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Sirius Black (padfoot_dh) wrote in dhmaster_rpg,
@ 2007-09-20 21:39:00

Entry tags:

action scene, complete, harry potter, nc-17 scene, remus lupin, sirius black

Action Scene: Padfoot runs from himself only to find the past isn't ever far behind
OOC: NC-17 rated scene contained within. If you are underage, stay away.

Sirius left Lily alone, thinking about all he'd said to her, and wondering if he'd gone round the twist or not. Remus has always been the sane one, the calm, cool and collected one and now, was he actually trying to fill those world weary shoes? Did Harry even need either of them any longer?

Groaning, he rubbed his face and sighed as he looked to the heavens and did the one thing that had always calmed him in the past. He shifted into Padfoot, shaking his fur and turning his nose to the sky. He inhaled the late afternoon scents and looked around the grounds. Taking off at a dash, running full out and hard, he tried to exhaust himself and his mind. Things were so much easier as a dog.

Skidding to a stop and panting, he spotted a figure in the distance. He sniffed the air, snuffling softly as he recognized the scent. He loped closer and changed back, leaning against a tree and breathing heavily as he closed his eyes.

"Come on out, I know you're there."

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fear_the_moon
2007-09-22 06:08 pm UTC (link)

There was an immediate chill at the loss of Sirius's touch. Remus shuddered and chuckled dryly. Sirius had a point. He could go back to his family, Tonks would never trust him, and they'd fall apart. Or he could be with Sirius, with his (he grimaced at his own girliness) soul mate, and his family would fall apart anyway. The ultimate catch-22. "Sirius, I want to be with you. Know that. But I made a promise. How can I just turn my back on that without even attempting to make things work?"

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padfoot_dh
2007-09-22 06:23 pm UTC (link)

Sirius snorted and yet, at the same time, he had a feeling he'd aleady won half the battle. He just had to keep at Remus to make him see that duty, was one thing, but love, loyalty and honour played a large part as well. It had to come from both parties.

"She supposedly made that same promise, but is she honouring it? How is she even attempting to work with you when, it sounds like to me, all she gives you are accusations and a guilty conscious, for things that happened in the past?"

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	fear_the_moon 2007-09-22 06:46 pm UTC (link)
	"She hasn't been herself," Remus shook his head. "Ever since we got back. It's like only half of her came back to life, and everything else is just a... a shadow. She... she needs me now." Remus's throat felt like it was caving in on itself. He couldn't remember the last time he had wanted to cry so badly. But Merlin, he just felt so... so fucking trapped. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

padfoot_dh
2007-09-22 07:06 pm UTC (link)

Sirius watched Remus, knowing he was almost to his breaking point as he listened to the strain in his voice. He want to reach out and pull him into his arms, almost hated to speak again, the words about to fall from his lips a death curse to Remus's marriage. He'd liked his little cousin Tonks but this was Moony, his Moony, that she was trying to tear apart. And he was, after all, a Black and Blacks always got what they wanted.

His mother's words of long ago filtered into his brain and he spoke with conviction. "What about your son? Doesn't he need a stable environment as well? And yourself? Moony, listen to what you are saying. Don't let her do this to you!"

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	fear_the_moon 2007-09-22 07:20 pm UTC (link)
	Remus looked away, down at the ground, anywhere but at Sirius. Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry. He took a shuddering breath. "I don't know what the fuck to do, Padfoot," he whispered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	padfoot_dh 2007-09-22 09:48 pm UTC (link)
	Sirius's heart clenched as he stared at Remus. "Merlin, Moony... I..." He grabbed the other man, pulling him closer once more and wrapping his arms around him. Sighing, he pressed a kiss to Remus's forehead. "It'll be all right. I'll help you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fear_the_moon 2007-09-22 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	A tear leaked out. Another followed its lead, and Remus knew there was no use in fighting anymore. A shudder ran through him and he pressed his face into Sirius's shoulder, sliding his arms up around Sirius's back and clutching almost desperately at his shoulder blades. "I'm so sorry. I fucked up so badly. I never wanted to hurt you..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	padfoot_dh 2007-09-22 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	"Shh. Don't worry about me. You did what you had to." Sirius murmured as he rubbed Remus's back and leaned down again to kiss the top of Remus's head. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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