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Yukizaki Seiko ([info]mellow_lellow) wrote in [info]disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-12-30 20:41:00

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Entry tags:kanaye, seiko

Who: Seiko and Kanaye
What: Eating cake and talking.
Why: Seiko thinks Kanaye's wellbeing is her business.
When: After the Maeko mess and the Beach invite.
Where: Kanaye's dorm.

Seiko stood outside Kanaye's dorm room balancing a cake in one hand to knock on his door. She wasn't a brilliant cook, so she had got a shop bought cake, though in a school like this with wealthy students 'shop bought' meant 'bought from an expensive exclusive patisserie'. She sighed.

"Kanaye-kun its me open up!"



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[info]zealousemperor
2009-12-30 09:34 pm UTC (link)
Kanaye skipped around the room while changing with a spring in his step. It was an excellent day! The birds are shining, the sun is chirping, girlfriends...

He smiled a bit more and started putting on his pants. What girlfriend? He didn't need a girlfriend...

Kanaye heard the knocking and ran over, opening the door. "Hey, Seiko-san!" He smiled. "Is that for me? Thanks, come on in!" With that, he quickly ran over to his closet and started putting on a shirt.

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[info]mellow_lellow
2009-12-30 09:56 pm UTC (link)
Seiko waved the cake at him and bounced in.

"Yeah I brought this for you, or to share whatever really." she said brightly.

"I wanted to see how you are, and this cake is delicious so I thought it would be nice to sit and have something to eat as a break." she sat down and grinned, managing to seem at home wherever she was.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-12-30 10:00 pm UTC (link)
Kanaye laughed. "Well, thanks, Seiko-chan! You're a great friend!" He looked around and sat on his bed, patting the area next to him. "Here, you can sit!"

He leaned back. "I'm fine, really. I mean, it's not like I should beat myself up over her, right? I mean, she's just one girlfriend. I've had a lot before her, so..." He laughed again.

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[info]mellow_lellow
2009-12-30 10:04 pm UTC (link)
Seiko sat down next to Kanaye setting the cake down on his desk, "Its from that nice place in town, the French one, so it should be nice, I'd have made it myself if I didn't burn food so often..." she trailed off a little with a rueful smile.

"Thing is Kanaye-kun you seemed to really love her, it may not be best to bottle it all up if it does hurt?" she shrugged. "But if you feel fine then thats great! I just worry about you sometimes..."

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-12-30 10:09 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, I love that place! I go there all the time." Kanaye grinned. "Don't worry, Seiko-chan, I can't cook either."

He was silent for a bit before answering. "Oh, don't worry Seiko-chan! Sure, I loved her, but if she didn't ever want to be with me then it's kind of pointless to try to get back to her? I should just move on." He nodded, smiling.

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[info]mellow_lellow
2009-12-30 10:14 pm UTC (link)
"Its chocolate mostly because thats my favorite, but also because he said he had some new Belgian chocolate in." she smiled and patted her stomach. "My figure can go to hell if chocolate is involved."

She stayed silent as Kanaye spoke, surely he was lying, no one recovered that fast from things like that, not even Seiko herself. She didn't want to push him, but if he just pretended things were okay it would hurt him in the end.

"She did want to be with you Kanaye-kun, she told me so. At least you can remember that she did love you." she patted his shoulder.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-12-30 10:18 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, Belgian chocolate? Excellent choice, Seiko-chan!" He shook his head and laughed. "Don't worry, Seiko-chan. You look as good as ever, and trust me, you'll be getting in a lot of exercise in that place."

"Well, she lied to you then. She told me she was planning on leaving me. Sorry, Seiko-chan, but I believe her over you." Kanaye sighed. "No, no she didn't. She...I don't even know." He laughed. "Oh well, no use crying over spilled milk."

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[info]mellow_lellow
2009-12-30 10:23 pm UTC (link)
"Thank you." Seiko said slightly embarassed to get complimented when that was not what she had intended.

"She just seemed so happy,if she was lying then..." Seiko sighed. "Everyone lies, but sometimes it is hard to know what the lie actually is. Is it not possible she is lying about planning to leave you?" she lent back some her face full of genuine concern.

"But maybe even if you have...moved on from caring about her, her leaving hasn't made you feel bad about yourself or anything?" for once her usually cheerful face looked worried.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-12-30 10:29 pm UTC (link)
"Nah, she was telling the truth. I can't stand me sometimes, and I...." He sighed. "I just messed up really badly. I want to make it up to her but I don't think I can..."

"Oh, no, you get used to it. I mean if I got this messed up about every breakup I had I couldn't do anything!" He laughed and promptly forgot about his past.

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[info]mellow_lellow
2009-12-30 10:35 pm UTC (link)
Seiko stared at Kanaye, trying to fight her overwhelming desire to hug him, because his words just seemed so sad. No one should feel that way about things surely?

"We all mess up Kanaye-kun, we are only human, but Maeko-san does come across as the kind of person who maybe won't be that forgiving." Seiko sighed "You shouldn't feel like that about yourself, you are a good person really Kanaye-kun."

