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Tweak says, "No, you move!"

threecenturyman (threecenturyman) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-12-02 09:31:00

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maryanne walker (oe), steve rogers

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	threecenturyman 2013-12-03 03:18 am UTC (link)
	I still don't get all that close to people anymore, but I don't actively avoid it either. If that makes sense. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 03:43 am UTC (link)
	It makes total sense. Do we still talk? ~~If I'm stil~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	threecenturyman 2013-12-03 03:49 am UTC (link)
	We talked quite a bit for a long time. And a little more than that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 04:05 am UTC (link)
	I.. you... we... What? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 04:14 am UTC (link)
	We were lonely and talking and things just kind of happened. A few times. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 04:37 am UTC (link)
	A few? It didn't have anything to do with.. My ... you know... The problem? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 04:45 am UTC (link)
	Not to my knowledge. It was a feels kind of moment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 05:15 am UTC (link)
	Oh. I didn't.... I mean... How? Not that you aren't attractive, you are, very, and um... I.. but.. School principal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Steve threecenturyman 2013-12-03 05:18 am UTC (link)
	Grief does amazing things to people (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 05:34 am UTC (link)
	Oh.. I'm sorry, Steve. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 05:44 am UTC (link)
	Don't be. It helps a lot. Knowing that there's someone that will be there for you for whatever you need. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 05:50 am UTC (link)
	So it didn't change all that much, I just got over the high school principal thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 05:53 am UTC (link)
	Basically. We're just friends who find comfort in each others' company every now and again. That's it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 06:14 am UTC (link)
	But we do that without sex, now. Do I turn back into a hyper slut? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Not a hyper slut, no. But you do have the occasional bed mate when the mood strikes you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 06:38 am UTC (link)
	So it's not just you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	Not just me, no, but you are very picky and it's only every now and then when you're feeling particularly lonely. I probably shouldn't be telling you any of this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Steve | Maryanne

maryanne_walker
2013-12-03 08:45 pm UTC (link)

It's alright. I know it's coming. I mean... He's human, the only thing I can do to change that is ask Mitchell to turn him. And I don't think either one of them would forgive me for that, and it would be incredibly selfish. And I can love him for as long as I have him.

The whole sex thing... It makes me feel better about myself though. I wouldn't want... I wouldn't want to do what I did after Daryl, after Clint. I want to love him for the rest of my life.

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	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	I thought like that after Peggy and then Adrianna came into my life. I still love Peggy. She will always be my first. But there was room in my heart for another. After she disappeared, though, there wasn't anyone other than the occasional bed mate when needs popped up. You and I were between Peggy and Adrianna. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah but Peggy was your first. Clint is my third. Do I find anyone else? ~~Or does something happen before I d~~ Why not after? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 12:38 am UTC (link)
	Not anyone significant. It just wasn't possible after Adrianna. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 01:52 am UTC (link)
	I have a feeling I heard the 'room in your heart' lecture a few times after you married her. Did I go? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 02:40 am UTC (link)
	Only once. I really shouldn't say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 03:09 am UTC (link)
	Somethings are harder to come back from. I think that says enough, don't you? For what it's worth, I'm sorry I put you through that. Did I age? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 03:25 am UTC (link)
	That's why only once. Nope. Looked exactly the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)