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Aoi, Misaki ([info]pinksunbeam) wrote in [info]disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-11-27 22:19:00

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Entry tags:maeko, misaki

Who: Misaki and Maeko
When: After the whole discovery of S!Tom
Where: Dorm room
What: Talk about the party and what happened after
Why: Because we're evil I tell you...



Misaki was sitting on the bed and sighed as she read what happened at the party after her little vanishing act with Keiichi. She felt bad about what had happened earlier in the evening and knew that Maeko was going to probably have something to say about it. She was mentally prepared for anything.

Her body was still sore, and she had to wonder if her clothing still had a smell from...No she wouldn't dare to think like that. Maeko would probably freak out if she knew.



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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 07:18 am UTC (link)
Misaki looked down and took a breath, "That's why I've been so jealous alright. I...I don't know why, and I can only speculate as to when, but...I have...feelings for you Maeko-chan."

She swallowed some, "I love Keiichi too, that's the problem. I know I shouldn't, that...that you're my best friend. That we're supposed to care about each other but...I think I care more then I should."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 07:29 am UTC (link)
"Well that's, um...nice?" Maeko still hadn't thought of a good way to respond to that. She was surprised she could still speak at all.

"...what do you want me to do about it?"

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 07:56 am UTC (link)
"I...I don't know," Misaki admitted sadly and looked at her afraid. "I know you probably don't feel the same way. And I'm scared that you won't want to be friends with a weirdo, but...I really don't know what to do about it Maeko-chan."

She closed her eyes and sat down on the floor, "I just don't know...I see him with you and I get jealous, but at the same time I want you to be happy. And it's not like I'm not happy with Keiichi-kun, it's just...different. I'll wake up in the middle of the night wondering what you're dreaming about then can't go back to sleep and wonder if you think me crazy if I tell you, or you think the same way about me or what. I feel kind of lost."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 08:08 am UTC (link)
"I would if you wanted me to. But..." She trailed off then smiled. "But I'm already dating a weirdo, it's not like it'd make that much difference."

No clue what to say. No clue what to say.

"If it helps, I usually dream about-" She stopped suddenly. Maybe bird cages would be a poor thing to bring up in this already awkward conversation. "-anpan."

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 08:23 am UTC (link)
Misaki frowned some and sighed, "Maeko-chan, that's not how things work. You have to WANT to be with the person yourself. Not because the person wants you to want to be with them. If that was the case then my brother would have had a harem by now."

She coughed on a laugh that came out of her, "I suppose in a way it wouldn't."

"Anpan? You dream about anpan? How...I mean...Well I do dream about cloth some time but..." She shook her head.

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 08:30 am UTC (link)
"Oh, okay. I guess I won't, then."

She thought desperately to find an easy way out of this whole conversation. The anpan dream seemed like an easy topic change.

"Yup! There's, um, I have an anpan! And I'm eating it and it's good! But then it turns out it had a big brother who is a huge anpan and who's really mad! And then its big brother eats me and I turn into bean paste."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 08:37 am UTC (link)
Again Misaki looked confused. She couldn't follow what Maeko was saying, "Maeko chan, won't what then?"

Misaki paused a second then started to giggle. "That sounds like a rather distrubing dream. I've had ones where I'm wrapped up in cloth for hours and the cloth are attached to a giant spider that's weaving a web. And it has Ishino sensei's face for some weird reason."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 08:52 am UTC (link)
"Feel the same way. If you don't want me to."

"...Ishino-sensei? Weird."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 08:59 am UTC (link)
"Do you want to feel the same way? It's not my choice Maeko chan! Don't you see you have to decide what you want. Not me, Not Satou-sempai, just you." Misaki said getting up and sitting on her bed.

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 09:07 am UTC (link)
"I don't want to decide what I want. It's stupid and any answer's incorrect. This way's far easier and it doesn't really change anything."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 04:40 pm UTC (link)
What! Was she serious! Misaki stared at her best friend. She shook her head and took a deep breath.

