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Tweak says, "Ya Broke the Bloody Ship!!"

Yamada Kai [山田海] (the_nadeshiko) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2010-10-27 15:33:00

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kai, kouki

WHO: Kai and Kouki.
WHAT: An announcement.
WHERE: Kouki's house.
WHEN: A day or two after culture fest.
WHY: It needs to be said.

Kai pulled his jacket tighter around him as he walked to Kouki's house. It was too cold, always too cold here in winter - one of the many reasons why he infinitely preferred Okinawa to Hokkaido. The snow on the ground, something he didn't see in person back home and usually found enchanting, did little to distract him, for he had something important to do.

He arrived at Kouki's front door earlier than he'd told Kouki to expect him, so he knocked loudly. Then, pulling his skull cap down further over his forehead, he waited for Kouki to answer.

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kykyoshida
2010-10-27 08:23 pm UTC (link)

The words poured over Kouki, immersed him, drowned him. He couldn't find the capacity to respond outside of the tiniest of statements.

"Where you're going? You're... you're leaving, and..." The concept Kai was vocalizing hadn't gotten close enough to him yet. It was a boat just a meter away from the dock, one Kouki was grasping for but not yet reaching.

"You were the first one to give me a chance to be more than weird." He said it flatly, matter-of-fact, like a statistic. "I don't understand. You're not making any sense. Where are you going? Wh-why are you saying this?"

The look on the boy's face betrayed his increasingly less-neutral tone.

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the_nadeshiko
2010-10-27 08:33 pm UTC (link)

Kai frowned, face falling from irritation to something almost like pity. "Don't be so pathetic, okay? It's just making it harder on both of us."

"And nowhere you can follow me. It doesn't have to make sense - all you need to know is that I'll be gone soon and I don't want to be with you anymore."

There was no trace of his usual upset stutter, but Kai's face plainly said he didn't want to be saying this, even as cruel words dropped from his mouth like knives.

Then he shrugged, shaking his head and trying to clear his own eyes. "Don't try to contact me. I want to be alone there."

And then he turned -

and left.

The cold didn't bother him so much anymore.

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kykyoshida
2010-10-27 08:43 pm UTC (link)

"Pathetic... if that's what you're going to call me, then..." Kouki bit his lip. His mind was made up.

"Go away. Please." Eyes narrowed to minimize the appearance of tears in them. This person didn't need to see those. Kouki didn't want them around.

As soon as Kai had turned his back, Kouki shut the door behind him. The boy couldn't bear to watch the other leave. But he was also certain of one fact.

"That wasn't you."

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