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Tweak says, "idjits"

Chloe is done (hiding) wrote in doors,
@ 2014-03-11 10:02:00

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cobb, dean winchester, hatter, james potter, jo harvelle, mal, supergirl

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It's really refreshing to see the way some people waste their time. I'm quite sure there are more useful ways to spend one's day, but perhaps that's just the way I feel.

So far today I've met with an outreach program that deals with counseling for those escaping abusive situations, spoke to another organisation that deals with bullying and made a donation to the cause, and I touched base with an old friend from college that I haven't seen in some years.

It's been a very productive morning.

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	Re: Joey/Chloe hiding 2014-03-12 02:34 am UTC (link)
	You're listening, obviously. Or you wouldn't have even stopped upon my words. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe sybarite 2014-03-12 02:37 am UTC (link)
	Difference between listening and hearing, just like theres a difference between seeing and believing. I see what youre writing, but I know you're a fucked up psycho who likes to play the victim, so believing isnt quite here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe hiding 2014-03-12 02:38 am UTC (link)
	And how, precisely, did I play the victim here? I reported on the status of my day and little more, yet you're still offended. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe sybarite 2014-03-12 02:40 am UTC (link)
	Youre always crying on here about somebody hurting your goddamn feelings. My kid sister don't bitch een a tenth as much, and you damn near had her head taken off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe hiding 2014-03-12 02:41 am UTC (link)
	At this point, you'd have to feel something in order to have them hurt. So don't worry, none of that from me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe sybarite 2014-03-12 02:47 am UTC (link)
	So youre a sociopath. Fucking convenient, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe hiding 2014-03-12 02:49 am UTC (link)
	No, Joey. I'm tired. So I'm spending my time being productive instead of fixating on things that I cannot have. I've felt entirely too much, and lately, it's just numb. And perhaps it's better that way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe sybarite 2014-03-12 02:57 am UTC (link)
	Perhaps you should stop reaching out to the public for nice talk because every time I see your name on here, I want to push you off a roof. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe hiding 2014-03-12 02:59 am UTC (link)
	Then why don't you do it? Words mean nothing unless there's follow through. Otherwise, you're just flapping your gums unattractively. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe sybarite 2014-03-12 03:01 am UTC (link)
	You want to talk to me about unattractive gum flapping? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe hiding 2014-03-12 03:02 am UTC (link)
	Do you really think your opinions bother me? I'm sorry to disappoint, but I'm not going to run away in tears because you were mean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe sybarite 2014-03-12 03:07 am UTC (link)
	Yes, I do think my opinion bothers you. I think youre fucking crazy and desperate and need the attention of people who youve made hate you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Joey/Chloe hiding 2014-03-12 03:09 am UTC (link)
	You think all of that and yet you continue to indulge me. Thank you. What would I ever do without you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Joey/Chloe

sybarite
2014-03-12 03:18 am UTC (link)

Its not indulgence, Chloe. I think youre looking for a shoulder to cry on and a pat on the head. I think you want redemption you don't deserve. You want the fucking parade, yeah?

I know that, I get it. I try every day to make my family better for what I've done to them, what I've lost from them. I'm never going to get back what I lost.. and even if they won't say that, I know it. I know I don't deserve it because I still recognize what Ive got inside me.

Its what lets me recognize whats inside you.

That's all. I want you to know that. I'm not indulging you. I want you to know that I don't like you. Not because I think you care I don't.. I'm not your type unless you're looking for revenge, yeah? I want you to know because I don't believe in killing, but if I ever see you again, I'm going to kill you.

Spare us both that. Shut the fuck up and get gone.

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Re: Joey/Chloe

hiding
2014-03-12 03:29 am UTC (link)

I don't care about redemption, Joey, and I don't care about forgiveness. There's no point in caring about something you don't deserve and will never get, right?

And honestly, I don't care that you dislike me. You're welcome to your opinions, and I'm not looking for anything from you. So go ahead and threaten to kill me. I'm not leaving, not going anywhere, and everyone here is just going to have to come to terms with my existence.

And it's not as though any of you will do a thing about it. I think someone tried... and we all see how that worked out when the charges were dropped. So go ahead, hate me. Wish that I would go away. You're just wasting your time.

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Re: Joey/Chloe

sybarite
2014-03-12 03:47 am UTC (link)

You'll never get it because YOURE NOT FUCKING SORRY. You don't want forgiveness, what about peace of motherfucking mind? If you really are a Dahmer level psycho, guess you don't have to worry about that shit. Are you? That's the only reason you wouldn't want to make right, because you know Sam didn't deserve what you did to her. This isn't your goddamn Lifetime movie, you're not the misunderstood star of cable access, bitch.

You don't care that I dislike you. That'd be impressive if I believed you. You've proven yourself to be a liar repeatedly, stretching the truth to make shit cool for you and awful for everyone else. Don't tell me you don't care. That's all you care about.

And I'm not wasting my time. Not at all. I enjoy hating you, much more than I think you enjoy being hated.

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