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Hemingway. (ernestoic) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-12-12 01:00:00

Entry tags:

!open, lisa cuddy

I still need more healthy rest in order to work at my best. My health is the main capital I have and I want to administer it intelligently. I don't know what I mean. I've forgotten what I meant. I don't think I'm at my best, it feels like someone shot me dead in the skull and it makes
My hands shake and I don't think I'm meant to be quite this
Color.
Going away can be final. Walking out the door can be final. Any form of real betrayal can be final. Dishonesty can be final. Selling out is final. But you are just talking now. Death is what is really final.
I think there are cockroaches on me but I can't see them. I can't see them. This isn't right.

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	aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 01:48 am UTC (link)
	Sweet, are you alright? I mean - obviously that's a stupid question... You're obviously jaundiced, for some strange reason, and you're also all-over with tremors! [Ernest] Sweet, please let me help you somehow... even if it's just to take you to a bloody hospital! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 11:14 am UTC (link)
	It's fine, I'll be fine in a minute. Where is Jack? Is he ok? [rhonda] I don't need a doctor, I just need to rest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

aphotic_auror
2013-12-12 02:02 pm UTC (link)

No, you shan't be "OK" in a moment... I mean, honestly, sweet... You need some help...

And Jack's just fine, sweet. I mean, he's worried about you, even more than I am, if that's even possible!

[Ernest]

doctor? Pfft...! You know me better than to believe I'd trust a doctor, sweet... I mean, I want to take you to a Wizarding hospital... St Mungo's, you know...?

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	ernestoic 2013-12-12 03:23 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, it will pass. It's okay. He shouldn't know it's not good for him. Take him to Disney and I'll be fine when you get back. [Rhonda] No, no- what? I don't want some witch doctor fucking with my head. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ernest aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 03:41 pm UTC (link)
	Honest, sweet, they shan't mess with your head - and I meant to take you to a bloody Healer not a damned "witch doctor"....! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhonda ernestoic 2013-12-12 03:44 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know what that is (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ernest aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 04:01 pm UTC (link)
	It's a safe person, sweet, honest... I mean, they heal with Potions and Spells and such as... NOT shocks and Needles and bloody knives! Please, sweet, trust me... And trust the Healers...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhonda ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Doesn't sound safe (Reply to this) (Parent)

	proud_miserable 2013-12-12 04:00 am UTC (link)
	You need medical attention. Can you get to the hospital or clinic on your own or do you need assistance? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 11:16 am UTC (link)
	No, I'll be fine. I'm fine. I don't want any of your shocks. I'm not crazy, I'm fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proud_miserable 2013-12-12 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	You're not fine. A severe headache needs to be checked out by a doctor, especially when combined with other symptoms. Get help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	If it's true that you don't shock people, then I'll come (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proud_miserable 2013-12-13 06:57 am UTC (link)
	I don't shock people. And I won't undertake any medical procedure without explaining it to you first and having your consent. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-13 12:12 pm UTC (link)
	Hmm. Times have changed. Ok. I'll come. (Ooc- feel free to jump in to his open thread, he's asking after Cuddy :) ) (Reply to this) (Parent)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 02:56 pm UTC (link)
	It's fine, really, Doctor... I mean, we're in London at the moment, so... yeah, if we need help getting to a hospital, we can always call a Medi- an ambulance, that is to say...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	An ambulance? God no it's not worth all that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	YES, it most certainly IS, sweet....! G-d, men and their health issues.... I don't even understand it.... Even after MARRYING twice! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 03:42 pm UTC (link)
	It's not a pride thing. ~~it's what they did to my father~~ I'm just confused, that's all. No winners. No that's my the word. No worries? Maybe. It passes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ernest

aphotic_auror
2013-12-12 03:52 pm UTC (link)

Honest, sweet, I think I know what you're scared of, given that I've read The-bloody-Bell-Jar, but ... I promise, a wizard shan't do any such thing to you... Like, shock therapy or anything... I mean, I only want to help you get over this jaundice, and the problems with your bloody speech! Honest, sweet: you're scaring me as much as you are poor ickle Jack with your babbling... And there's such a huge difference between the words "winners" and "worries".... I mean, you definitely need some help....!

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	Rhonda ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	What the hell is the bell jar? I can be quiet, I'll be quiet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ernest

aphotic_auror
2013-12-12 11:18 pm UTC (link)

It's a book, by Sylvia Plath - another great mind ~~who eventually went mad~~! It's about her experiences in a mental hospital, among other things....! But I promise, sweet, there'll be no shocks or anything of the sort, at St Mungo's.... I dunno I can really promise that with the DOCTORS, because hey, they've still got the equipment to hand, at least....! Sod them, and their bloody medieval ways...

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	proud_miserable 2013-12-12 06:14 pm UTC (link)
	It's not fine. Go call that ambulance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	Rest assured, Doctor, I am bloody well calling this moment... No, no arguments, sweet! I mean it... You need help...! [Ernest] Alright, sweet, are we walking to Mungo's, or are you Apparating with me? No more arguments, really.... It's one or the other, in the next five minutes...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	I'll go to them [Rhonda] No magic, no. I don't understand it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ernest aphotic_auror 2013-12-12 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	Indeed, then we'll walk to Mungo's....! I mean, for serious, sweet, you're scaring me... And Jack, too.... Please, come get some help! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	captain_srogers 2013-12-12 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	The doctors don't do what you think anymore. There's no shocks. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	Really? That's good to know. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2013-12-13 01:14 am UTC (link)
	Yes. From what I've read, it's mostly talking and normal, oral medications. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-13 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	Oh. Well that's different. I don't know. I'll go and see. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	cleowhosees 2013-12-12 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	Have you taken something...it sounds like withdrawal (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-12 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	Something? No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cleowhosees 2013-12-14 02:26 pm UTC (link)
	Also...going away is very rarely final (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-14 05:55 pm UTC (link)
	It depends what you are leaving behind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cleowhosees 2013-12-14 05:56 pm UTC (link)
	That's not what I mean...no one actually goes all that far (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-14 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	On this island, you mean? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cleowhosees 2013-12-14 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	I mean in general (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ernestoic 2013-12-14 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	I said that it can be final, not that it is always so. (Reply to this) (Parent)