly intimate as she leaned in. "What exactly do you think you have to offer, other than your sweet fear and your life?"

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-20 03:42 pm UTC (link)
When her paws left his back, giving him a moment to rest against all that was happening, the angel took a deep, shuddering breath, curling more in against himself as though it would protect him, this position. The remaining wing fluttered, stretched to its full size briefly before folding against his back, the muscles beneath his skin moving and shifting on the other side though there was no wing left to manipulate. It made him feel uneven, half-there, and that feeling was terrifying.

He said not a single word more until she growled at him, came closer with hands and rank breath instead of fur and claws, and yes, he did flinch away as her hand came to rest upon the side of his neck. Pulse fluttering beneath her fingers, he lifted his head slightly, one brown eye peeking out towards her. "I don't know," he confesse, the word full of despair. "You have already destroyed one. Is that not enough for you?"

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-20 05:11 pm UTC (link)
The rasp meant to be a laugh fell between them. The way he curled, attempted to protect himself. Wasn't it adorable. Wasn't it quaint, the thought that she could be so easily fended off. But that wing - oh, that wing, it caught her attention again with its flutter and stretch. Her eyes left his face to linger on the almost pristine paper.

"Why should I stop there?" Her fingers curled, rough edges pressing to the skin of his neck, blunt where claws would be sharp, but she used her weight to put force behind them, bruisingly heavy instead of cutting. "You are damaged and ruined. Imperfect. You no longer deserve to live if you insist to be so lacking." Her free hand came up to join the first, fingers turning and spreading to encircle, to lean heavy and tight.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-21 09:06 am UTC (link)
There was another flinch, a quick intake of breath as her fingers pressed to his neck, nails digging in. Lips moved in quiet prayer, this time for the strength to get through this. Her words dug in, sharp as her claws. Damaged. Ruined. Imperfect. And yes, he could feel those wounds upon his person. "That is not your decision to make," he rasped out, the pressure upon his neck where both her hands circled, tightening, pressure upon his words, his very breath.

That wing fluttered again, trembling from root to tip, and with a great drawn in breath, the angel reached up to push his hands against her, his own nails digging in, attempting to drag her hands away from his neck, fight in those dark eyes that stared at her, unblinking.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-21 10:19 am UTC (link)
"Of course it is," she ground out, accompanied by a tightening of her fingers. "There is no one else here to decide. Just you and me." She leaned farther, face so close that her nose nearly touched his cheek, her hair falling in a muddy shield of curtain around them. The way she knelt over him hid nothing, though she cared not at all.

She wondered, suddenly, what it would be like to use her teeth. To sink them into flesh instead of paper, let the warmth spill and fill her. It suddenly seemed far preferable to simply choking the breath and life from him. But when she leaned in, sank enamel into the delicate give of his arm, muscle under teeth, she was still human, and her teeth bruised more than cut. She simply bit harder, striving and searching for what she craved, finally drawing blood to the surface. The metallic slick of it was both nauseating and perfect, and she found herself wanting more. Always more.

She closed her eyes as the world shuddered and shifted, and it took a moment of the grinding of gears and cables for her to realize that the elevator was moving again, steadily downward toward its next location. Teeth withdrawn, she turned to sharply glare at the panel of buttons. "No," she growled at it, mouth and tongue scarlet with her bloody delicacy. "No."

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-21 11:12 am UTC (link)
The angel screwed his eyes shut as her teeth sank in to his arm, a soft noise escaping him as he tried, at first, to pull away, but that only increased the pain, sent it shooting down his arm, sharp and full of fire. This would be the end, he thought, as he tried to block it out, to lift his face to the heavens as though his Father might give him some relief.

And then, as though in answer to his prayers, the elevator car shifted and shuddered, beginning its downward descent once more. He let out a cry that was half relief, half laughter, the sound echoing in the small room. "I told you that He was here! That He was listening!" the angel all but crowed, and when she pulled away to glare at the buttons, the angel wrenched away, wing fluttering, trembling, pressing himself into the corner of the car once more. He ached in ways that he had never imagined were possible, but hope had given him strength once more, a burst of something to carrying him for. Tears ran down his cheeks, his relief palpable, and over and over again, he murmured his thanks to his Father, for saving him. For listening to him.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-21 11:31 am UTC (link)
"Shut up," she growled at him with a shove to his now-injured arm, blood on her hand as well, between her filthy fingers. She glared across the space when he skittered away like a damaged, one-winged insect, and thought of pouncing on him again, ripping out his throat before he could find freedom from the resurrected elevator.

But before she could, it shuddered to a stop only one floor down, opening to reveal a floor that stank of water and people. She could see movement beyond, in light and shadow both, and she knew that she had hesitated too long for her prize. With another snarl at him, she turned and hurried from the elevator on four feet, leaving one bloody pawprint as trail from where her fingers had slid against his arm. Within only seconds she was gone, finding new shadows to blend with, contemplating another chance at a hunt. Hopefully one more successful than the first.

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Re: Elevator: Inside [Increasing violence]
[info]doorsween
2013-10-21 12:30 pm UTC (link)
He didn't relax until the wolf was gone, bloodied footprints and all, and without her threat there, all the energy left him in one fell swoop, leaving the angel a quiet thing in the corner of the elevator car. The relief he had felt, the idea that He had been listening, that He had helped this to happen, it wasn't as lifting as it was before.

His arm ached, blood staining the skin, and he looked over the floor of the elevator, to the scraps of paper that had once been his wing, and the angel felt his heart clench in pain. Seeing it there, torn and discarded, the thing that he had thought most precious to him hours prior, it hurt in a way that he had not been prepared for. Onto hands and knees he went, trembling fingers gathering up every scrap, wet and torn as they might be, cradling them close to his chest. Maybe He could put it back together again, put him back together again, but somehow the angel didn't think that were possible.

He cried as he picked up the bits of himself that she had torn apart as though they were tissue paper. He cried, and he mourned for what he had lost.

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