I'm new))
Dear you,
why don't you feel?...you cut, scrape and do whatever to your arms and you still don't feel any emotion other than depressed.
I say stop. but you continue to do it. and it hurts me and yourself.
please get help. I know your terrified of what will happen, but it will do you good in the end.
Please don;t try to kill yourself anymore. and please don't think of it either. I know how you think. and it won't do you anygood.
Love,
yourself