She smiled again and motioned towards the cake. "Do you want some?"

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-12-30 10:37 pm UTC (link)
"She isn't. I mean..." He sighed. "I just want to make her love me again. I'd be fine if we're just friends. But I had to be stupid..." He shook his head. "Sorry for doing this, Seiko-chan. It's my problems..."

His head shot up so fast he winced. "Cake? Of course I want cake!" Kanaye said with a laugh. "Why wouldn't I want some cake? Thanks, Seiko-chan!"

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[info]mellow_lellow
2009-12-30 10:55 pm UTC (link)
"You are my friend, so I don't mind listening to your problems if it will make you feel a little better." Seiko replied with a shrug. "Kanaye-kun things will turn out okay in the end, whatever happens, I refuse to let it go any other way." she grinned.

"Ah cool, do you have a knife or anything I can use to slice it up?"

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-12-30 10:59 pm UTC (link)
Kanaye paused a bit before brightening up and hugging Seiko. "Thanks, Seiko-chan! It's good to have friends!" He laughed and let her go. "Well, alright! I guess I'll have to be happy, then!"

"One sec!" Kanaye begun digging through his side of the room before coming up with a clean knife. "Here it is!"

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[info]zealousemperor
2010-01-01 03:05 am UTC (link)
"I can't even reach the lowest standards. I drink, I do terribly in school, I don't have a job, and I drove off my girlfriend. Heck, my roommate ran away for a bit because I was too depressing!" He sighed. "Change is happening too slow for me..."

"And I wouldn't have ANY friends if not for this stupid thing. I mean, Toru and Tom have their own problems, I can't ask them for help. And Kozue means well, but..."

Kanaye shook his head. "Well...She doesn't understand."

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[info]mellow_lellow
2010-01-01 03:18 am UTC (link)
Seiko lent back a little and looked over at Kanaye, this sadness was worrying, there was so many things bringing him down. "Kanaye...I guess it doesn't help much if I tell you you are doing well and I like you as you are anyway." she sighed. "I know its hard but you can't manage it all at once."

"You would still have friends, you met these people through this thing sure, but that doesn't mean they only like you for that." she smiled slightly, as she had not been on the list of friends who couldn't help.

"Kozue is very caring though from what I can see, I'm sure she tries to understand."

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[info]zealousemperor
2010-01-01 03:24 am UTC (link)
"Thanks, Seiko," Kanaye said slowly, "but I'm not doing well. It's way too hard for me to handle it at all..."

"You kidding? If I met then without this stupid thing going on I'd probably insult them. Hell, that's what I was doing anyway before I became their friend..."

"But she can't."

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[info]mellow_lellow
2010-01-01 03:35 am UTC (link)
Seiko sat quietly next to Kanaye for a few moments considering what she was going to say. "I know there isn't much I can say that will make that go away, so just know I'm always here for you, even if I can't help with anything I can at least support you."

"You are so harsh on yourself Kanaye, we are your friends because we like you, stupid thing aside." she nodded in agreement with herself.

"Well I'll try to be around for you when she can't be okay?"

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[info]zealousemperor
2010-01-01 03:40 am UTC (link)
Kanaye just sat there for a couple of minutes, thinking. Then, he launched himself at Seiko and buried his head into her arms, holding her tight.

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[info]mellow_lellow
2010-01-01 03:49 am UTC (link)
Seiko blinked for a moment then calmly just held onto him and patted his shoulder as soothingly as she could.

"Sorry did I say something wrong?" she asked after a few moments, a little worried she had caused this.

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[info]zealousemperor
2010-01-01 03:53 am UTC (link)
Kanaye stayed that for as long as he felt he could. When he pulled back, he looked away. "...Sorry."

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[info]mellow_lellow
2010-01-01 03:56 am UTC (link)
"Why are you sorry?" Seiko asked perplexed.

"You haven't done anything wrong, if you had been I'm perfectly capable of telling you." she told him honestly, Seiko was of course a nice person, but she wasn't a doormat, she wasn't the type to tolerate things for no reason.

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[info]zealousemperor
2010-01-01 04:00 am UTC (link)
"I'm sorry for hugging you without warning. I'm trying not to be clingy and failing miserably." Kanaye hung his head. "Please don't leave..."

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[info]mellow_lellow
2010-01-01 04:05 am UTC (link)
Seiko raised an eyebrow and stared at Kanaye. "I hugged you without warning, it is no different." she said reassuringly.

"You aren't being clingy, honestly. I hug more than you do and you'd not call that clingy right?" she pointed out. "I won't leave..."

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[info]zealousemperor
2010-01-01 04:09 am UTC (link)
Kanaye sighed. "I'd believe that, but..."

He shook his head. "Nevermind." He went back to eating his cake.

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[info]mellow_lellow
2010-01-02 12:34 am UTC (link)
"Well you have the beach party to look forward to." she said trying to find something to bolster his mood.

"I haven't been to the beach for ages so it will be nice to get out in the sun, laze around, have some nice stress free fun."

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