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Tweak says, "there's a better place to be"

disappear_npc (disappear_npc) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-10-05 00:18:00

Entry tags:

anon, kanaye, kazuya, tom, toru, yoshimi

Letter 2: Maziodyne Boogaloo
Another letter? Oh me oh my!

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Re: THE GRAND UNVEILING SHALL COMMENCE IN FIVE, GENTLEMEN

2dbeauty
2009-10-13 12:14 am UTC (link)

It felt as if things were over far too soon. There they were at the school, the final destination, where they would part. Where things would return to normal. He didn't want them to, but it seemed inevitable at this point. So Toru calmly let Kazuya hold his hands, thank him, bring a hand up to his face.

"O-of course, Kazuya-kun. I... really appreciate that. B-because..." He sighed. "E-everything is kinda falling apart. M-my teammates... I-I mean the people in the club... they're fighting. It's tearing them apart, and... I'm afraid that they're gonna leave me behind, b-because I don't have a side to take. S-so..." With bowed head, he addressed Kaz. "P-please. I-if you mean that... it'll mean more than anything else ever could."

This time, Toru took the initiative. That hormonal part of his brain, which had woken up excited to the first love letter and hadn't shut up since, pushed him forward, cheering all the way as logic, reason, and doubt were deposed from their thrones. With a simple and calm motion, he leaned in to the boy whose gloved hand caressed his face, and kissed him.

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Re: THE GRAND UNVEILING SHALL COMMENCE IN FIVE, GENTLEMEN

puppetofhisown
2009-10-13 07:31 pm UTC (link)

He had been a moment away from reassuring Toru that he would have never left him behind, that he would have always been available.. When the world seemed to freeze, for what was now a moment of terror and emotional conflict. It was a situation that was totally out of his control, but the hormones flaring through him told a different story. The quaking hand that had been at Toru's cheek now slid down to rest at his shoulder blade. While his left hand tightened into a fist about a clump of the overcoat. He wasn't sure if, for a moment, to desperately regain the control control over the situation.. That he should push away. However, he doubted the more dominant side of his emotions at the current time would have allowed him such audacity.

Instead, he leant in to the kiss for as long as it might have lasted. Where every other sound seemed to be cut off, where ever other sense was now dulled, only one nerve seemed to record what was occurring. The documented curves of the lips that were against his own, what it felt like to experience his second (and perhaps first, depending on definition) kiss, and how it all seemed to click in perfectly. The last piece of the puzzle. The last moment of their day together. Was this the end of the fabled perfect date? He'd like to have thought so.

It was as warm as the hug they'd shared upon first encountered. As powerful as the words exchanged together. And as striking as the time that Toru first told him he'd care. But, it was something else, too. It was almost the finishing touch, the final thing which pushed a beautiful thing into the category of masterpieces. Kaz wasn't sure if it was right, wrong, or anything in between. But he would have done any feat a thousand times simply to feel the same way as he did now: complete.

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Re: THE GRAND UNVEILING SHALL COMMENCE IN FIVE, GENTLEMEN

2dbeauty
2009-10-14 12:04 am UTC (link)

Toru was slow to finish. Allowing his own lips to linger on Kazuya's, he felt as if he was an explorer who had finally reached his destination in a far-off land. Though he could only gaze across the vista he stood at in the hopes of exploring in the future, he had seen more in this one journey than in his entire life back in his home country. With time, there surely would be more discoveries to be made. Once the extended metaphor drew to a close, he slowly pulled back from Kazuya, face unreadable but infinitely kind.

"Th-there. I... I..." Toru couldn't finish the sentence. "You... l-looked like... y-you... er... needed that." He probably did. Truth be told, Toru needed it just as much. He pulled further away, now blushing. "S-sorry... that... I-I probably shouldn't have... b-but... I'm not sure when I'll g-get to see you next, so..."

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Re: THE GRAND UNVEILING SHALL COMMENCE IN FIVE, GENTLEMEN

puppetofhisown
2009-10-14 01:47 am UTC (link)

No fantasy could last forever, unfortunately. As much as he would've liked for the moment to go on for ages and ages, it had to end. Although he was reluctant to draw back, he could at least relish in the last few moments. The memory of the touch. His eyes opened to half-lids, regarding Toru with a gaze that was eternally soft. Gentle. No words could have come to appropriately describe what had just happened. No words burst in his mind to tell Toru. But, as the stuttering teen tried to explain and apologize, Kazuya raised both of his hands to cup Toru's cheeks once more. To hold his head in the most delicate of manners. The thumb of his left hand briefly stroking the flesh it touched.

No words were spoken, then, but a smile told the entire story. Kaz leant in, ever so that their noses might touch, and then drew back once more. His gloved hands departed the warm skin, and he turned to walk away. Long legged strides pulling him farther and farther away from Toru, away from the school. He was headed home, now. He hadn't trusted his voice to properly relay words, and he hadn't trusted his mind to say anything that would have fit.

But, they'd see each other again, and this was only their first day. As he lifted his hands to look at a last time, there was a space in between each digit where Toru's fit perfectly. Another day.

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