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Tweak says, "I AM A GOLDEN GOD!"

Marian of Knighton (_night_watchman) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-09-24 01:03:00

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!open, lisa cuddy, ~julie stark, ~marian of knighton (oe), ~rachel sully

Filtered away from Hansel and Robin.
If everything goes to plan, I should be giving birth any time now. I must say, part of me had hopes that Robin would return. That he would see his son, even if it were for a moment. That he'd be here to tell me all is well. He would be here to hold my hand and... help me bring our son into the world.

It hurts my heart to know that neither will know the other. One will only know the other from stories and what has gone down as speculation and legend. Father will never know son. Even though he dreamed of his existence with those of King Richard returning to England.

Don't get me wrong, I do love Hansel. But how do you not love someone else, too, when you've done so the whole of your life?

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	julie_stark 2013-09-24 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	Oh....well, its completely understandable. I mean I still worry to this day even though older Steven tells me that he knows his father well enough from what he saw on the TV. It does stink a little bit, you'll get through it though. I'm Julie by the way. I'm not sure if I've ever introduced myself to you or anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_night_watchman 2013-09-25 02:01 am UTC (link)
	I could ask Robin if it is enough. For him to only know him through videos and books. Not that there's anything I could do if it's not, but I could possibly try and compensate I suppose. I'm Marian. I don't think we have met. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	julie_stark 2013-09-26 09:19 am UTC (link)
	You could always do that. Maybe learning from books and videos he can fully see how you guys met and fell in love. If its not enough, maybe you can tell him stories and letting him know that even though you are with someone else that it doesn't mean that you don't love his father more than anything. Its nice to meet you Marian. When is your due date? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_night_watchman 2013-09-27 12:14 am UTC (link)
	I do believe he knows that. Or he seems to. I'm not sure exactly. Soon. If my prior calculations are correct I am very nearly thirty-eight weeks. Though there is leeway of a week or two for error. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	julie_stark 2013-09-29 12:58 am UTC (link)
	Then that's a good sign....at least he knows. Oh, well, then Congrats are definitely in order. It is really painful, but knowing that you are rewarded in the end, it makes all the pain go away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_night_watchman 2013-09-29 04:19 am UTC (link)
	I don't think there would be a day that would go by that I didn't tell him that his Father meant a lot to me. And he would have meant so much to Robin too. Oh, I've done research to hopefully ready myself. But how much can you do, you know? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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