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Tweak says, "Yes, my Tallest!"

It's a Graves thing (soundofwings) wrote in doors,
@ 2013-07-14 19:35:00

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[Bruce W (As Anon "T")]
[From Anon "X". Days after their last conversation. After her brief visit with Louis.]

You mentioned your pack. That night.

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	t/x onerule 2013-07-15 04:02 am UTC (link)
	[The cursor blinks for a while.] I did, yes. [...] I believe I said they left me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-15 04:10 am UTC (link)
	[A pause of her own, working up to asking.] Is it true? Did they? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-15 04:50 am UTC (link)
	[...] I think I was unfairly harsh. In a way, some of them did leave. But I'm not sure we were ever a pack at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-15 02:01 pm UTC (link)
	A pack of blood? Or other ties? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-16 06:55 pm UTC (link)
	[...] Other ties. Not blood, exactly. But similar. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-16 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	Oh. [...] Then this is different. I'm sorry to have bothered you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-17 03:42 am UTC (link)
	[...] You haven't bothered me. What's different? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-17 03:54 am UTC (link)
	They aren't a pack of blood. You chose them. It is not chance or obligation such as family might be. I don't know which is worse to be removed from. But it is different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-17 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Ah. [...] I didn't choose them. They are family, though we're not connected by blood. It's simply [...] complicated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-17 06:35 pm UTC (link)
	Complicated sounds to be the right word, yes. ~~My pack doesn't want~~ ~~I don't have anyone~~ ~~There is just you and Dr. Fischer~~ ~~What's the point~~ [...] Do you think that some are unfit to be in a pack? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-19 08:27 am UTC (link)
	Yours is the same? [...] I believe that if one intentionally causes harm to their pack, then they don't deserve to be part of it. But there are times when I feel unfit simply because I don't know how to belong, or because my presence might not be what's needed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-22 01:59 pm UTC (link)
	No. Mine is blood. It is different. It wasn't intentional. Never that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-22 04:11 pm UTC (link)
	Blood can still be complicated. Regardless, any pack shares a bond not so easily broken. You might not be as removed from it as you think you are. [...] Everyone causes harm unintentionally, at one point or another. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-22 04:17 pm UTC (link)
	I have done enough to earn a breaking. Unintentional, but too much. I have been told. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-22 05:13 pm UTC (link)
	Told by whom? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-22 05:14 pm UTC (link)
	The pack. The one I am no longer a part of. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-24 03:47 pm UTC (link)
	Sometimes people do things that they come to regret later. If you're bound by blood, there is hope for forgiveness. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x soundofwings 2013-07-24 05:10 pm UTC (link)
	I know regret, yes. And it seems very unlikely that I am to ever be forgiven. I find it difficult to believe that there is a bridge between wishing someone completely wiped from existence and forgiveness. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: t/x onerule 2013-07-25 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	Difficult, but not impossible. [...] Do you have anyone else, aside from your pack? (Reply to this) (Parent)