Marian of Knighton (_night_watchman) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-09-24 01:03:00

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!open, lisa cuddy, ~julie stark, ~marian of knighton (oe), ~rachel sully

Filtered away from Hansel and Robin.
If everything goes to plan, I should be giving birth any time now. I must say, part of me had hopes that Robin would return. That he would see his son, even if it were for a moment. That he'd be here to tell me all is well. He would be here to hold my hand and... help me bring our son into the world.

It hurts my heart to know that neither will know the other. One will only know the other from stories and what has gone down as speculation and legend. Father will never know son. Even though he dreamed of his existence with those of King Richard returning to England.

Don't get me wrong, I do love Hansel. But how do you not love someone else, too, when you've done so the whole of your life?

	rachelsully 2013-09-25 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	I think talking is probably bettery. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_night_watchman 2013-09-25 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	You're right, of course, but sometimes it's harder to do than one would think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2013-09-25 08:44 pm UTC (link)
	I know that very well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_night_watchman 2013-09-26 03:01 am UTC (link)
	So I should simply grow some balls and do it anyway, hmm? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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