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Tweak says, ""Arise, watchtower! Astion!""

threecenturyman (threecenturyman) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-12-02 09:31:00

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maryanne walker (oe), steve rogers

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	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 05:34 am UTC (link)
	Oh.. I'm sorry, Steve. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 05:44 am UTC (link)
	Don't be. It helps a lot. Knowing that there's someone that will be there for you for whatever you need. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 05:50 am UTC (link)
	So it didn't change all that much, I just got over the high school principal thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 05:53 am UTC (link)
	Basically. We're just friends who find comfort in each others' company every now and again. That's it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 06:14 am UTC (link)
	But we do that without sex, now. Do I turn back into a hyper slut? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Not a hyper slut, no. But you do have the occasional bed mate when the mood strikes you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 06:38 am UTC (link)
	So it's not just you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	Not just me, no, but you are very picky and it's only every now and then when you're feeling particularly lonely. I probably shouldn't be telling you any of this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Steve | Maryanne

maryanne_walker
2013-12-03 08:45 pm UTC (link)

It's alright. I know it's coming. I mean... He's human, the only thing I can do to change that is ask Mitchell to turn him. And I don't think either one of them would forgive me for that, and it would be incredibly selfish. And I can love him for as long as I have him.

The whole sex thing... It makes me feel better about myself though. I wouldn't want... I wouldn't want to do what I did after Daryl, after Clint. I want to love him for the rest of my life.

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	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-03 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	I thought like that after Peggy and then Adrianna came into my life. I still love Peggy. She will always be my first. But there was room in my heart for another. After she disappeared, though, there wasn't anyone other than the occasional bed mate when needs popped up. You and I were between Peggy and Adrianna. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-03 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah but Peggy was your first. Clint is my third. Do I find anyone else? ~~Or does something happen before I d~~ Why not after? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 12:38 am UTC (link)
	Not anyone significant. It just wasn't possible after Adrianna. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 01:52 am UTC (link)
	I have a feeling I heard the 'room in your heart' lecture a few times after you married her. Did I go? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 02:40 am UTC (link)
	Only once. I really shouldn't say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 03:09 am UTC (link)
	Somethings are harder to come back from. I think that says enough, don't you? For what it's worth, I'm sorry I put you through that. Did I age? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 03:25 am UTC (link)
	That's why only once. Nope. Looked exactly the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 03:41 am UTC (link)
	So... I did something stupid to get myself killed. Or the island sent me home. ~~Shit.~~ Uh... You might not want to ask me anything you don't want the answer to. I mean the honest to god flat answer to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 03:48 am UTC (link)
	Did something stupid. Oh really? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 03:56 am UTC (link)
	Shit, Steve, I'm sorry. Maybe this will change things? Yeah, you're wonderful friend Sergeant Barnes is laughing his ass off right now because he asked me something and I told him rather than telling him it was none of his business. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 04:05 am UTC (link)
	You mean a lot to me, Maryanne. From the looks of things Sergeant Barnes is having the same problem. Karma is a bitch. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 04:19 am UTC (link)
	You know you mean a lot to me too right? I've kinda loved you since before we ever met. If I weren't going home right now, I would so dish out a little. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 04:21 am UTC (link)
	Oh we've talked about that. Don't worry, I'll get him back for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 04:45 am UTC (link)
	Shortly after we met, and after you broke my nose. Be sure to ask him some really embarrassing questions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne threecenturyman 2013-12-04 04:58 am UTC (link)
	I still feel bad about that. Oh I definitely will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Maryanne maryanne_walker 2013-12-04 05:12 am UTC (link)
	Don't I was technically a guy, and I looked like a stranger and a bad one, and it healed the moment I was able to shift again. I would have done the same thing. I'll read them later. Gonna be busy for a few hours. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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