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Tweak says, "You got it, dude!"

Akuba Maeko (giantfruitbyday) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2010-01-18 20:31:00

Entry tags:

kanaye, maeko

Who: Maeko, Kanaye, possibly Toru
What: OHAI ARE YOU SHADOW
Where: Dorms
When: After the email.
Why: Just checking.

Honestly, the whole exchange had read like Misaki trying to come up with an excuse when called out of unnacceptable behaviour but Maeko was willing to take that risk if it meant potentially defusing a shadow situation.

So she found herself back in the dorms, outside Kanaye and Toru's dorm room, knocking sharply on the door.

"Senpai, you in there?"

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-18 10:59 pm UTC (link)
	"And you are? Quite frankly, Maeko-chan, I'd rather see myself dead then you." Kanaye sighed. "I...I know it was stupid now. Can you forgive me? Please?" Kanaye rested his head in his hands and sighed again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-18 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	"Yes." Maeko said, without actually expanding on it. Of course she was allowed to. Why would anyone even ask? "It's not like it's about forgiving. I'm not mad." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-18 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	"So you're allowed to sacrifice yourself, but you get mad at me for doing the same? Why would you be allowed to do that?" "...Thanks, but...Why'd you bring it up, then?" He asked. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-18 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	"Because that's how it is." Maeko said, referring to the ever effective 'it just is' argument. "I don't want anything bad to happen to you and that's bad so you're not allowed to do it." "So that you know how stupid it is!" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-18 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't want anything to happen to you, and that's bad, so you're not allowed to do it either!" Kanaye was happy he managed to go into the "I don't want anything bad to happen to you" category. "I know how stupid it is!" He sighed. "I...just didn't know what to do..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-18 11:24 pm UTC (link)
	"That's stupid! That's not how it works at all." Maeko said, conveniently forgetting what her argument had been. "You should have done something else then! Why on earth would you do anything like that?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-18 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	"That's what you just said..." He sighed. "...I just like you too much to see you hurt." "I don't even know..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-18 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	Maeko decided to respond to that the same way she responde to everything she had no response to. "That's stupid." "If you don't know then...don't. I really will be mad if you do something so stupid again." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-18 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	"I know it's stupid. But I still love you too much." "Why? It's not like you have any stake in my or anything." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-19 12:01 am UTC (link)
	"That's..." Maeko trailed off, aware tyhat she'd said 'stupid' about 60 times in the last minute or so. Then brief, awkward silence as she tried to come up with an answer to that. "...that doesn't mean I want anything bad to happen to you." She decided on despite it sounding lame. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-19 12:07 am UTC (link)
	"There's a difference between 'I don't want anything bad to happen to you' and 'I won't let anything bad to happen to you.', Maeko-chan..." Kanaye shook his head. "Nevermind..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-19 12:18 am UTC (link)
	"No there isn't." Maeko said, just being contrary now. She had to think hard to remember how the conversation had even reached this point. "I...I'm really glad you're not over there. Please, if there is something wrong you'll tell me?" She was falling into repeating herself, the whole thing was very upsetting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-19 12:22 am UTC (link)
	"...Of course, Maeko-chan." Kanaye didn't bother to ask why. He knew he wouldn't get an answer. Instead, he leaned over, hugging Maeko, and kissed her forehead. At the very least, she'd reject him. Then, he'd know where he stood in regards to her. "...Please." Kanaye didn't elaborate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-19 12:31 am UTC (link)
	Maeko didn't react for a second, having to process that. Whne she did react she pulled herself away and stood up, taking a step back and trying to say 'what the hell', 'cut it out' and 'why are you-' all at the same time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-19 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Ah. That would explain it. It was a pipe dream, he knew, but... "...Nothing, it's stupid." Kanaye sighed. "I'm sorry." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2010-01-19 12:51 am UTC (link)
	That had not, Maeko decided once the shock wore off, been an appropriate reaction. "...I- I'm sorry. I still didn't..." Maeko said afer a few moments of silence, touching her fingertips against her forehead gingerly. "I'm glad you're safe. Sorry I bothered you. I should go. I'll talk to you later." And with that, WILD MAEKO FLED. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2010-01-19 12:52 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye was silent. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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