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Tweak says, "I know you! You're my stalker!"

Em knows your (truth) wrote in doors,
@ 2013-11-22 15:04:00

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abigail hobbs, alana bloom, cheshire cat, christine daae, death, freddie lounds, gwen stacy, hannibal

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[After this]

One would think you would learn a lesson from recent events.

If you punch someone, you'll get arrested.

And if I require surgery from this break in my cheekbone, I'm suing.

This month can end at any time.

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	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	I've tried being your friend. I have. But it just doesn't fucking work because you can't accept reality. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Neil D/Chloe M

truth
2013-11-22 09:51 pm UTC (link)

I've come to terms with the fact that you and I will never be together again, Neil. I have. But people refuse to let go of my past actions! Yes, I admit, I did some things that I'm not proud of, but - Not any longer. I've just been trying to live my own life, Neil.

And the only reason I came back to the suites here was because my brother insisted because the security here was higher after the car accident. That's all.

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	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 09:56 pm UTC (link)
	No, you're not. You cause shit, Chloe, and then you gloat about it. Like you enjoy seeing other people fall. You moved into the Aria to fuck with Sam. All you've ever done is fuck with Sam, and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of you. So either stop lying or actually fucking change, Chloe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-22 09:59 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I'm sorry, Neil. I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	Move on. Please. I'll live my life, you live yours. Leave Sam alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-22 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I wish there was a way to make any of this right. I miss having you in my life, Neil, even if it's just as a friend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 10:13 pm UTC (link)
	Too much has happened, Chloe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-22 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	I'm well aware of that. And I'm more than aware that I did this to myself. But I don't think I can fix it. Even if I did change, no one here would believe I'm any different, not even you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	If you stopped causing trouble and bragging about it, maybe I would believe you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-22 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe. And maybe you wouldn't. I'm just - do you know how jealous I am of her? Of what she has? And it's not just having you that I'm jealous of. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	It'd be a start. [...] What are you jealous of? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-22 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	That she has someone. Not just you, but everyone else. People who will jump to her defense without even hesitating. People who love her. I don't have that. Haven't in a long time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	[...] You can. You just have to stop being like this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-22 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	I'm always going to be the woman that fucked up Sam's life, Neil. And anyone who knows her will always see me that way. It's just- You can't apologise for that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-22 10:59 pm UTC (link)
	You don't have to keep being the woman that fucked up Sam's life. You have the choice to be different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-23 12:59 am UTC (link)
	We both know that everyone will still hate me and see it as a plot to get you back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-23 03:24 am UTC (link)
	Not if you're honest about it, if you mean it. No ulterior motives. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-23 03:27 am UTC (link)
	[...] Would you believe it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-23 03:32 am UTC (link)
	~~I have no fucking idea~~ If you're genuine, yeah. But I'll be able to tell, Chloe. I'm not as stupid as I was before. No mind games. No pretending. It won't get you anywhere. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-23 03:33 am UTC (link)
	[...] Could we have coffee together sometime? Nothing more. Just coffee. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M incharge 2013-11-23 04:32 am UTC (link)
	No, Chloe. Not now. I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/Chloe M truth 2013-11-23 04:35 am UTC (link)
	[...] I didn't- [Nothing more.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

Re: Neil D/"Chloe M"

predacious
2013-11-23 05:58 am UTC (link)

[After this and this and he's arrived at Chloe's suite to find her journal open to the conversation. He checks on her first, considering, then coming back to read it again.]

I know you're not likely to believe me, but it wasn't my choice to buy the Aria. I didn't know Sam was living here at the time, contrary to what everyone believes. And he was the one to prompt me into moving back into the Aria, because he thought I would be safer here. ~~Obviously he was wrong~~ He only wants me to be safe. If you doubt me, ask him. He can tell you the truth and he has no reason to lie.

And you're right. Not now, maybe not ever. I need to be around people that care for me and don't always believe the worst about me and regardless of what you say, I don't think you can do either of those things. No matter how much I change, you are always going to believe the absolute worst of me even when I haven't done anything. It's hard to want to do anything differently when I'm only going to be viewed one way regardless of what I do from here.

I think it best if we don't speak again for some time. Please have your family leave me alone so I might live my life without the constant fear of who is going to invade my home and assault me again.

Goodbye Neil. I wish you all the best and I do hope that Sam gets the help that she so obviously needs.

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	Re: Neil D/"Chloe M" incharge 2013-11-30 05:26 am UTC (link)
	[...] ~~You're so full of shit~~ You leave my family alone, and they'll be more than happy to have nothing to do with you. Same goes for Sam. Goodbye, Chloe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Neil D/"Chloe M" predacious 2013-12-01 11:51 am UTC (link)
	You'll have to forgive me if I don't think that you're capable of making sure of that. [No further responses.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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