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Tweak says, "I've got an angry inch!"

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-12-08 01:04:00

Entry tags:

!open, maryanne walker (oe), steve rogers, ~john mitchell (oe), ~peggy carter, ~steve rogers (old)

I've decided since the stores are restocked, and Isabel is an excellent cook: You guys can fend for yourselves for a little while. I'm going to take a long needed vacation from this island ~~and people who I thought were my friends who aren't ex~~. Where I'm going isn't any of your business, if it was you'd know. There are people who know, and those who don't... Well, like I said not your business.

So the kitchen at Mitchell's is closed until further notice or until someone decides to fill my shoes.

[Private to Sean, Malcolm, the Steves, Tony, Aj, Steven, Lillian, and Peggy]

Tony already knows, some of it. But me and Clint, and the kids, are going through the Disney door and spend the rest of the year there. Probably. I don't know yet, but we might be back for Christmas.

I need to get away from the reminder of all the loss, and right now that's all this stuff reminds me of. The lack of understanding, and the weight of judgement doesn't make it any easier to take.

If I don't see any of you for it, I hope you all have a Merry Christmas, and I'll see you in 2014.

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Maryanne

hamrammr
2013-12-09 09:08 am UTC (link)

Did she say that she wants to kill him? Then I'm totally with you. I don't want any more deaths or any blood spilled on this island.

No, Maryanne, you don't get it. I understand. I understand far too much. That's why I'm arguing with you. I don't want you to turn into me. Threatening and killing people is an easy solution. And it gets easier over time. I know where it all leads. A year ago, I might have offered to do the killing for you. But I have a family now. I can't do that anymore.

I don't care about her. I care about you and what it might do to you and what it might do to this place.

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Mitchell

maryanne_walker
2013-12-09 08:07 pm UTC (link)

Sometimes there are worse things than death, Mitchell.

No you don't. You understand what you would do. I needed someone to stand with me and tell her and Ernest to shut the fuck up. The only person that did that was Rachel Sully. Parnel was harassing a seventeen year old boy, because she has some sick fixation on his olderself. A fixation she couldn't have while she was dating him. She's like a pedo. Except she preys on adults and children alike.

I wouldn't let you kill for me, I wouldn't put that on anyone else.

People die and vanish from this place all the time. But I don't kill her, she dies on her own. Just ask Steve if your curious.

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Maryanne

hamrammr
2013-12-09 08:41 pm UTC (link)

I know. I'm prove of that.

I would have. But I can't when you are throwing around death threads. And if this place is ruled by them, I will be a likely next target. Ramses already thinks I'm a threat. And there are probably others who share that opinion. And great if you can control yourself. I envy you. I can't. A part of me wants to kill. And if I stand by your side if you are threatening someone's life, I might make suggestions, shit, I might take actions I regret later. I can't help myself. So tell me if I need to stay away from you to keep myself and my family safe. To keep you safe as well because I will take you with me. I don't want to stay away and it will break my heart. But it's not about me anymore. I'm a father and a husband and I need to be responsible. You have a child as well and if I take you with me, his life will be ruined as well.

You are fighting her for Harry. Where is the difference?

The future isn't fixed. I'm not saying you are going to kill her. I'm just saying that you shouldn't rest on what Steve told you. Just because Tim has been safe in a possible future means he's going to be safe now. George should have staked me by now. I'm still here. There's more than one future.

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Mitchell

maryanne_walker
2013-12-09 09:06 pm UTC (link)

She wants to torture him Mitchell. Not turn him. Make him miserable. And she's doing a pretty damn good job of it.

Do whatever, Mitchell. I have three children, by the way, one of which she tried to steal away from me. If I sat and turned away she would have, and god knows what kind of damage she would have done to Bucky. That's the kind of person you're trying to protect, because you're not protecting me from anything. You're judging me for protecting what's mine. Instead of being a friend and helping me protect them.

Not just Harry.

I trust Steve. He's from our timeline, this timeline. He's seen the things that have come to pass already. And George would have in Bristol. This isn't Bristol.

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	Maryanne hamrammr 2013-12-09 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	Shit, Maryanne! Start listening to me. Go and read what I said again. This is not about her. I don't care about her. This is about you. This is about me. This is about my family and the future of this island. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-12-10 12:32 am UTC (link)
	I know what you're telling me Mitchell, I don't have to read it again. You're telling me not to defend, telling me just to... I don't even know what you want me to do where she's concerned. Ignore her? Because that does a whole hell of a lot of good. She responds to people ignoring her real well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Maryanne

hamrammr
2013-12-10 08:13 am UTC (link)

Holy shit, Maryanne. Start listening to me. I would never tell you that. It's a part of who you are and it's part of why I love you. I only want you to stop making death threads because it does no one any good. If you have a problem with someone, you can come to me. I can try to help. I can ask Annie for help. Malcolm, he's creative with threats. And I don't say threaten her, just don't threaten to kill her. It doesn't do you any good, it doesn't do me any good - I will be next in line. Did you hear that? Do you care enough about me to not put me in any danger? - and it doesn't do this island any good.

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Mitchell

maryanne_walker
2013-12-10 08:49 am UTC (link)

I've already threatened only bodily harm, got through to her just as well as ignoring her and telling her to leave my people alone did. I even yanked her stupid ass up off the ground when she was picking up things she had no business picking up in her state to prove I wasn't joking around. But she's thick. I doubt this death threat will stick with her very long. I'm going to have to scare the shit out of her. That's the level of stupidity that I'm dealing with Mitchell. That's what you're not getting. I have tried all else. I didn't just jump to the death threats. I even tried going through Hemingway. Fat lot of good that did.

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	Maryanne hamrammr 2013-12-10 09:59 am UTC (link)
	Then ask me for help. Please! You have enough friends. Does she stalk him? Does she approach him? That's forbidden where I came from and we can deal with it like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-12-10 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	She harasses him. I don't know if she stalks him, I don't stalk him, but I wouldn't put it passed her. I know he's told her a number of times publically to leave him alone. She refuses. I figured if she didn't listen to the possibility of getting eaten, then I'd have to go to someone else because I would possibly actually kill her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne hamrammr 2013-12-10 09:18 pm UTC (link)
	I told her to leave you all alone. She said she will and she apologises. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-12-10 09:43 pm UTC (link)
	I guess time will tell if she listens or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne hamrammr 2013-12-11 08:41 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-12-11 08:46 am UTC (link)
	I'm betting not. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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