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Tweak says, "Does your dog bite?"

Doors Anon (doorsanon) wrote in doors,
@ 2012-06-09 11:13:00

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To the one I hurt:

I would like to speak with you. If you are not comfortable doing so, then I understand.

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Sam A/Anon

doorsanon
2012-06-09 04:26 pm UTC (link)

[not so public, sorry, Sam]

The word 'sorry' has lost a lot of meaning in our world, I think, so I won't try using it.

I've people asking me things. And it feels like they're attempting to punish me for what happened, which I will not argue is understandable. But you are the one who was hurt, and it is your opinions that I believe carry the most weight right now. I will not approach you, I will not seek you out beyond this post. I don't pretend that anything that is done will make what happened 'right', as one cannot rewind and take back past actions.

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jukejoint
2012-06-09 04:32 pm UTC (link)

[Fuck that. Publicly, with his commented quoted in her messy hand.]

The word 'sorry' has lost a lot of meaning in our world, I think, so I won't try using it.

I've people asking me things. And it feels like they're attempting to punish me for what happened, which I will not argue is understandable. But you are the one who was hurt, and it is your opinions that I believe carry the most weight right now. I will not approach you, I will not seek you out beyond this post. I don't pretend that anything that is done will make what happened 'right', as one cannot rewind and take back past actions.

So you're contacting me because people are giving you shit? That's what all those fucking words boil down to? I didn't tell them to talk to you, and I didn't tell them to fucking "punish" you. So don't come bitching at me about it.

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	doorsanon 2012-06-09 04:34 pm UTC (link)
	[at the public outing of what he said, he just... stares.] Forget that I said anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jukejoint 2012-06-09 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	No. You went through all this trouble to contact me again after I ignored you the first time. What do you want? I already tried to call them off, the only people I told, so what am I supposed to do now? Hire a fucking skywriter? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doorsanon 2012-06-09 07:07 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not asking you to do anything to them. I want to know what you want. That is all. Not what they want of me. What you want of me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

jukejoint
2012-06-09 09:06 pm UTC (link)

I don't want anything from you. We can't rewind. I can't make you a decent fucking person. And I can't go back and grow balls and shove you the fuck off like I would right now. So we can't change shit, and you just have to deal with the crap you said, and the crap you did, and the fact that somewhere inside you really just want to fucking hurt people and get off on it. I have to deal with the fact that I have issues I didn't know I had. We can't do jack shit, and you remain a motherfucker, so just fucking deal.

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	doorsanon 2012-06-09 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	Very well. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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