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Tweak says, "Turn your head and smile."

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-09-11 16:11:00

Entry tags:

!open, maryanne walker (oe), ~steve rogers (preserum)

Okay I can't do the whole... "keep people safe" kitty style anymore.

And I'm sorry to anyone I let down last night when I shifted in the middle of the night and didn't wake you up as soon as the dreams started. My senses... They aren't as strong as they were.

We need a better plan.

Does anyone have a scarf I could borrow?

[Clint(both), Harry, Mitchell, Sean, and Tim]

Okay because you guys are the most likely to freak out. I had a dream. In that dream he grabbed me by the throat. So... I kinda have this lovely handmark. It doesn't hurt. ~~too much~~ It's just very... dark.

I can't shift. So I can't make it go away.

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	maryanne_walker 2013-09-11 05:44 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, good to know. Just stay away from fire. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-11 05:48 pm UTC (link)
	k (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-11 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	And exploding things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-11 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	Abi blew up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-11 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	Oh god. Is that... I'm so sorry Clint. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-11 09:09 pm UTC (link)
	Why do they keep dying? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-11 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. But the right one will come a long, and she wont. Or he wont. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-11 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	I can't do it anymore, Maryanne. I can't. I'm done. I've got nothing left. At least not for that. Not anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-12 12:14 am UTC (link)
	You know, that sounds really familiar. Guess what came around and bit me square in the ass? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-12 12:23 am UTC (link)
	I can't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-12 12:34 am UTC (link)
	You say now. Who knows a month down the road? Two? Daryl hasn't quite been in the ground six months. And I knew two months ago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-12 12:38 am UTC (link)
	I lost Natasha twice. And now Abi. Every time I let somebody in, they die. I can't risk that. Not again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-12 02:17 am UTC (link)
	Love is full of ups and downs. Trust me, I know what you're going through better than anyone. I'm still scared for Clint. But I still have hope too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-12 02:49 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad you have him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-12 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	You'll have someone too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-09-12 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-09-12 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe is better than never. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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