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kondo kozue | 近藤 梢 ([info]anthesphoria) wrote in [info]disappear_rpg,
@ 2010-04-04 20:50:00

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Entry tags:beachthread, kozue, maeko

Who: Kozue, Maeko
What: Diascussion
Where: On the beach.
When: After the Toshidungeon.
Why: We said we would, really, we did.



She had said they should do this, and it had been weighing in the back of her mind like a ton of bricks through the entire vacation at the beach. Sometimes forgotten, but briefly; she worried about the conversation less and the topic of the conversation more, sometimes to the point that she was surprised she could forget it, ever, period. Even large pints of ice cream did not help; although since the breakup with Kou she had been indulging herself in them with greater frequency, and getting away with it because people thought (or would think, she told herself) that she was a woman scorned and thus ice cream was the most natural recourse.

Now, before they left the beach and the ability to have unpleasant discussions on lounge chairs on the sand, they had to do it. She'd let Maeko know, where she'd be and when, and now she was waiting. With a popsicle, because ice cream comforted all.


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[info]giantfruitbyday
2010-04-05 02:12 am UTC (link)
Maeko shook her head. She'd gone off topsicles ever since thier mascot set her on fire.

"Yeah. Ito's shadow could just say he didn't want anyone using it. And Senpai this time..." She looked briefly very uncomforable, guilty about not caring about hr boyfriend when her was bedridden and sick and she really was horrible. It passed quickly, though, replaced by the fake smiles that seemed to be passing through the group like the flu might. She had caught smiling. She was very sick with smiling.

And she was almost sure she might die of it one of these days.

"I think it makes sense. That it's paradise itself deciding it? It can't be totally up to the shadow because if it was why would they allow it in the first place..."

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[info]anthesphoria
2010-04-06 02:39 pm UTC (link)
The smiles were no less creepy now; in fact, they were getting creepier as they showed up on more and more faces. They were everywhere. Even Kozue had been guilty of the same thing mere moments before. She took another lick of topsicle which in other circumstances might have been vaguely suggestive, but right now was really just focused on yummy and look a distraction!

"That's, yeah, if it was totally up to a Shadow I bet they wouldn't let us do anything. But they do kind of... control part of Paradise, don't they? Like all the stupid games. Weird rules. Costumes." People were weird. People's subconscious minds were very, very weird.

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2010-04-06 07:52 pm UTC (link)
"Maybe..." She shrugged. "Maybe they just sort of ask paradise for stuff? Like the rules and the costumes and the bir- and- And Paradise plays along when it wants to? And then maybe we do the same when we call those things." She leaned her chin on her knees, staring at the waves as they rolled in. "I dunno."

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