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Tweak says, "make us whole"

Anastasia Steele (msanasteele) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-10-19 20:13:00

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sunila montrose, ~anastasia steele

Well, that was certainly an interesting day with Raymond today. I like it when we don't fight all the time.

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Are you just going to continue to ignore me? I know that you are still in the shocked stage and everything, but Raymond is worried about us. Why don't you come out with us some night....as a family.

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msanasteele
2013-11-02 12:57 pm UTC (link)

And that is why I'm not going to force you anymore. Have it your way all you want. Yes, I know, but I don't think we'll work out here, we're just too different.

Yes, I know. So now you'll be able to go about your business and find someone that will match your demeanor. I....I can't be the person that you want me to be.

No you will not because I understand why he's upset. He's frustrated Christian. He may never exist because your too damn stubborn. I don't have a choice, I'm sick and tired of wondering if your going to get yourself together enough for us to work out so that Raymond could exist. I'm emotionally exhausted and done. From now on if you want us to work, then you have to prove it to me that you want to be with me.

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50shadesofgrey
2013-11-03 02:54 am UTC (link)

You haven't been forcing me, Ana. I don't want you to think that. I was with you because I wanted to be.

I don't know, Anastasia, I don't want to be with anyone else. If I wanted to be, I would be.

Giving me ultimatums is never a good idea, Anastasia. I don't want to have to deal with that for one, and two, I don't think that it's going to do either of us any good. I don't want to face this. I am tired of losing people, please don't do this.

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msanasteele
2013-11-03 04:32 pm UTC (link)

We weren't really doing anything except for that contract. And to tell you the truth, I only agreed to sign this contract because I didn't want to lose you, because I know that I would be hurting if I ever did. Which is why this is so hard to do.

If we were back in Washington or should I say back home, you would be on your next conquest. Its no different here. I....I just can't do this anymore Christian. I haven't been smiling or myself lately and I would like to be my outgoing self again.

Well, then change your attitude. Do things that will make us happy or you happy for that matter. Show me that you care. When your ready to make that happen then I'll be here.

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