"That...why would you think that? There is no right or wrong answer when it comes to what you feel. If things don't change your relationship with a friends aren't going to grow. You're not going to change, nothing is going to change and then when the person changes they can't change with you." Misaki said softly remembering something her brother told her.

"I don't..." She paused and shook her head. "No...I want things to change. I want our relationship to change. I want it to be deeper I want to know the real you. And I can't seem to because you won't show me that side of you...and it doesn't help that I don't know if I'm coming or going does it."

Misaki sat back and sighed, "Which is partly why I wanted to leave town for a bit over the summer. Just to figured out who I am, without having outside sources tell me or note to me things...does that make sense."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 05:03 pm UTC (link)
"...real me? That side of me? I don't get it." Maeko shrugged. "I'm not the witch again, if that's what you mean."

She shrugged again, shaking her head. "Is that what the Tokyo thing was about? But you're coming back, right, so..."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 06:24 pm UTC (link)
"It's the side of you that I don't get to see. I don't know how to explain it. You're always kind to me, but I don't think I get to see stuff about you that you show other people that you don't know too well. You...I think you try to keep up this image of how you were before, thinking that it'll make me feel better. But it doesn't and it hurts." Misaki told her softly.

"Yes, probably...I don't know..." Misaki honestly looked down. "It might be a week, it might be longer. I just...I want to figure out who I am. What I'm doing here. I just feel like I'm still as useless as I was before, only now I'm concious of that fact."

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 06:57 pm UTC (link)
"...you want me to not be nice? I don't get it. This is how I've always been, you'll have to explain." Maeko was honestly very confused.

"That stuff just sounds confusing. But I guess if you nee a break then the summer break is the best time to do it. Don't forget to arrange time off at your job soon, they'll be mad if you don't do it in advance."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 09:09 pm UTC (link)
"What I want is for you to be honest. What I want is to know what you're feeling. Happy, sad, I don't want you to be a doll Maeko-chan. I want to see more then just...I don't know. I feel like you're not being yourself in front of me. It's like you're tip toeing around me, when I don't want you to." Misaki sighed.

Misaki paused, "Is that all you care about? Arrange time off from work, I know that I'm going to do that..." She got up testily. "No wonder my mother likes you so much. You sound just like her!"

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 09:21 pm UTC (link)
"Why would you think that? I'm just...I don't get mad or sad about being around you because there's nothing to be mad or sad about."

"Of course it's not all I care about but it's still important! If you forget then you'll get fired. That kind of stuff is just as important as this subjective 'finding yourself'."

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 09:31 pm UTC (link)
"But that doesn't mean when I do something that bothers you you should ignore it! I'm your best friend right?! Shouldn't you show me when you're angry about something, or sad about something, or even annoyed with me! I don't mind, I want to see that! I want to see you being silly or sad, or frustrated or...whatever you're feeling!" Misaki shouted and threw her hands up.

"Yes I know! I'm not an idiot Maeko! Don't treat me as if I don't have my head screwed on!" Misaki snapped and put her hands on her hips. "Like I said you sound like my mother. Always going on and on about work and how it looks! Well I know I have to tell them. I am going to tell them!"

She rubbed her head and muttered, "Are you just playing being thick at times..."

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 09:40 pm UTC (link)
"I'm not treating you like that. You don't have to take so much offense to being reminded to do something!"

Being called stupid was something that rarely failed to get a rise out of Maeko.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" She growled, suddenly furious.

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 10:04 pm UTC (link)
"Yes you are! When I tell you something important you just seem to freeze up and change subjects, just like she does. It drives me crazy!" Misaki snapped back and crossed her arms.

"It means you can be thick! You can't see whats happening in front of you, or you choose to ignore it! That's what it means. Oh but wait..you'll want to change the subject about that too! My misake."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 10:23 pm UTC (link)
"That has nothing to do with reminding you to arrange time off at work! It's making sure you're okay, not treating you like an idiot."

"Shut up!" Maeko snarled. Not even Misaki got to call her stupid. Especially not Misaki. "I know perfectly well what's going on, you just throw tantrums if I bring it up anyway!"

