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Tweak says, "The force is strong."

Hemingway. (ernestoic) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-12-12 01:00:00

Entry tags:

!open, lisa cuddy

I still need more healthy rest in order to work at my best. My health is the main capital I have and I want to administer it intelligently. I don't know what I mean. I've forgotten what I meant. I don't think I'm at my best, it feels like someone shot me dead in the skull and it makes
My hands shake and I don't think I'm meant to be quite this
Color.
Going away can be final. Walking out the door can be final. Any form of real betrayal can be final. Dishonesty can be final. Selling out is final. But you are just talking now. Death is what is really final.
I think there are cockroaches on me but I can't see them. I can't see them. This isn't right.

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	aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 02:56 pm UTC (link)
	It's fine, really, Doctor... I mean, we're in London at the moment, so... yeah, if we need help getting to a hospital, we can always call a Medi- an ambulance, that is to say...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	An ambulance? God no it's not worth all that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	YES, it most certainly IS, sweet....! G-d, men and their health issues.... I don't even understand it.... Even after MARRYING twice! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 03:42 pm UTC (link)
	It's not a pride thing. ~~it's what they did to my father~~ I'm just confused, that's all. No winners. No that's my the word. No worries? Maybe. It passes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ernest

aphotic_auror
2013-12-12 03:52 pm UTC (link)

Honest, sweet, I think I know what you're scared of, given that I've read The-bloody-Bell-Jar, but ... I promise, a wizard shan't do any such thing to you... Like, shock therapy or anything... I mean, I only want to help you get over this jaundice, and the problems with your bloody speech! Honest, sweet: you're scaring me as much as you are poor ickle Jack with your babbling... And there's such a huge difference between the words "winners" and "worries".... I mean, you definitely need some help....!

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	Rhonda ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	What the hell is the bell jar? I can be quiet, I'll be quiet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ernest

aphotic_auror
2013-12-12 11:18 pm UTC (link)

It's a book, by Sylvia Plath - another great mind ~~who eventually went mad~~! It's about her experiences in a mental hospital, among other things....! But I promise, sweet, there'll be no shocks or anything of the sort, at St Mungo's.... I dunno I can really promise that with the DOCTORS, because hey, they've still got the equipment to hand, at least....! Sod them, and their bloody medieval ways...

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	proud_miserable 2013-12-12 06:14 pm UTC (link)
	It's not fine. Go call that ambulance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	Rest assured, Doctor, I am bloody well calling this moment... No, no arguments, sweet! I mean it... You need help...! [Ernest] Alright, sweet, are we walking to Mungo's, or are you Apparating with me? No more arguments, really.... It's one or the other, in the next five minutes...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	I'll go to them [Rhonda] No magic, no. I don't understand it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ernest aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	Indeed, then we'll walk to Mungo's....! I mean, for serious, sweet, you're scaring me... And Jack, too.... Please, come get some help! (Reply to this) (Parent)

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