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 11:43 pm UTC (link)
"I already did that like I told you! Why do you keep having to change the subject! God like I said you're acting like my Mother! " Misaki shouted back and frowned. "Why can't you for once just listen and get the point of what I'm saying to you! You act like I confuse you, but you confuse me more then anything!"

"How do I throw tantrums! I get upset because you act like things aren't important! You ignore things that could be vital to both of us, and then try to walk away from conflicts that you can't solve that moment! Things take time!" Misaki growled back.

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-11-30 11:51 pm UTC (link)
"Well your mother isn't always wrong! It's no wonder she's trying to force you into her ideal careers when you're absolutely useless on your own!" Maeko yelled. "And if you want me to get the point why not just say it instead of hiding it behind so much worthless subjective crap!"

"Whenever I've tried to tell you the truth you've responded by crying until someone feels sorry for you. It's hardly encouraging! And there's no point in working at unsolvable conflicts, they're unsolvable!"

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-11-30 11:56 pm UTC (link)
If there was one thing Misaki hated hearing was being called useless, she twiched and clenched her fists. "Well it's kind of hard to know what to do when you've only been told since the day you were born that you're the one that wasn't really wanted! I'm the seventh child, the unwanted one, the one that can't do what she wants."

"Because I can't be blunt to you and Go, 'Hey Maeko-chan I'm in love with you!' Would you rather I have done that?! Do you know how hard it was to even say that to you!"

"Oh yes telling me that you need to break up being friends with me after all the shit that your shadow did was a brillant way to be honest Maeko-chan. Nothing is unsolvable until you've tried every angle to find a solution! It's like saying you can't make a dress because it's not possible due to the fabric!" She was glareing heatedly.

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-12-01 12:07 am UTC (link)
"You follow the rules like everyone else does! It's not hard and they're there for a reason! You do it whether you're wanted or not. And take responsibility for your own actions! Maybe she'd have a little more faith in you if you could understand basic instructions!"

"Why not? All you're doing by padding it out is making swomething that's difficult last longer!"

"It might not have been what you wanted to hear but it was the truth. You can't have both."

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE'
[info]pinksunbeam
2009-12-01 02:08 am UTC (link)
"Basic instructions? Oh you mean like 'Misaki, go into science so that I can brag to my colleges that I have a daughter following in my footsteps.' or 'Misaki I want you to try to find a man in college so that you'll be taken care of.' or how about, 'Misaki take care of your younger siblings and give them the attention that I can't since I'm too busy trying to suck up to the president of the university so I can eventually get the post of Chairwoman of the whole damn thing!'" Misaki snapped back. "You mean like those instructions Maeko-chan, insisting that I do exactly what she wants for the rest of my god forsaken life! There are rules yes, but some SHOULD be broken when they are unfounded or just plain dumb. Like if someone told you you shouldn't go hanging out with the girl from you middle school who's older then you because her family isn't into the academic area. Like that rule? Or how about the one telling me that I shouldn't WANT to move in with my best friend. That it's a waste of money! How's that for rules...you like those rules?"

"Yes It's the truth, and yes I hated to hear it, and you know what I'm glad now that I heard it becuase it tells me that you can be honest. Now be that honest about other things too!" Misaki snapped back and gritted her teeth.

"Padding it! Oh you think it's so easy to tell someone how you feel? You think you can just snap your fingers and there it's done? For the love of...Okay fine if you think it's that easy. That I shouldn't pad things then fine!" She threw up her hands, grabbed Maeko by the shoulders and gave her a kiss. "There hows that for non Padding!"

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Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE' - [info]giantfruitbyday, 2009-12-01 03:07 am UTC
Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE' - [info]pinksunbeam, 2009-12-01 03:13 am UTC
Re: IGNORE ALL MENTIONS OF RANK10-ING IN THIS THREAD OKAY. REPLACE THEM WITH 'PLAYING PATTYCAKE' - [info]giantfruitbyday, 2009-12-01 03:21 am UTC

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